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Too Many Beds (Choi Seungcheol)
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Reverse Trope Series Installment 1
Choi Seungcheol may be your parent's best friend's son, your next door neighbour for 20 odd years and the one face you saw every damn time, every damn where but that didn't mean the two of you wanted anything to do with each other. But a business trip - one room, three nights, and seven beds - might just be what it takes to change it all....
Pairing - Choi Seungcheol x afab! Reader
Word Count- 13k (don't ask me how I thought I could do this in 5k)
Genre - Rivals to lovers? Frenemies to lovers? Lovers to lovers? Idk man, these two are idiots, that's all. Oh and smut.
Warnings - one mention of blood cause of intense make out wew, other smut warnings under the cut!
Smut warnings - oral (m and f receiving), fingering, brief face fucking, thick dick cheol lol, slight choking, allusions to a breeding kink, unprotected sex (these two are digustingly in love, extremely horny and highly irresponsible, please don't be like them), creampie, mention of the word slut like once, and I'm hoping that's all?
“Absolutely not.”
“No way in hell.”
Seungcheol glared at you as you narrowed your eyes at him.
“I’m not sharing a room with him.”
“I refuse to even breathe in her vicinity.”
“Then maybe I should do mankind a service by being around you more.”
“The only way you can help mankind is by shutting your mouth.” Seungcheol leaned closer, his voice dropping. “You’re not pretty enough for all the stupidity that comes out of it.”
You rolled your eyes. “Rich coming from you. If I had a face like yours, I’d sue my parents.”
“Aw, fifth graders can insult better than you, sweetheart.”
“That was a fact, darling.”
“Ah” The two of you turned to the receptionist, finally remembering her presence as her eyes flickered between you and Seungcheol. “So, the two of you are dating?”
Looking at her incredulously and with unadulterated disgust, the two of you immediately took a step back.
“No!”
“No!”
“I’d rather stub my pinky toe on furniture everyday than date her-”
“And I’d rather choke on my own spit everyday than date him-”
“Oh baby, I knew you were a desperate one. I can give you something better to choke on-”
“Honey, are you sure? I heard you can stack fruit loops on that skinny thing-”
“Enough!” The old woman behind the counter got to her feet, putting her hands on her hips, the never-ending squabbling finally getting to her. “If either of you say another word, I will personally put you both in the tiniest broom closet I can find and trust me, the ones in this lodge are devastatingly small.”
You immediately shut up, dreading that idea more than anything. Seungcheol too became uncharacteristically and thankfully, quiet.
“Now, as far as your room is concerned, your company booked only one room, number-” She glanced at the paper in her hand and pulled out a pair of keys from the drawer. “- 68. If you can bear each other for 4 nights, well and good, get moving. If not, then take your things and get out of here. Good luck finding another lodge in this miserable weather.”
And as though on cue, a bright light, followed by a loud thunder flooded the room, taking all three of its inhabitants aback.
From the corner of your eye, you saw Seungcheol visibly gulp, well aware of his fear of thunder. Seungcheol too heard the way you sniffled, knowing that your rhinitis would only get worse with the humidity rising outside.
Sighing with the realization that there was no way out of this, both of you reached for the keys at the same time, making the old woman snatch it faster than the damn lightning to avoid yet another fight from breaking out. Ringing for the bellboy, she handed him the keys before he took your suitcase and Seungcheol’s bag in each hand, leading the way to your despair of the night.
Seungcheol followed quietly behind you, hands tucked in his pocket, his large headphones perched on his head as he swayed to the music, blatantly ignoring you. You were thankful for that. Since you were little children, you had always craved moments where you could pretend like this man didn’t exist. Why wouldn’t you? Everything about him was a pain in your ass.
You first met Seungcheol when you were five. Your fathers were college mates turned business partners and coincidentally, your mothers were best friends since high school. Naturally, everyone expected the children of both families to be just as close as their parents but alas, even at the age of five, you could not bear him for more than five minutes. He was so aggressive and unruly, always messing up your dolls, always pulling your hair, never giving you a second of peace when he was around. Albeit that behaviour got milder over the years but there were other things now.
Like the fact that your father always preferred to have a boy, a son who could be his heir, someone like Seungcheol. It wasn’t like he didn’t love you but a different side of him came out every time Seungcheol was around, a side not even you could bring out. He would laugh louder, his eyes would shine more, he would seem so carefree. Seungcheol too never missed the chance to rub that on your face, constantly sneering and claiming that your father would be happier if he was a part of the family.
Over the years, your displeasure and annoyance at Seungcheol only grew into a deep dislike. As though it wasn’t enough that the two of you did your entire schooling together (yes, all twelve years of it), he was always present anywhere and everywhere you went - the debate club, the swim team, the dance academy, the cafes, the libraries, the movies - there was no place you were free of him. Ever since you were young, you had longed to escape to a place far away from home just to be carefree and explore and reinvent yourself without the constant looming of a figment of your past. You had hoped that at least after school you’d have the chance to go away from him but as your luck would have it, the two of you were accepted into the same business school, were interning in the same company, were working on the same project, and had come out of town for the same three-day conference together. It was one thing to have to bear this man’s presence all day, now you had to do it all night as well, thanks to your cheapskate company.
As you got in the lift Seungcheol held the doors open for you before settling in the corner opposite yours, keeping as much distance in between as possible. The bell boy looked at both of you confused.
“I thought the two of you are dating?”
You groaned, rolling your eyes, and fished out your phone, scrolling through it instead.
Seungcheol glanced at you before scoffing at the absurd idea of dating you. He wasn’t foreign to that doubt though – people often wondered if they were together and Seungcheol wondered what on earth they saw between them that even resembled a speck of liking or even tolerance for one another.
Seungcheol had honestly not met anyone as stuck up as you. He never understood why his parents constantly considered you as the ideal role model for their son - ‘Look Cheol, she joined debate, you should too’, ‘She got selected in the swim team, you should try Cheol.’, ‘What do you think about dancing Cheol? She’s really good at it.’. Seungcheol was sick of being dragged into everything you were in, only to always be second. He hated debates, he would rather play football than swim, and though he liked to dance, ever since he joined the academy with you, even dancing was not giving him any solace.
Yet he gave his best all the time. He tried and tried and tried but he was always second to you who was evidently a natural at everything. For example, back in the school days, Seungcheol would almost get the same grades as you but at the cost of sacrificing nights of sleep and putting hours and hours into teaching himself. Meanwhile, you would breeze through the notes a day before the test, get a full 8-hour sleep and still score higher than him. As if that wasn’t enough, you’d invite him home, offering to “tutor” him only to constantly berate him about his ignorance, drop snide comments about how you were better, subtly challenge him in a battle that the both of you were well aware he could not win.
No wonder you had no friends while Seungcheol was as popular as could be - who would even want to be friends with you when you were always so cold and condescending towards anything that moved or breathed. If your parents weren’t joined at the hip, forcing Seungcheol to be a constant presence in your life, he wondered who would ever even talk to you? You should have been thankful for him, that he was the one human presence in your life who was always there despite it all, yet you treated him like he was beneath you. He had hoped that at least after graduating the two of you could part ways but the universe apparently loved playing cosmic jokes, putting the two of you together yet again, at the same workplace. And completely up in each other’s space for the next few days as well.
It wasn’t like the two of you hadn’t ever shared a room before - whenever your parents would meet up at each other’s house to drink and talk all night, the two of you had no choice but to crash in the same room, sharing the same bed even but thank God it was usually queen size, allowing the both of you to take two opposite ends, not even your breaths mingling. It had been years since that though…..Seungcheol felt a bead of sweat trickle down his back. He had no idea how he was to spend tonight in this room. Or the next few ones.
Neither did you.
As all three of you stood before the door and the bellboy fumbled with the keys, you glanced at Seungcheol. He looked unbothered as one could be. Perhaps you were overthinking this whole thing. It was a matter of four nights, surely the two of you could at least try to be courteous right?
“What in the...?”
Seungcheol’s voice rang in the empty corridor and you leaned to see what had him so shocked. Your own jaw dropped in a strange mixture of surprise, confusion, and relief.
Room 68 was no average hotel room. It was as big as the entire lobby, 7 heavily pillowed and blanketed single beds aligned from one end to the other almost military barrack style, only small bedside tables putting space between them.
“Room 68 is uh our bachelorette party suite.” The bellboy clarified. “For, you know, those big groups of girls who are hell bent on partying all night together?” He looked away like he was recalling a horrifying memory. “Since it’s holiday season, the lodge is booked out, this was the only room we had left. Is... is it not good?”
Seungcheol looked at you and for the first time in nearly 25 years, the two of you could finally agree on something.
“No.” You stepped in. “It’s perfect.”
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It had been years since you had seen Seungcheol half-naked.
