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I’m so tired of feeling like my friends are tired of me
#friend breakup#ugh#I hate this#because I tore us apart#but she took the final swing#when you’re the “everyone always leaves me’’ girl#and then she leaves#but it’s your fault#it hurts like nothing has before#because it’s just a different kind of pain
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I made the horrible decision to read sunrise on the reaping while I still had 15 chapters of crimson rivers left and wow what a horrible decision that was.
#sunrise on the reaping#crimson rivers#the similarities are killing me#both of them are heartbreaking#bad decisions
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Why am I, for the second time in as many hours, reading Sirius say to Remus “nothing about you is small” why is this my life???
~when two completely different fanfics by different authors have the same line of dialogue 😫
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Help
my heart
Regulus fantasizing about calling James names😭😭😭
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Trans regulus for the absolute win
Yes my love, insult your brother while coming out, go off
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Effie, loml, you’re just so clueless
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Twin?? (minus the writing 13k part, I could never be productive)
i cried like 16 times this week, had a full depressive episode, then woke up today and wrote like 13k words and ended the night thinking about jegulus getting married and started crying again
#having emotions#specifically about jegulus#jegulus#taylor swift#and the ways that jegulus is Taylor Swift coded
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Trying to make online friends these days is so weird... Like I used to have a shit ton of online friends on this random discord server, and like a ton of mutuals on wattpad (don't judge me, I was like 12) but now I'm almost entirely on tumblr (& Ao3 but building community there is just weird) and trying to like comment on peoples posts and follow people to build a community but it's so hard????
I wish I were older during covid b/c maybe then those friendships would've lasted longer.
#online friends#making friends#does anyone want to just be friends?#like no joke#no requirements#just friends#chat vaguely about our days#rant about things we don't want to tell in person friends#I don't know#I just miss having anonymous friends#wow that sounds creepy
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Spoilers ahead
Reblog to say that I’m on chapter 58 so I have already been through a lot of the roller coaster, but now Marlene is about to go back to the hallow (I think, I’m procrastinating on finishing the chapter) and I need to know if she makes it out…
Can someone warn me if dorleen is going to break my heart in CR. Bc it will break me if they’re not endgame and I need to be preped
#crimson rivers#crimson rivers spoilers#please#I’m asking for spoilers#i need to prepare#emotionally
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Can someone warn me if dorlene is going to break my heart in CR. Bc it will break me if they’re not endgame and I need to be preped
#crimson rivers#crimson rivers spoilers#please just tell me#the fact that she has never gotten a pov scares me so much#and I wouldn’t put it past zar#spoil this for me please#just this
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I'm sorry by Guilty as Sin? is the most jegulus song to ever jegulus and every time I listen to it I want to cry. Like:
If long suffering propriety Is what they want from me They don't know how you've haunted me So stunningly
IS THAT NOT REG TO JAMES?
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Me: I need a fucking break from Crimson Rivers
Also me: binges 19/35 chapters of a crack fic and ready to jump back in ‘cause I’ve been smiling too much (someone talk me out of this please)
#crimson rivers#I will never not want to read a jegulus socmed au#but this one is just too happy#btw completely different socmed au from the one I’m endlessly rereading#help me#I’m so over consuming fanfic rn
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Regulus writing his sad boy poetry and writing the line “death doesn’t discriminate between the sinners and the saints, it just takes and it takes and it takes” is so real to me
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sirius: so your name is pandora?
pandora: that’s right
sirius: that’s the name of some moon i’m pretty sure.
pandora: one of Jupiter’s moons yeah
sirius: (extremely long sigh) be honest are you related to me or are your parents just really eccentric?
#crying in bio#this is so funny#very on brand#marauders#marauders era#sirius black#pandora rosier#the marauders#the marauders era#mwpp era#the noble house of black#black family#marauders headcanon
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I have to like hit the pause button on reading crimson rivers bc I’ve been powering thru so hard, I don’t think I’m really processing or motivated to keep reading…
Help please
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