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him

where to start.... aaa.. its about someone who ive known for almost a year. i really hve no idea how to express this. i do love him. yes. that is all i can say. but what is truly sadistic is that he belongs to someone else. it hurts. fuck this feeling. i dont know if he feels the same but the way he treated me really aah i dont knw what to say. he’s the guy i want to be with. seriously. eventho most of the time he such an asshole. i never thought that i would have this sort of feelings i just miss him a lot overthink of him n always want to be in his arms and whatsoever. he drives me crazy man. fuck. sometimes i think of letting him go but i just cant. fucking hard. ppl will just say oh u should forget him dump him n blablabla. but how if uguys are in my position?  i didnt ask for it all. its about my own feelings. only if he set me free n let me go then okay. just follow the flow. dont want my feelings to get this way. fuck. probably ill post our pic on another next post.

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miss my bitchys :(

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5:12 am thoughts

hey. its been a while after 2 years i didnt post anything on here. so now im 21 years old lil girl hm but not too lil cse im a big guuurrll rn i guess? many shitsss that happened in my fucking life since i off from tumblr. think of express it thru here but is not a good idea cse my fucking story will not end till ever n ever. its a lottt lot lot tht i cant just express either by words or talk. probably i can just express it briefly....:)))

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such a long time i did not post anything here on tumblr. not like when i was in form 3 i think? if im not mistaken.. and now i hve enter university. so i would like to express my feeling today..actually it was already one year happen. yea one year plus. now i have someone special that truly complete my life( not too complete as too much bullshit by other people around me) but as long as he can make me happy. but but but we always go thru hell as we fight almost everyday. but its okay, i still love him tho hahaha. and hmm i hve no idea how to express my feeling again.. so i hope my relationship with him will stay longer till infinity. eh? hehehe and we will be success together :)))

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laparrr :(((

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can i work at nasa pls?

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life is getting hard day by day

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The only poetry I’ll ever need, is your fingers in my hair and your lips on my body.

Peyton Scott (homewrecks)

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