Well, you frequently saw him during swim practice in those tight speedo shorts of his, ass all plump and taut but you were not talking about that. You were referring to the sight before you right now, him with a towel wrapped loosely around his waist, his wet hair falling into his eyes as he searched for something in his bag frantically – most likely his aftershave. You knew he must have cleaned up given the conference was starting tomorrow and also that his cheeks were burning because you couldn’t smell the subtle cinnamon spice aftershave that usually followed in his routine.
Seungcheol strangely felt a pair of eyes on him as he rummaged through his things and suddenly remembered he was not alone in the room. He quickly turned, looking for you, finding you curled up in your bed, writing in what he guessed was your journal, unbothered by his presence. You were wearing that cute nightgown with little tomatoes drawn all over it which Seungcheol found funny given how much you hated tomatoes with all your heart and soul. Realising he had been looking for too long, Seungcheol gulped, quickly grabbing the aftershave he finally found and rushed back into the bathroom.
You flinched as you heard the door of the bathroom slam shut, looking up from your journal. Shaking your head exasperated, you returned to your writing. Seungcheol always handled things around him roughly like he was just not built to be gentle - slamming doors hard, breaking at least one coffee mug a month, causing rips in most of his clothes when he would gym because he was so big…. And muscular…. And built…..You bit the back of your pen thinking about how good he looked in his gym wear but if you were being honest, he looked best in a suit.
He’s going to be wearing one tomorrow.
You snapped out of your thoughts realizing you were entering dangerous waters and turned your attention back to your writing. Seungcheol made that process slightly harder as he walked out, furiously rubbing his towel against the back of his head, dressed in a black t-shirt and grey sweats.
As he sat down on his bed, he looked at you sitting six beds across, all the way in the other end of the room, right by the window. The moment the two of you entered the room, he took bed 1, the one against the wall and you took bed 7, the one against the opposite wall, putting the maximum possible distance between the two of you. He let you use the bathroom first, not because he knew you preferred using it when it is dry but because he thought this was the best time for him to call his parents and wish them goodnight….. even though it was still 7:30.
He showered after you did but even now, despite being so far from you, he could still smell your bodywash, the fragrance of lilies, the mildest kind because strong fragrances irritated your sensitive nose. Throwing his towel on the chair he kicked his legs off the floor and lied on the bed, turning to the wall, hearing the faint annoyed click of a tongue. Seungcheol knew exactly what triggered it - you hated it when he tossed damp towels like that. But honestly, he couldn't care less right now, not when there were more important things to deal with tomorrow, not when he was so tired already.
You shut your journal, irritated by his behaviour remembering exactly why being in the same vicinity as this man infuriated you. Flipping the lights off and pulling the covers over your shivering body, you realigned your thoughts towards your goal - Tomorrow’s conference was crucial. You had to look your best and do your best so clocking in 8 hours of sleep was the priority, Choi Seungcheol's character development be damned.
But as you lied down turning towards the window, lightning flashed across the sky, a loud thunder following. You turned to see Seungcheol and his back was facing you, the outline of his figure moving up and down rhythmically like he was already in a deep sleep. Slightly relieved yet still unconvinced, you turned towards him before the sleep and tiredness took you away.
Seungcheol simply stared at the wall all night.
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Seungcheol most definitely did not sleep all night.
You could tell by the fact that one, he was up without you waking him and two, he was not there in the room right now. That meant he was out for a run which in turn meant his face must have been all swollen which definitely meant he didn’t get enough sleep. You did notice though that his bedding had shifted from bed 1 to bed 2 and guessed it was because of the coldness of the wall - Seungcheol had the habit of tossing and turning at night and there was nothing he hated more than his bare skin accidentally brushing the cold walls. Considering you were still five beds away from him, you ignored it as you went to wash up and prepare for the day.
When he saw the time on his watch as he finished his last lap, Seungcheol realised he was way behind schedule and that you probably were already at breakfast, sitting with a dozen snide remarks, waiting for him. True enough, as he quickly showered, dressed, and headed down to the buffet, you were there already, going through the proposal, the plate beside you nearly empty. Quickly grabbing a piece of toast and stuffing it in his mouth he walked over, putting on his suit jacket in a hurry. As you saw him approach, you shut your laptop, looking at him top to down in an ensemble that fit him all too well. Seungcheol’s eyes wandered over the pretty way you did your hair, and the plunging neckline of your blouse, a sliver of your pink bra peeking from underneath the fabric-
Both of you cleared your throats and looked away.
“We should leave, the cab should be here in-” He glanced at his watch. “-should have been here ten minutes ago, fuck.”
“It’ll be here in ten.” You pushed a cup of coffee towards him, looking at him pointedly to take a seat. Seungcheol glanced at it then back at you.
“You changed the time on my watch.” He huffed annoyed. “Again.”
“Glad to know you are still capable of basic comprehension.”
“You vile woman.” Seungcheol gritted between his teeth, sitting down. “I showered so fast I thought I was going to pass out.”
“But you didn’t.” You shrugged. “And learn to be grateful Seungcheol, you’re only ever on time when I meddle, so say thanks to me.”
“I’d rather die before I thank you.” He took a sip of the coffee before the extreme bitterness hit his tongue, making him spit it out right back into the cup. “Are you trying to kill me?”
“You did say you’d rather die.”
“Fuck you.”
“I know ten minutes is more than enough for you but personally, I prefer longer.”
Every single time. Every single time you flashed him that sweet, mocking smile and every single time it pushed his buttons like no other. One day he swore to put you in your place but right now he was too low on energy for that.
Well aware that you loved strawberries more than anything, he grabbed the last one on your plate and walked off to the taxi stand, ignoring the way you whined behind him.
“Oh, real mature of you Choi Seungcheol!”
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You knew in your stress about perfecting the proposal early in the morning you had forgotten something important and the moment you stepped into the room that night, you knew exactly what that was.
To close the windows.
Thanks to the pouring rain, the water had drenched your entire bed, not to forget, your bag full of your clothes which was conveniently placed right on the mattress, soaking nearly every piece of clothing you owned. Thank God the laundry in the lodge said they would handle it for you so you still had an outfit for tomorrow’s conference but there were still two major concerns - one, what to wear tonight and two, where to sleep tonight.
You solved the first problem (almost) by grabbing your umbrella and heading to the nearest clothing store as instructed by the receptionist only to find out it sold barely any ‘cloth’ at all. It was an adult shop, filled majorly with lingerie of all kinds which were aiming to cover as little as possible. Groaning inwardly, knowing you didn’t have a phone on you to go any further in this weather, you grabbed the most decent nightgown you could find and rushed back.
A hot shower, a change of clothes and a quick meal later you decided to deal with your second problem, moving your things from bed 7 to 6, not too displeased considering there were still three beds between the two of you. You glanced at Seungcheol’s empty bed and then at the time - it was well past 10. Sighing, you settled under the covers pulling out your journal to write but got lost in your thoughts instead.
You were pretty proud of what you presented today - people praised you, congratulated you for a well drafted proposal and even went so far as to offer you jobs in their company. Yet you were not satisfied. Somehow, the one thing constantly running in your mind was the swarm of women who had flocked around Seungcheol the moment the conference was done, ‘mindlessly’ touching his arms, ‘casually’ brushing their chests against his, ‘genuinely’ laughing too hard at whatever bullshit came out of his mouth.
This was not new to you, Choi Seungcheol being the centre of attention wherever he went. He enjoyed it, basked in it, and chose to make a show of it whenever he got a chance. It was all so fake and superficial; you could not bear to stand it. That’s why even though everyone decided to go out for dinner and drinks tonight, yes, all twenty-seven of them, you politely said goodbye citing a headache and took a cab back. You were not interested in casual conversation and definitely not interested in seeing Seungcheol’s pathetic flirting.
Just as you begin to relish his absence and the beautiful silence that came with it, a loud knocking on the door and his voice screaming your name ended your perfect night. Grumbling, you opened the door to a fully drenched Seungcheol looking absolutely frazzled.
“What the hell-”
He stopped when his eyes fell on you dressed in a white floor length satin gown, the material seductively clinging to the curves of your body, your leg slightly visible between the slit. You crossed your arms to cover yourself up, feeling conscious under his gaze as he gulped audibly.
“What the hell were you thinking?” He met your eyes, a slight worry flashing behind the anger. “You just disappeared without letting me know-”
“I told you I was leaving.” You walked into the room rolling your eyes. “Maybe if you could see something beyond all that pathetic fangirling you’d have heard.”
“Fangirling?” He looked genuinely confused, following you in as he stripped off his jacket. You tried your best to not stare at the way his pecs were so perfectly outlined under the wet shirt sticking to his body but Seungcheol caught you peering, his features lighting up with amusement.
“Would you look at that?” He smirked. “Someone is jealous.”
“Please.” You scoffed. “I wouldn’t be jealous even if we were the last people on Earth.”
“Obviously, if we were the last people, who would you even be jealous of?”
You sighed. “You know what I mean.”
“I actually don't, sweetheart. If a little action is all you want, you can just ask for it you know?”
“Funny coming from a guy who kissed me just because another man was talking to me.”
