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Brass and Copper

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#he's just a sleepy boyyy

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In my folk art era ✨ Some last unicorn art ✨

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GBBO: “A s’more is basically just an Italian merengue sandwiched between two ganache-covered digestives”

Americans:

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You know miss Huang used to run that intersection like the fucking navy

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sometimes when I’m being especially self deprecating and convinced no one likes me I have to tell myself “you’re being goob. you are being goob right now”

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seven sentence sunday

thank you @welcometololaland @carlos-in-glasses @heartstringsduet @strandnreyes @nisbanisba

@carlossreaders @bonheur-cafe @reyesstrand for the tags <3

He knows it’s not that simple, knows they have husbands and kids and lives, in large, expansive ways that they can’t totally go dark on. He doesn’t want them to sit alone in the dark every night and comb through the short years they had with their dad for some kind of cold comfort, like he has been. He doesn’t want them to be in pain forever. But this feels too big, too impossible to ever move on from. He’s not sure how they managed to do it.  All the years they had with their dad is all they’ll ever have of him. Carlos can’t figure out how to move on from that, how to make all the conversations and thoughts and unanswered questions be enough. There is so much more he wanted to know, about his dad and about himself, about years of his life he still doesn’t understand, and he won’t get to. The answers have been torn away from him and Carlos can’t help but feel incomplete.  He’s spent the last month trying to figure out how to live in both worlds, be aware of the life that continues to move on regardless of how tuned into it he is, but the balance still doesn’t feel right. He’s not sure how to make everything fit.  He’s thought about taking TK up on his offer, sitting in on a session and seeing if he can get something out of it, but something keeps him from bringing it up to TK the next time he sees him. Like those words don’t exist in his vocabulary, as if he’s physically unable to get them out. Maybe it’s just a step too far. 

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I have more Valentine's Day fic from @paperstorm's prompts! My end of the month goal for finishing this seems feasible 😁

TK strokes his fingers through Carlos's hair and his fiancé gives him a drowsy smile. TK’s heart would completely melt at the adorable sight if he didn't still feel guilty that the drowsiness was due to the medication the paramedics gave him.

“Have you ever had earl grey tea, baby?” TK asks.

Carlos blinks up at him. “Maybe once? I don't think I liked it. But I definitely would have remembered a reaction like this.”

“Yeah, I'm sure there was more concentrated in that truffle than in a cup of tea though.” TK sighs, wanting to apologize again but knowing Carlos wouldn't let him. Instead, he grabs for Carlos's hand and tries to inconspicuously check his pulse again.

Open tag and more under here ⬇️

Thanks for the tags already today 💜 @lemonlyman-dotcom @carlos-in-glasses @nisbanisba @carlossreaders

@heartstringsduet @bonheur-cafe

Also tagging @laelipoo @thisbuildinghasfeelings @tellmegoodbye @captain-gillian

@ladytessa74 @whatsintheboxmh @nancys-braids

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Thanks to @welcometololaland, @carlos-in-glasses, @heartstringsduet, @strandnreyes,

@nisbanisba, @carlossreaders, @lemonlyman-dotcom,

@liminalmemories21, and @annoyingcloudearthquake for the tags!

“I sneezed on you,” Carlos croaks out once he’s settled again.  “What?” “Last night. When we got here. I sneezed in your face. I don’t want you to get sick too,” Carlos says. T.K. chuckles. “You did a lot more than sneeze in my face last night babe. It is what it is at this point.” “I’m sorry.” “Stop it. There’s nothing to be sorry about. You can’t help getting sick. You probably got it from some suspect. Or maybe it traveled home from Jonah’s class.”

Tagging @henrygrass, @ironheartwriter, @ladytessa74, and anyone else who would like to share!

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Seven Sentence Sunday

@welcometololaland, @heartstringsduet, @carlos-in-glasses, @strandnreyes, @nisbanisba, @carlossreaders, @lemonlyman-dotcom, @bonheur-cafe, @reyesstrand - thank you!