The first tea break of the conference had led to an introduction that was surprising to you considering people did not really tend to approach you on their own. It was even more shocking that this man chose to speak to you in the lunch break as well, completely unprompted. He was sweet, not egging you too much with conversation, simply limiting it to work and the conference and then Choi Seungcheol appeared out of nowhere, snaking an arm around your waist, uninvited. Before you could glare at him and send him away, he planted a soft kiss on your cheek, excused himself and led you away from there, only to abandon you the very next second without an explanation.
“You call that a kiss?” Seungcheol scoffed. “You were so swept off your feet, you were this close to spilling details on our quotation for the project. That was actually me shutting you up.”
“Oh yeah?” You raised an eyebrow. “If you really wanted to shut me up, then you should have kissed me on the mouth.”
Seungcheol stared at you wordlessly.
As you began to walk away, he pulled you by the elbow, putting you against the wall, trapping you between his hands on either side.
“Is that how?” He leaned closer, the scent of his cologne taking over your senses. “Because there is nothing I’d love to do more than shut you up.” He cocked his head with a small smile. “And maybe also show you what a kiss really is.”
You tried not to gulp the phantom lump in your throat, cheeks suddenly hot under his gaze. Somehow, as though it had a mind of its own, your hand traced his exposed collar bone, trailing down his chest slowly, eyes following. Seungcheol held his breath under your touch. You stopped your tracks at his hard pecs, right above his heart beating just as fast as yours and looked up at him.
And then twisted his nipple.
Shrieking in pain, Seungcheol stumbled back, clutching his chest.
“What the hell mate?”
You walked towards your bed, grabbing your matching satin night robe and slipping it on. “It's ridiculous that you even think you of all people could show me a real kiss.”
“You forget sweetheart, I was your first one.”
You turned to Seungcheol as he brought up a memory you had actually done a great job forgetting. It was during your senior year - your parents had forced you to accompany Seungcheol to a house party so you could “get more involved in the social scene” instead of holing yourself up in your room all the time. It was a classic game of truth or dare and the worst dare of your life - to kiss Seungcheol for a minute.
Now the last thing you wanted to hear was him teasing you every day about how you were too scared to kiss him so you held him by the collar and pulled yourself into his lap straddling him, your mouth meeting his in a frenzy. If you were being honest, something about that kiss served as your sexual awakening - maybe it was the way he moaned into your mouth, or his hands gripped your ass, or hands entangled in his soft hair or your chest pressed up against his. Whatever it was, there was a video of it that your classmates took circulating somewhere out there, timed around five and a half minutes as opposed to the one minute it was supposed to be.
“Don’t take too much pride in yourself Cheol.” You sat on the bed, leaning back on your hands planted in the mattress. “Only I know how many other guys I had to kiss after that to know what kissing truly is.”
Seungcheol felt his jaw tighten.
Something in you had changed in junior year. Yes, you were still the same antisocial, inhospitable, unapproachable person you always were but somehow every other day, he found you in a new location with a new guy's tongue shoved down your throat. They were not boyfriends, Seungcheol knew that much, and it was the fact that they weren't that made his blood boil with anger.
“You shouldn’t take pride in yourself either sweetheart.” He looked at you with a strange mixture of anger and pity. “There's nothing to feel accomplished about not forming a single real bond in your life.”
The moment the words left his mouth Seungcheol regretted it, knowing he had hit a soft spot. It was too late now; the damage was done - pain was flashing in your eyes.
You looked at the insensitive man before you and laughed at him sadly, mirroring his hurtful words.
“No real bond? I’m afraid you filled that void Seungcheol. Hate forms really strong bonds too.”
And with that you turned away from him, tucking yourself under the sheets, turning off the lights on your side of the room. Grabbing his towel and a change of clothes, Seungcheol locked himself up in the bathroom, your words piercing his heart like no other. Over the years yes, the two of you argued and fought and annoyed each other and couldn’t stand one another but hate? He didn’t ever think that’s what you felt for him. Perhaps he deserved it - he had after all crossed a line with that comment.
He knew you had always struggled around people. He knew that even though you detested taking his help for anything, in every social setting, you would always choose to hide behind him. It wasn’t that you didn’t want to interact, you just couldn’t. You were a sick child since birth, constantly brought down by various illnesses that often confined you to your room - you didn’t go out to play with the other children, you didn’t join the kids on their trips to the ice cream shop, you didn’t go late night camping with your classmates, you didn’t do a lot of what kids your age did.
And when you were old enough, when you were healthy enough to step out into the world, you didn’t know how to anymore. Hence you continued to stay in your own shell, closing yourself off from everyone, wary of any and all interactions. Seungcheol knew all this, that’s why when he couldn't lay his eyes on you in the crowd of the conference, the panic he felt was like no other. He never thought he would ever feel his heart stop but Seungcheol felt it twice today - once when he lost you and the other when you said that. I’m afraid you filled that void Seungcheol. Hate forms really strong bonds too.
You stared out of the window, mildly annoyed by all the light falling in your face, Seungcheol’s words ringing in your ears. It might have sounded harsh but he was right. You never formed real bonds with anyone, you could never bring yourself to. Having spent years all by yourself, you didn’t know what it was like to let another person into a space that was entirely yours. That’s why, though you engaged in all sorts of flings and hookups, you never let it go beyond that - you never let yourself lose your heart to someone, walking away from them before they could walk away from you.
In that sense, Seungcheol was indeed the realest bond you had - just a constantly present, mildly irritating, oddly comforting white noise in your life. It was easy with him - you never had to think in his presence, you never had to wonder whether anything would drive him away, never had to worry about keeping him by your side unconditionally - he was always there. Somehow what you felt for Seungcheol was liberating in a way you hadn’t even realized. Hate could hardly define that; you were unnecessarily harsh earlier.
Seungcheol stepped out of the bathroom, eyes falling on your unmoving figure which he just realized was on bed 6 instead of 7. Noticing the damp sheets and piecing it together, he didn’t think too much of it as he switched off the lights and crawled into his bed.
Hearing the sounds of him shuffling, you turned towards him.
“Are you not going for the dinner?”
“It’s too late now. I would have eaten there if I didn’t have to run back here to check up on you.”
“You could have just called me.”
“I did.” He turned to you, looking at just your silhouette in the darkness. “A few hundred times.”
You checked your phone immediately and it wasn’t a hundred times but there were some fifty odd calls from him and two dozen messages.
“I put my phone on silent during the conference and forgot to take it off.” You mumbled, just a little guilty that he was missing out on a gathering because of you. “Did you at least eat?”
“I’m not hungry, thanks to all the Americanos you kept feeding me all day.”
“If not for that, you would have been snoring in the conference barely an hour after it began.” You turned to lie on your back, facing the ceiling. “And I wouldn’t have had to do that if you’d just obediently drank that double shot espresso in the morning.”
Seungcheol remembered you sliding the coffee cup to him and smiled to himself in the dark.
“Then maybe you should also listen to me and stop munching on those strawberries every chance you get, especially when you know they flare your allergies.”
You remembered Seungcheol gobbling up the last berry and smiled to yourself in the dark.
“Goodnight, you obnoxious prick.”
“Goodnight, you insufferable fiend."
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When you woke up in the morning, two things had changed - one, Seungcheol had moved from bed 2 to bed 3 in the middle of the night and two, his shirt was gone, discarded somewhere in the mess on the floor. He was lying sprawled on his bare stomach, his back covered in a thin sheet of sweat, his tattoo shining as the light hit it. Ignoring the sight before you with much difficulty, you shook him awake.
“Get up Cheol, we’re going to be late.”
He groaned, rolling over, eyes slowly blinking open, falling on you first thing in the morning. Even though you were dressed in the sultriest thing he had ever seen on you, Seungcheol controlled himself and tore his eyes away.
“The radiator is right across the other bed; I was literally burning all night.” He mumbled, stretching awake, justifying his move.
You turned towards it noticing how it was in fact between bed two and three, closer to three than two to be honest. Considering Seungcheol was still drenched in sweat, his move in the middle of the night was actually quite pointless, but you chose not to say anything about it. Quickly washing up, the two of you rushed for breakfast, skimming over the presentation notes one last time. Today, neither of you noticed but Seungcheol drank the coffee and you didn’t eat the strawberries.
Day two went by in a flash much like day one. Only this time, you didn’t talk to the gentleman from yesterday, choosing to sit quietly by Seungcheol in the break and he didn’t leave your side either, regardless of all the ladies calling him to join them. In the evening, as the team headed to the city’s best karaoke bar, inviting you and Seungcheol again, Seungcheol brushed them off claiming the two of you had a little more work to do on the proposal. To his surprise, you shot him down, agreeing to join everyone, looking at him with a small smile.
“Don’t be such a killjoy darling.”
Seungcheol knew you were compensating for last night so he followed, well aware that you would most likely want to leave the moment the singing started. Well, he was almost right - you actually wanted to leave the moment you stepped foot into the room, turning to him with pleading eyes. Seungcheol turned you by your shoulder, laughing as he led you in.
“Don’t be such a killjoy sweetheart.”
You sat patiently as the beers poured in and people around you fought for the photobooth props. Seungcheol was sitting right beside you, his thigh a comforting weight against yours, laughing with everyone. As the night progressed, you had downed a beer or two, a slight buzz taking over, not noticing the way Seungcheol had his arm around you now or that you were warmly cuddled against his torso. Soon, one by one, everyone settled on the couches, tired from all the screaming, resorting to chatter instead and deciding on an old-fashioned game of truth or dare. Seungcheol smirked at you and you turned his face away with a soft push.
“So Seungcheol,” The man beside him spoke. “Truth or dare?”
“Neither actually. We should leave now.” He stood, pulling you up, stumbling slightly. “I’ve had too much to drink and it's late, Y/n needs to sleep.”
“Didn’t realize wacky wallflower here also had the bedtime of a toddler.” One of Seungcheol’s many fangirls piqued, jealousy stark on her face. “We can book her a cab, why don’t you stay a little longer, Cheolie?”
You raised an eyebrow, amused at the nickname, and at her jealousy but Seungcheol did not find anything about her words even remotely funny.
“No thanks, I go where she goes.”
“I thought you guys weren’t dating? Then why-”
“That doesn’t change what I said.” His voice dropped an octave. “I go where she goes.”
“Cheol.” You placed a hand on his chest, sensing his anger rising. “It’s fine, let’s stay for a few rounds, yeah?”
Seungcheol looked at you frowning as you sat down, pulling him with you. The girl you already disliked but quite vehemently hate now, spun the bottle with a giggle.
“We don’t have to stay.” Seungcheol whispered as the guy beside you excitedly asked the one across him a question. “You stayed long enough, you need sleep-”
“I’m fine.”
“I’m not.” He spoke between gritted teeth. “Just looking at that foul woman makes me mad. I already said I wasn’t interested in her, she had no reason to be a bitch.”
“Well then don’t you want to put the bitch in her place Cheol?”
You looked at him with big doe eyes which terrified Seungcheol even more. What on Earth were you up to?
“Y/n, you get to ask Yuri!”
You looked at the bottle to see it pointing between you and your little conquest of the night. Hook.
“Truth or dare?” Line.
“Dare.” And Sinker.
“Okay Yuri, then I dare you to not take your eyes off.”
You pulled Seungcheol by the collar, smashing your lips on his, swallowing his audible moan. His hands immediately found your waist, pulling you closer, up against his body, teeth roughly tugging your lower lip. Hand sliding up his neck and across his jaw, you entangled your fingers in his hair, drawing him even closer denying even air the right to come between the two of you. Yes, it was all a show for Yuri or whatever her name was, but at a point, she stomped her foot and got up, running out of the room. Perhaps the two of you should have stopped then or at least when you were running out of breath. But you only broke apart when someone dropped a beer bottle, smashing the glass loudly on the floor. Seungcheol and you looked at it, faces flushed, lips swollen. A low whistle echoed in the room.
“We-” Seungcheol cleared his throat, trying to get his voice back. “We should get going.”
“Y-yeah.” You agreed, getting up and grabbing your things as Seungcheol smoothened his hair with his hand, muttering a small goodbye to everyone. As the two of you stepped out of the room, you found Yuri crying at the entrance, her friend trying her best to console her. Not sparing her another glance, you walked away, Seungcheol following you close behind. As the cold air hit you when you reached the taxi stand, you felt a painful sting on your lower lip, making you hiss. Hand cupping your face, Seungcheol wiped the trickle of blood with his thumb.
“Guess you desperately did need a real kiss huh?”
“Shut up.” You smacked his hand away. “I had to help the poor girl get over her pathetic taste in men.”
“By getting a taste of me?” Seungcheol smirked as you rolled your eyes. Before you could say anything, his stomach let out a loud growl making you laugh and look around, spotting a burger joint.
“Let’s get you a taste of that big boy.”
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“Sometimes I wonder-” You stared out of the window at the large clouds rolling in. “-considering our parents are best friends and we are not, do you think our children would be good friends or enemies?”
“Wow, children.” Seungcheol munched on his burger furiously. “I never thought that far.”
“Then think about it now.”
“I don’t know.” He hummed. He hated thinking when he was tipsy. “Siblings tend to have a love-hate relationship.”
“I was talking about our children Seungcheol.”
“So was I.”
“No, I mean, my own children and your own children.”
“Yeah, same thing.”
You looked at him exasperatedly.
“Let’s be honest here Y/n. Who else out there can put up with us for long enough to start a family?”
“We can barely put up with each other-”
“But we have, for almost 25 years.” He slurped on his drink. “There’s a reason why you have never been in a relationship and I have never been in one that lasts. Because whatever it is we share, it’s you and I, till the end.”
“Till the end.” You muttered, reaching for his burger, taking a bite from it. Judging by your expression, Seungcheol could tell you liked his better, like you always do. That’s why he made sure to get it without the tomatoes he usually loved and settled to eat your meal instead. He was just about to ask why exactly you were so lost in thought when a loud thunder boomed across the sky sending a shiver running down Seungcheol’s spine.
Shoving the last of the burger down your throat quickly washing it down with some soda, you began gathering your things.
“We should go before the rain starts.”
Seungcheol nodded, finishing up his meal as you threw the trash in the nearby can. As the two of you left, muttering your thank yous to the waitresses, you laced your fingers with Seungcheol’s, gripping him tight as another lightning flashed across the sky. Thank God it wasn’t too hard to flag down a cab because the moment the two of you sat inside, rain began pouring like there was no tomorrow. As you glanced at the obscurity outside the window, Seungcheol stared at his hand, the one that you hadn’t left in all this time.
There were times when he used to stay over in your room, unable to sleep due to all the thundering while you dozed away oblivious to his presence. Those days, you’d turn around, reaching for his hand, holding it in your sleep. Seungcheol now wondered if that might have been a conscious effort to comfort him.
Perhaps not he thought as you began to nonchalantly hum his favourite song. He wondered if you knew he loved that piece because of how beautiful you looked when you danced to it. He wondered if you knew that the reason he was always around you was to make sure you were alright. He wondered if you knew he always carried an extra inhaler for you, that he had written a long list of your allergies in order from ‘can handle’ to ‘keep away from at all times’, that he was constantly alert about everything you ate, smelt and touched. He wondered if you knew, deep down how much he cared about you…..but sleep dragged him away before he could wonder anymore.
Sensing Seungcheol had fallen asleep, you stopped humming, turning to him, smiling at his half open mouth. Scooting closer, you slowly pulled his head to rest against your shoulder, and he groaned softly, nuzzling into it. The driver looked at the two of you through the rear-view mirror, making your cheeks go red as you looked away.
“Is your boyfriend afraid of thunderstorms?”
You nodded, ignoring the title. “Since he was a child. I don’t think he’s been sleeping too well the last few days.”
“The forecast shows it’s going to be worse today.” The driver sighed. “Look out for him.”
You nodded again. You did look out for him. In your own ways you always did - you always challenged him knowing that was what pushed him to do better. You always made sure to wake him up or at least meddle with his clocks so he was always on time. You always made sure he ate and slept enough, knowing how it threw him off whenever he was deprived of either. Even now you were humming his favourite song knowing it calmed him down. You wondered if Seungcheol knew, that deep down you really cared about him…..perhaps more than anything.
When the taxi reached the lodge, you softly shook him awake after paying, dragging his sleepy self through the lobby. The receptionist's eyes followed the two of you, stumbling away hand in hand, mouth curling into a small smile as you disappeared. You only let his hand go when you reached the room and that’s what jolted him awake.
The silence that descended the room today was different. It wasn’t because the two of you were too tired to say anything to each other, rather neither of you knew what exactly to say given there was so much to. So instead, you resorted to washing up and filling in your journal for the day while Seungcheol worked on a few changes in the proposal for the final pitch tomorrow. Just as he shut the laptop and you shut your diary, the two of you looked at each other before quickly looking away, settling in your own beds, for the night.
You were almost ready to drift off to sleep, before the driver’s words rang in your mind - the forecast shows it’s going to be worse today. Without thinking much, you moved your things from bed 6 to bed 5, muttering that the light from the streetlamps was falling in your face there. Seungcheol did not point out that you could just close the curtains instead and curled up in his own bed, glad you were closer to him now.
He looked at you across the one bed that was in between and suddenly you felt too far, like the distance was too much.
You looked at him as his eyes fluttered shut, thunder rumbling across the sky, wondering if he could hear you across all this space, humming louder than usual, lulling the two of you to sleep.
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When you woke up, Seungcheol was surprisingly awake and fully dressed, trying to knot his tie unsuccessfully in front of the mirror, expression focused with a small pout. Propping yourself up on your elbow, you stared at his reflection, eyes skimming over the beautiful features of his face which you never really consciously admired - his thick hair, thicker eyebrows, plump, pillowy lips, his jawline sharp and chiselled. He was indeed handsome, in a way you really liked….a lot.