Exactly seven sentences this week. Attempting to make the illogical make sense.

Sofia's response when TK says they’re petitioning for custody is a reassuring, “Oh thank god.” He refrains from asking her why she’d gotten on a plane with Jonah if she thought taking him to boarding school in Switzerland was such a bad idea, why she hadn’t even called TK to give him a head’s up. She volunteers the information anyway.  “Enzo said you couldn’t take Jonah.  I’d never have brought him here if I thought you were interested.” TK clears his throat.  “How is he?”

tagging @chicgeekgirl89, @freneticfloetry, @guardian-angle22, and @paperstorm

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this weeks episode of severance has taught us that many people don't know what waterboarding is

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imagine how sweet it would be if like fuckin cnn or somethin cut to england and like people were devouring the royal family live on camera

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if you're struggling to make a decision, I recommend taking a break and jacking off. it won't help with the decision but at least you'll have jacked off.

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Mama’s boy + tattoos

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A bit from the TNT fic featuring Charles—

Charles is in front of her bathed in white. He'a blurry around the edges like he's a faded photograph, a tendril of a memory that has weathered with time. She knows it’s him though, just like she knows every divot and scratch in the wedding rings that live in her beside drawer even if it's been months since she's taken them out to hold. She could recognize him anywhere.

Tommy cries out his name as he smiles adoringly, that smile she knows is only meant for her. He locks eyes with her, his lips that are still curled upwards like the corners of his eyes move in a voiceless message, yet somehow Tommy can hear him loud and clear.

I love you with all my heart baby.

Then he takes a step away from her.

Thank you everyone for tagging me 💜

Going forward I'm going to take a note from @alrightbuckaroo and just have a tag list for these because you're probably not going to see much of me once March hits. Please let me know if you want to be added/taken off of it!

Tagging: @alrightbuckaroo @herefortarlos @carlos-in-glasses @paperstorm

@hereghostslive @literateowl @theghostofashton @lightningboltreader

@nancys-braids @captain-gillian @heartstringsduet @eclectic-sassycoweyes

@lemonlyman-dotcom @nisbanisba @tellmegoodbye @laelipoo

@henrygrass @carlossreaders @freneticfloetry @liminalmemories21

@everlastingday @annoyingcloudearthquake @strandnreyes @welcometololaland

@ladytessa74 @thisbuildinghasfeelings @emsprovisions @reyesstrand

@never-blooms and @rmd-writes

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SEVEN SENTENCE SUNDAY

Jonah goes to respond, but gets distracted by something behind TK. The older boy furrows his brows, turning his body and subconsciously stepping closer to his brother. It’s a man, on a rocking chair, sitting on the porch connected to the house across from theirs.

He hadn’t noticed him before. He puts the mattresses back, taking his brother’s hand. “Let’s go say hello,” TK whispers, looking for a reaction from his brother, receiving just a nod in response.

thanks for the tags!! @welcometololaland @carlos-in-glasses @heartstringsduet @strandnreyes

no pressure tags! @heartstringsduet @goodways @paperstorm @lightningboltreader @reyesstrand @bonheur-cafe @alrightbuckaroo @rmd-writes @liminalmemories21 @orchidscript @three-drink-amy @honeybee-taskforce @theghostofashton @pimento-playing-hopscotch @herefortarlos @sapphic--kiwi @emsprovisions @ironheartwriter @tellmegoodbye @the-126-family @captain-gillian @butchreyes @whatsintheboxmh @chicgeekgirl89 @eclectic-sassycoweyes @lemonlyman-dotcom @freneticfloetry @never-blooms @bonheur-cafe @decafdingo @nisbanisba @henrygrass @nancys-braids @irispurpurea @everlastingday @carlos-t @pameluke @orchidscript @literateowl @theghostofashton @thisbuildinghasfeelings + open tag!