You wondered why you always looked at him like he was the bane of your existence. Was it because it was easier to bury the unresolved tension under pointless banter? Or did you wantonly show him your worst side, hoping it wouldn’t scare him away, hoping he would stay despite every flaw, every shortcoming. What did it mean if in 25 years, he didn’t leave even once?
Seungcheol groaned, annoyed at his futile attempts, eyes finally meeting yours in the mirror. You slid off your bed, walking up to him as he turned to you. Yawning, you took his tie in your hands, tying it for him. Seungcheol’s eyes drifted over the features of your face as he held his breath.
He could get used to this, the sight of waking up to a sleepy you, your hair all over the place, your eyes slightly droopy, nose red. God you were so beautiful - he knew that, but why didn’t he ever think about it? Why did he choose to fight every remote thought about you with irritating banter? Was he scared that the tension would remain unresolved? And what did it mean if you were still here, right by his side, helping him out in everything big and small, always making sure he was going the right way and doing the right thing, every single day for the last 25 years?
You pushed the knot up to his neck, smoothening the material, patting his chest with a proud smile. Seungcheol gulped as you walked away to wash up, trying to get his breath under control.
When the two of you came down for breakfast, you pointedly avoided the receptionist's gaze. There was no time to deal with more thoughts.
The rest of the day went like that, thoughtlessly. It was a little awkward at the conference considering the little show you two put up last night, so the moment it ended for good in the evening, you bid everyone goodbye, citing you had an early flight and had to leave soon. It was true though, you did have to travel in the wee hours of the morning, but leaving from the conference so soon also meant having to spend longer with Seungcheol, all alone. He agreed with you though, stating his social battery was at an all-time low and that he just wanted to go back.
Today the two of you were somehow sitting on two ends of the car backseat, bodies pressing against the door, in complete contrast to last night. It was a silent ride, a silent walk to the room and a silent session of packing up. Suddenly there were very conscious efforts to not brush hands, or accidentally walk into each other or catch the other person randomly staring, lost in thought. It was only when you were finally done that you asked Seungcheol if he wanted to order dinner. He agreed, leading to a very small and very efficient discussion about what dishes to eat and then silence descended upon the room again. While waiting for the food to arrive, Seungcheol muttered that he was going for a quick run, leaving you alone with the thoughts you could no longer stop from plaguing your mind.
Something had changed over the last 3 days. It wasn’t you or Seungcheol - he was still throwing his damp towels on dry clothes and you were still meddling with his clocks. No, the two of you hadn’t changed. Neither did the arguing, neither did the banter, neither did the subtle flirting, neither did the silent support. No…. nothing had changed. It was all the same. It was all the exact same except now, you were finally willing to acknowledge something you hadn’t even admitted to yourself since the age of five, that-
“I’m in love with him.” You whispered, smiling to yourself.
Seungcheol on the other hand thought running around the lodge would mean those thoughts wouldn’t run in his mind anymore. He was wrong - even though you were not there, like always you were on his mind, in his every thought, in his every breath. Seungcheol didn’t know of a life without you. He also knew that you would be there with him for the rest of his life but for the first time in 25 years, he finally found himself owning up to it - that he truly wanted you be a part of his future, that he could not bear to think of one without you in it, that-
“I’m in love with her.” He whispered, smiling to himself.
By the time Seungcheol had returned, dinner had arrived. Between each bite you searched for the right words to say, noticing that Seungcheol was trying the same. Somehow, neither of you could bring yourself to say anything.
You couldn’t peacefully finish up your journal and Seungcheol couldn’t take a relaxing shower, both muttering under your breaths, practicing long speeches, determined to confess everything before sleeping tonight.
But when all was done for the night, both of you laid down on your respective beds, staring at the ceiling, unable to talk, unable to sleep.
Seungcheol turned his head as you did towards him, making his heart clench a little.
Sighing, he grabbed his pillow and put it on bed 4, lying down, facing you.
You looked at him blinking slowly.
Seungcheol held his breath.
Taking a deep breath, you grabbed your duvet and joined him on the fourth bed, throwing it over the two of you, lying down, facing him.
Seungcheol slid his hand over your waist, pulling you closer.
You gripped the material of his shirt, snuggling into the warmth of his neck.
Nothing was said that night.
Nothing had to be said as the two of you drifted off to sleep.
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It was the harsh morning sun and the annoying chirping of the birds that woke you up.
You stared out of the window surprised at the bright light given the last few days were as gloomy as it could be. Seungcheol’s soft breaths tickled your shoulder as his arms held you tight, your back against his chest. Smiling you wiggled in his grip turning towards him, taking in how much more stunning he looked in the morning light-
Morning?
“Cheol.”
He hummed softly.
“Cheol!”
“What?”
“It’s bright outside.”
“That’s how mornings are Y/n.”
“Oh thank you for enlightening me.” You rolled your eyes. “Might I return the favour by reminding you that we had a flight at 5am?”
Seungcheol’s eyes flew open.
He quickly grabbed his phone from the nightstand, 11am flashing on the screen.
“Fuck.” He muttered, running his hand through his hair. “Fuck fuck fuck, I can’t believe we missed the flight!”
You took the phone from him and scrolled through the app. “The next flight out is tomorrow morning, same time, 5am.”
“But the company hasn’t paid for the room tonight, where will we stay?” Seungcheol groaned. “How could you not wake me up?”
You frowned at him. “And why is it my job to?”
“Because, you don’t like it when I put alarms on my phone.”
“Uh no, I don’t like it when you continue to sleep through the dozen alarms you put on your phone.”
“Whatever your reasons are, I think its been established that you are the one who's supposed to wake us both up.”
“Yeah well thanks to you I forgot to set an alarm.”
“Thanks to me?” He looked at you bewildered. “What did I do?”
“Who asked you to..” You pointed at everything around with the wave of a hand, the two of you only just registering the situation you were in.
“You were the one who came to my bed.” Seungcheol shrugged. “This is on you because you were desperate.”
“Says the one who’s boner poking into my back woke me up.”
Seungcheol gawked at you, stuttering. “M-morning wood is a scientific phenomenon, okay? I can’t help it-”
“I could have.” You muttered, slipping out of the bed.
Seungcheol pulled you back under him, half hovering over you.
“Oh yeah?” He bit his lower lip with a small smile. “How exactly?”
You hummed, “I happen to know some good meditation techniques-”, running a finger down his abdomen, tracing a random design.
Seungcheol grabbed your hand and pinned it to the mattress by your face, leaning close.
“Think of a better way, baby.”
The nickname sent a delightful chill down your spine as you slightly squirmed under him, smiling.
“How about I get you some ice-”
“That’s not what I want right now.”
“Then what do you want right now?”
His eyes ran along the features of your face.
“I want to kiss you.” He whispered. “So bad.”
“And what are you waiting for?”
Seungcheol groaned, immediately pressing his lips onto yours, needy and ravenous, like he had been waiting eons for this. Well, so had you.
Pushing him off you and onto his back, you straddled his hips, kissing him again, rolling your tongue over his. Seungcheol moaned into your mouth, one hand wrapping around your waist, the other holding you by the nape of your neck, taking back control. When you ran your hand over his thick pecs, he pulled away with a dreamy sigh, planting a trail of kisses along your jaw, down your throat.
“Strip for me.”
Sitting up immediately, you lifted your hips a little letting Seungcheol push the material of your nightdress up your thighs and you pulled it over your head, tossing it somewhere. In the ten seconds it took you to do that, Seungcheol was a changed man. The old him wanted to take his time unravelling you slowly, pushing you to the edge but the new Seungcheol felt the animal in him come alive with a throbbing, insatiable desire. It became exponentially worse when you pulled your hair up, tying it with the hair tie on your wrist, baring your neck, perfect breasts, soft stomach….unable to reign it in anymore, Seungcheol lunged forward, hungrily sucking a tit into his mouth, making you lose your balance over him a little, grabbing his bicep half laughing.
“Huh, I really thought you were more of an ass guy.”
Seungcheol let go with a wet pop, looking up at you from between his thick lashes. Oh wasn’t that a sight.
“For you, I’m an everything guy.” His hands gripped your ass hard. “Your derriere does take the cake though.”
You laughed, “Who even uses that word?”
“I don’t know, I have no idea what is coming out of my mouth right now.” He confessed, his tongue running up the gap between your boobs, the sweet and salty taste of your skin driving him insane. “I just know what I want in it.”
“Yeah?” You sighed, threading your fingers through his hair, pulling him back with a harsh grip, before he latched onto your other tit. “I have better things to put in it.”
Seungcheol grinned like he couldn’t wait, flashing his canines, biting his lower lip.
God he was going to be the end of you.
But you’ll beat him to it.
Palms planted behind you, you slid yourself back off his thighs and sat between his legs, lifting your own up for him. Seungcheol’s eyes darkened in an instant and the moment he saw the wet spot in the middle of your pink panties, he could not hold himself back anymore. With a swift movement he was up on his knees before you, hooking his fingers in the elastic by your waist and slowly dragging your underwear along your legs. Like a man starving he crumpled it in his hand, breathing it deeply, eyes fluttering shut like he was intoxicated by your scent.
“I’m going to be borrowing this, for whenever you’re not there.”
“Pervert.” You whispered as he tucked it in the back pocket of his tracks. “But I’m never not going to be there. I’m afraid you’re stuck for life now.”
Seungcheol fisted the material at the back of his neck and pulled it over his head, flinging it somewhere before he put his hands between your knees and spread your legs apart, groaning at the sight before him. You were quite literally hiding his paradise between your legs.
“Trust me,” He reached for a pillow behind him, throwing it to you. “I want to be stuck here.”
The moment you tucked it under your head lying back, Seungcheol wasted no time in crawling between your legs, tossing them over his shoulder, descending on your sex. You felt your back arch off the mattress as he devoured, his tongue, mouth, lips all showing you stars in daytime.
“Fuck Cheol.” You whimpered as his tongue slipped into your hole, his moan sending a wild vibration against it. Bringing your hands to his head, your fingers gripped his hair, pushing your hips up against him “Give me more.”
Seungcheol smirked, pressing your hips down, continuing his ministrations in a way that made your toes curl. Damn he knew what he was doing. For a split second you wondered how he knew so much and an ugly jealousy began coursing through you but it was lost almost immediately, when he began to suck on your clit.
“Cheol….” You moaned, the sudden stimulation too intense for you, a tightness growing deep inside. “F-fuck that’s good.”
Seungcheol knew he was good. Not because he was experienced, not exactly - more because he was desperate to taste every inch of you. If he thought the taste of your arousal was heavenly, the moment your legs trembled and your breaths got harsher and you came against his mouth, Seungcheol knew he’d cast aside the heavens for it. This wasn’t enough.
This was probably the fastest orgasm you ever had, waves of the buzz washing over as your jaw fell slack. You rode it out against his mouth, tense shivers running down your body as his nose grazed your clit before falling limp into the softness of the bed, chest heaving.
Seungcheol was so noisily devoted to making you fall apart on his tongue, he wasn't sure if you didn't moan his name or if he was too entranced to hear it. Either way, he had to go again, keeping in mind to put his eyes on you this time. When he looked up at you, your face was flushed, lips curled into a blissful smile and Seungcheol thought he fell more in love with you, if that was even possible.
“We're gonna have to talk about why you're so good at that.” You half laughed, trying to sit up. Seungcheol pushed you back down, throwing another pillow at you, humming.
“How good was I exactly?”
“Nice try big boy,” You stacked the pillow over the previous one, leaning back against it. “I'm not going to feed your ego.”
“I'll feed myself then.” He smirked before licking a long strip between your folds making you tremble with over stimulation.
“Cheol not yet-”
“If I don't hear you I'm not going to stop.”
And he descended upon you like a mad man again, making you gasp in surprise. You did not think he'd go through with it.
“Cheol I really can't-”
but Seungcheol did not stop.
When he didn’t listen, you reached to pull him off you but Seungcheol was quicker as he grabbed both your wrists in a flash and held them against your heaving chest, continuing to eat the life out of you.
“Seungcheol please.” You couldn’t even squirm if you tried to, held down hard by his brute strength. “I really can’t-”
He looked up, his mouth wet with his spit and your arousal as he licked his lips. Fuck you really loved this man.
“Do you actually want me to stop?”
He was taunting you but there's a slight concern laced in his voice.
You shook your head slowly.
“I thought so.” He chuckled before continuing his act of wolfing down on you.
Your second orgasm began to rush in with an unreal speed and you don't know how Seungcheol could read your body so well already but the little bitch backed out before you could cum again.
“Cheol…”
You whined, frustrated at the feeling ebbing away, desperately clenching to hold on to it.
“I said I wanted to hear you.”
You glared at him, not used to him having the upper hand. He knew he's got you under control when he finally loosened his bruising grip on your thigh to sit up and you opened your mouth on your own accord to let him slip his fingers into them.
“What a pretty little girl.” He sighed as you sucked on his digits. “My pretty girl.”
“Yes yours.” You moaned, as he pulled them out of your mouth and pushed them into his, wetting them more as you practically panted below him.
“I'll do what you want, just put them in me Cheol.”
“You're quite demanding baby.” He leaned over you looking amused. “I hope you deliver as well as you talk.”
“I'll suck the life out of your dick after this I swear, just let me cum again.”
Enticed by the idea, Seungcheol captured your mouth in another one of his messy kisses, his fingers slowly slipping into your heat. You gasped into his mouth, surprised by how thick his fingers were. Oh his dick would probably make you pass out and god were you ready for it.
“Say my name baby.” Seungcheol pressed his forehead against yours, still holding your wrists between both your bodies with his other hand. “Tell me who's making you feel so good.”
“You.” You moaned as he pumped his fingers, slowly stretching you open, your arousal dripping down between your thighs. “Fuck Cheol, faster.”
He obeyed, picking up the pace as you babbled a string of curses, legs squeezing his hand desperate to feel more. Seungcheol sucked on your neck, enjoying the way you were crumbling apart for him. How was he ever going to be away from you after this?
“Oh god yes.” You sighed, as his fingers curled hitting the spot, eyes rolling back. Seungcheol looked at you in awe.
“I apologise if I ever told you that it was annoying when you rolled your eyes.” He continued to push you over. “That was the hottest thing I've ever seen.”
“Yes yes yes.” You chanted not hearing him, too lost in your own pleasure building. Pleased with himself, Seungcheol finally put his thumb over your clit and that was all it took for you to cum all over his fingers with yet another silent scream.
Seungcheol let your hands go and sat back on his heels, admiring his artwork. Your chest heaved erratically like you had forgotten how to breathe, squeezing your tits, hands desperate to claw something. Hair sticking to your forehead, sweat running down your neck next to the bruises he marked, you were a vision to behold.
Seungcheol sucked his fingers clean, relishing the taste of you yet again. You stared at him wide eyed, curious.
“Have you never tasted yourself?”
You shook your head.
“Oh sweetheart.”
Seungcheol pushed his tracks down just a bit, enough to pull his dick out. It's not the longest you've seen but God was it thick, a stark vein running down the length which looked painfully hard. The thought of having him fill your mouth and choking around it literally made you drool.
He pumped it a few times before hooking his hands under your thighs and pulling you towards him with unsurprising ease. You scrambled to raise yourself up on your elbows, watching as he ran it up and down your slit, gathering your release on it.
“Come taste.”
You blinked at the man holding out his dick to you like it was a treat, like he expected you to crawl to him, stunned at just how cocky he had gotten in 20 minutes. Hell no.
You shook your head, tilting it in challenge.
“Come fuck my mouth.”
If Choi Seungcheol had a fatal flaw it was how much he desired control but right now, there was nothing he desired and craved more than you.
Moving over not so gracefully he aligned himself by your mouth, knees planted on either sides of your waist, looming over you.
You immediately wrapped your lips around his tip, humming at the weight on your tongue as he pushed your hair off your face softly.
“I know baby, you taste fucking divine.”
Giving him a half nod, running your tongue over his slit before hollowing your cheeks around him. The mix of your and his arousal indeed tasted….right, like they belonged together.
You tried to take in more of him but you might have underestimated his girth and overestimated your ability. Pulling back with a pop, you licked your lips.
“You're too thick.” Mumbling you tried to push him off you, onto his back. “Let me move over-”
“Oh no no.” Seungcheol clicked his tongue, grabbing the back of you neck, forcing you to look up at him. “It can't be that bad, someone claimed they could stack fruit loops on it.”
You rolled your eyes realising he was a bit too proud of himself. “I still can. I just don't have the cereal to prove it.”
“I'll buy some on the way back and when we go home that's the first thing you're going to do.” He wiped the spit leaking around the corner of your mouth with his free hand. “And if you don't manage to prove your point, that's grounds for punishment.”
You grinned at him.
“Oh you like that.” He hummed, guiding your head back to his cock. “We'll see how much of it you can take baby.”
A lot apparently.
Seungcheol should have known. You were like him - you didn't like to be challenged. That's why the moment he thrusted himself into your mouth, you held onto the back of his thighs with both hands, pushing it in a lot more than Seungcheol had thought you were capable of. Throwing his head back with a satisfied moan, he began moving his hips ever so little, slowly fucking your face, but you had other ideas, taking him as far back as you could, your throat constricting around his dick.
“Alright that's it.” Seungcheol pulled you off him, staring at your confused face. Somehow you had no gag reflex and Seungcheol suddenly had the endurance of a teenager. “Want to actually fuck you.”
He muttered drawing back, kicking off the remaining of his clothes and sitting up, trying to hide his breathlessness.
“Aw Cheol, was I right again?” You laughed, getting up and clambering onto his lap. “Is ten minutes really enough for you?”
“You'll see.” He pulled you into a deep kiss before abruptly breaking away, leaving you confused yet again. “Or not.”
“What?”
“I just realised… I don't have a condom.”
You waited for him to tell you he was kidding but he looked serious.
“Cheol….” He looked at you apologetically. “Ugh Choi Seungcheol, why not?!”
“One, don't call me that and two, I don't know, maybe because this was a work trip and the conference dress code didn't mention dick envelopes.”
You sighed annoyed. “I just always thought you'd carry one on you, xl sized.” You shot his overconfidence down before it even grew on him. “you know, for your head.”
“Oh because I'm a dick?” He rolled his eyes at the comment you had used on him too many times already. “Well, wouldn't that make you a little slut? Since you’ve been in love with me for so many years.”
“Who said I was in love with you?”
Seungcheol looked at you with the biggest, fucking cutest eyes. “Are you not?”
You smiled, surprisingly shy despite all that transpired so far. Honestly, you didn't have to answer that question. What you felt for each other was clear as day.
Putting a finger on his mouth, you whispered. “Less talking, more fucking please.”
Seungcheol groaned. “What do you want me to do? Go buy them now?”
“No…” You hated the thought of him leaving.
“Or…. I could pull out?”
“The last thing I trust in this world is your timing.” You laughed, wrapping your arms around his neck. “Besides, don't you want to be inside me when you cum? Squeezing you tight? Milking you dry?”
“Kinky.” Seungcheol raised an eyebrow, secretly delighted. “And shoot me if I ever say no to that, but you're not on birth control are you?”
“No…” You drawled. “But I can get plan b?”
“Baby, you realize how reckless this is-”
“I know.”
“-we've barely just-”
“I'm aware.”
“-plus your health-”
“Choi Seungcheol.” You pushed him back into the bed, annoyed. “Are you gonna fuck me or not? Because if you don't then I'm gonna do it myself and all you get is to watch-”
Seungcheol, tucked his arm under his head, looking like he liked that idea a little too much.
“-while I cum taking someone else's name.”
His eyes darkened as his hand wrapped around your throat, pulling you down to his eye level, “Try me sweetheart.”
“You know how I feel about challenges.”
“And you know how I feel about sharing what’s mine.”
“Then fuck me like I’m yours.”
Seungcheol smiled, dropping a soft kiss on your mouth, much in contrast to what followed. “Remember, you asked for this.”
One arm wrapped around your waist, he flipped you over, putting you below him once again, the hunger in his eyes burning a lot more now. As he shifted to push your legs apart, hand leaving your neck, a soft whine left you and Seungcheol caught it immediately.
“You’re into that too?” Seungcheol smirked as you frowned at him, annoyed.
“Apparently. I just found out as well.”
“I wonder what else you’re into.”
“You can wonder all you want, after you put that dick into me.”
Seungcheol clicked his tongue disapprovingly. “I don’t like how you think I’d listen.”
Yet before you could talk back, he slid his cock along your folds, the tip slightly dipping into your hole, pulling out the most exquisite moan from you.
“Now that’s something I’d listen to.” He pushed himself a little further, your hands immediately coming to grip his biceps, gasping again at just how big he was. Seungcheol had been dying to listen to you sound like this and god was it so worth it.
You attempted to relax, adjusting around his girth as he eased himself in, but gave up even trying to maintain the facade of composure when he bottomed out, pressing all the way in.
“Fuck yes Cheol.”
He hissed softly, feeling your soft walls flutter around him. He had never fucked anyone raw and after this, how was he expected to just not spend his whole life buried in you?
“Please, move.” You begged, and he folded immediately, his hips slowly picking up pace as he kissed you along your neck.
“We should have done this years ago.” He groaned, wrapping your legs around his hips, pounding faster, harder. “We should have been doing this for years now.”
You nodded half listening, half submerged in your pleasure, nails running down his back. “Let’s just never get out of this bed.”
Seungcheol chuckled, absolutely agreeing with that idea, snapping his hips faster, delighted by the way you were reacting under him.
He wanted to flip you around and take you from the back, mark your ass with the red prints of his hand. He wanted you sitting on him, fucking yourself on his dick while he watched, your head thrown back in pleasure. He wanted to eat you out till you cried, fuck your throat and make you swallow, pull every moan and every whine and ever chant of his name out of you. God he wanted so much but Seungcheol wasn't capable of any of those right now - he had been hard for almost an hour now and your grip around him was like a vice.
“Seungcheol more.” You whined, despite him already railing into you like there was no tomorrow. He still listened though, sliding his hand down between your bodies and finding you clit, well aware that you would probably go unbelievably tight the moment he touched it, rendering him absolutely helpless. Sure enough, you keened, clamping down on him hard the moment he began rubbing circles, a string of curses leaving your mouth.
“Cum for me.” He whispered, hips rutting against yours harshly, holding his own release back desperately. “Cum all over me.”
And you did, the pleasure washing over you in waves, legs tightening around him before they finally went slack, exhausted. Seungcheol pulled them off him, gripping your thighs instead, shifting from an erratic rhythm to quick, deep strokes as he finally came inside you, collapsing on top.
He was careful enough not to crush you under his weight, holding himself up a little so you could regain your breath, watching your eyes flutter tiredly.
“We need to get you cleaned up.” He tucked your hair behind your ear, glancing at your mixed arousals dripping out of you. “I don’t know how long the statute of limitations for ejaculate is….”
For the first time in your life, Choi Seungcheol had managed to turn you dumb, as you nodded mindlessly, not having registered the stupidity that just came out of him.
He chuckled, rolling off you, but you dragged him back by the wrist, wrapping your arms around him.
“Hold me.”
And as though the universe hated you, a sharp knock on the door made you two jump apart. Seungcheol still proceeded to hold you but the knocking only repeated, louder this time. He huffed annoyed, sliding off the bed, grabbing his shirt from the floor and threw it on. Opening the door just a little, half hiding behind it, lower half specifically, he peaked out but his plan was foiled when the receptionist pushed the door fully open and came barging in, throwing her hands around.
“Check out time was 12! You’re late-”
She froze as Seuncheol quickly covered himself with a towel from nearby and you scrambled in a hurry, hiding under the sheets, squirming in embarrassment.
The old woman slowly, still shocked to the core, muttered an apology and walked out of the room as Seungcheol smacked his head against the wall, regretting not wearing his pants.
“You…” She cleared her throat from the other side of the door. “You have till 2. Get it together and get out of my lodge.” She then walked away, the sound of her footsteps fading, before they suddenly got louder again. “I would also like to add that I knew this was going to happen from the moment you two stepped foot in here!”
You covered your face trying not to pass out from the embarrassment as Seungcheol locked the door laughing.
"Why does she sound so happy?"
“I cannot believe she saw us." You groaned. "Who walks in like that-”
“Who cares?” Seungcheol walked over to you. “I cannot believe we still have two more hours.”
“You’re not even ready to go again.” You looked pointedly at the softened dick in his hand that he was pumping lazily. “Besides, we're going to have to book the room again, for tonight.”
“2 hours isn’t enough for you? Oh baby-”
“Our flight is at 5am tomorrow you idiot, we still need a place for the night.”
“Right.” Seungcheol recalled, “I forgot we had to go… that this had to come to an end.”
“Nothing’s ending.” You clarified, putting a rest to his worries. “Didn’t you say, you and I, till the end?”
Seungcheol nodded as you held your hand out to him. He walked over taking it, dropping a soft kiss on your knuckles.
“Say.” And you knew an unholy thought was brewing in that head of his. “We have all this time and there are seven beds here.”
“I don’t care how many there are.” You laughed, pulling him into the softness of the sheets. “I only want one to share with you.”
A/n - this was supposed to be out a few hours ago but tumblr was being a bitch to me. Im adding the tags in the comments! Reblogs with tags, comments and asks are much appreciated, thank you for reading :)
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ninidohee · 2 days ago
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meio que obcecada no wonbin do riize depois do vídeo que eles postaram com aquela música do cooking with kya…
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ninidohee · 2 days ago
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morrendo com os vídeos do alto leblon
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ninidohee · 4 days ago
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BOOM SHAKALAKA YES GAWD
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ninidohee · 5 days ago
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⋆ sweet tooth. ᯓᡣ𐭩
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in this fic: namorado!choi seungcheol x leitora que ama um docinho
gênero: fluff e humor (? questionável)
conteúdo: muuuitas menções a doces, consulta no dentista (mencionada), dor de dente, obturação, anestesia, e a leitora dá uma tapinha no cheol porque ele é irritante
wc: 1.7k
notas da nini: eu meio que tô com vergonha do tempo que eu levei pra escrever só isso…
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⋆˚˖✿  O principal pensamento que passava pela sua cabeça no momento era o quão fervorosamente você detestava beijinho de coco. Não que realmente odiasse o doce — se fosse assim, não teria comido um montão deles na festinha de aniversário da sua prima semana passada —, mas precisava achar um terrível vilão para culpar pela dor insuportável que fazia um dos seus dentes latejar. Claro, os pacotinhos de chiclete de tutti-frutti e Halls de cereja que você adorava podem, sim, talvez ter um dedinho na causa da sua cárie, mas você jura de pé junto que é tudo culpa do beijinho.
Não podia dizer que essa era bem uma das suas primeiras vezes indo ao consultório da sua dentista, com quem, aliás, você podia dizer que já estava formando uma amizade pela frequência dos seus encontros. Ela até te mandava parabéns no seu aniversário pelo número de contato da clínica. 
Era assim desde que você era criança — você amava muito comer Tic Tac de morango e fingir que era remédio —, sua mãe vivia no consultório do dentista com você, te dando sermão sobre como o excesso de doce faz mal. Mas poxa, é só um docinho…
Pensava que com o tempo e com o crescimento dos dentes permanentes, a situação seria diferente e eventualmente as consultas dentárias se tornariam mais esporádicas, mas não foi bem assim.
Ainda ia muito ao dentista, agora com um acompanhante talvez não tão alarmista quanto sua mãe, mas tão tagarela quanto.
“Eu disse que não era bom ficar adiando a consulta, amor…” Seungcheol apertava um pouco as sobrancelhas enquanto a atenção se mantinha na estrada, desviando-se para a sua forma dramaticamente jogada no banco do passageiro de vez em quando, preocupado.
Deu a ele apenas um barulhinho sofrido em resposta, decidindo manter os olhos fechados e a cabeça recostada no banco do carro para evitar que o excesso de informação de alguma forma piore sua situação. Você experimentou travar a mandíbula e ranger os dentes, na expectativa de que a pressão talvez disfarçasse a pulsação do maldito osso. Dor de dente é um saco.
“Princesa, não faz isso…” ouviu seu namorado estalar a língua e cutucar seu braço de leve. “Ficar apertando o dente só vai fazer piorar.” 
“Você só diz isso porque não é você que tá com essa dor infernal.” Você grunhiu, frustrada, se virando para encarar o homem com as mãos no volante. “Nem deve saber como é ter uma cárie. Sortudo do caramba.”
Seungcheol deu uma risadinha nasal com a sua resposta. Sempre parecia achar graça da sua indignação pelo fato de ele, apesar de também não ser muito regrado com o açúcar, nunca precisar se preocupar muito com a saúde bucal, ao contrário de você, que tinha dentes amaldiçoados (suas palavras, não dele).
“É que, cê sabe, eu não sou uma maluca do doce, né…” provocou, já deixando o sorrisinho escapar por entre os lábios quando você largou um tapa sonoro no ombro firme, o que lhe rendeu um ai! totalmente teatral, a julgar pela risada que acompanhava a interjeição. “Eu tô dirigindo!” Reclamou, mas não soou nem um pouco preocupado.
“Maluca do doce, a sua cara. Palhaço.” Você advertiu, contrariada. Pode ser que talvez a dor também aumentasse um pouquinho sua irritabilidade. Mas seu namorado enchendo a sua paciência era algo bem familiar, pra dizer a verdade. “Você que vive trazendo doce pra mim e ainda reclama quando eu não como.” 
Ele fazia isso o tempo todo. Sempre que ia ao mercado ou passava numa loja de conveniência, Seungcheol dava um jeito de comprar um doce que sabia que você gostava, fosse um chocolate, chicletes ou alguma bala azedinha diferente para experimentarem juntos.
E claro, não é nem preciso explicar que todas as vezes que você deixava todo aquele açúcar de lado esse homem fazia uma birra imensurável, reclamando sobre como ele tinha pensado que você ia ficar super animada com algo que ele comprou porque lembrou de você e você “nem ligou”, e aí você se sentia culpada e… voltamos à estaca zero. 
“Eu compro porque sei que cê gosta, mô…” tinha aquele bico todo jeitosinho nos lábios. Esse sabia fazer um drama.
Antes que pudessem continuar em uma discussão totalmente infundada sobre a importância dos doces, a fachada da clínica se fazia visível a alguns metros. 
⋆。‧˚ʚ 🪼 ɞ˚‧。⋆
“Deixa eu ver, vai…” Seungcheol te cutucava que nem uma criança persistente enquanto você escondia o rosto com as mãos. “Eu não vou rir, é sério.” O sorrisinho meio molenga que já tinha nos lábios e a risada presa na voz deixavam bem na cara que ele ia rir, sim.
“Você já tá rindo!” Você reclamou, a voz saindo meio arrastada por causa da anestesia da obturação, o que só fez ele parar por um momento e levantar as sobrancelhas, interessado.
“Que isso? Fala de novo.” Ele inclinou a cabeça, os olhos brilhando com pura diversão às suas custas, acompanhados de um sorrisinho do mal.
Você queria sumir. “Para, Cheolie…” reclamou, mas sua manha nem adiantou porque Seungcheol não se aguentava e já estava dando risada de novo do seu jeito esquisito de falar. Queria esganar ele.
De primeira, você até tentou disfarçar quando saiu do consultório, mas o tempo considerável que havia passado no banheiro da clínica depois da consulta, analisando a si mesma no espelho, tentando ensaiar um sorriso discreto e se preparando para encarar o mundo cruel lá fora te denunciava. A questão é que ninguém repararia, na verdade. Mas, na sua cabeça, é como se a cada passo que desse ouviria uma risada por sua causa.
Quando você finalmente soltou um suspiro resignado após mais um bocado de pedidos de um Seungcheol insuportável pendurado em você, ele soube que havia te ganhado pelo cansaço.
“Ai, tá bom…” bufou. “Promete que não vai rir.” Você tinha plena certeza de que essas palavras talvez surtiriam mais efeito se fossem direcionadas a uma pedra. O sorriso contido nos lábios dele já era uma traição.
“Prometo.” Dissimulado e sem um pingo de vergonha.
Ele até tentou manter uma expressão que passasse credibilidade, mas o canto da boca tremeu de leve. Você não entendia como o homem conseguia ser tão pateta em momentos como esse, e ainda se comportar de maneira totalmente oposta em noventa por cento do tempo que passavam juntos, todo marrento. Era até engraçado.
Quando você afastou as mãos da boca, ele te observou bem e… parecia até meio desapontado por você ter feito todo aquele drama e estar igual, aparentemente.
“Tá, agora dá um sorriso.”
“Ah não, Cheol—”
“Dá logo, é só uma anestesia.” Te cutucou, e você, contra o seu melhor julgamento, obedeceu.
E aí foi que nem acender um estopim. Seungcheol estava vermelho de tanto dar risada. Sua boca meio torta no sorriso desajeitado era, por algum motivo, muito engraçada para o homem — o que, de novo, te fazia querer esganar ele.
Você se emburrou, encarando-o com cara de poucos amigos, mas ele estava ocupado demais se jogando para trás no sofá, gargalhando sem o menor remorso.
“Desculpa, meu amor...” ele disse entre risadas, se sentando novamente para segurar em um dos seus braços, divertido.
“Você é ridículo.” Deu a ele um olhar repreensivo, mas também já segurava o próprio riso. Você ia se levantar do sofá com o objetivo de ir para o quarto se isolar do resto da humanidade, mas antes que pudesse dar o primeiro passo, ele te puxou de volta para si, ainda rindo.
“Ah, não faz assim, princesa…” envolveu seu tronco com os braços definidos em um abraço gostoso, te pressionando contra si. “Olha aqui pra mim.” Disse, mais baixinho dessa vez, cutucando sua bochecha com o nariz.
Você fez charme, mas ainda virou o rosto para ele, só para encontrar os olhos escuros brilhando de diversão, cheios de carinho. “Tá linda, de verdade.” Ele ainda tinha um sorriso nos lábios, mas agora mais genuíno. Terno. “Você é linda.”
Encarou o rosto masculino por um, dois segundos antes de perder a compostura e enfiar o rosto no pescoço dele para sorrir, bobinha. “Você é tão sem-vergonha.” Murmurou contra a pele quentinha, ao que ganhou uma risada dele. Se havia alguma realidade em que você não caía no charme de Choi Seungcheol todas as vezes, definitivamente não era essa.
“Mas e aí? Cê nem contou o que a dentista disse, amor.” Se dedicava agora a fazer um carinho gentil na sua cintura, tranquilo. “Brigou contigo?”
“Não, né…” afirmou o óbvio, brincando meio distraída com a bainha da camisa vermelha do Manchester United que só faltava sair andando sozinha de tanto que ele usava. “Só disse que era bom dar uma diminuída no doce.”
Seu namorado deu uma risada nasal com a resposta. Bom, lógico que a sugestão de um dentista seria essa, mas mesmo assim era meio cômico. Você bufou, queixosa. 
“Eu só queria poder ficar em paz com meus docinhos.” Apesar de já haver algum tempo que estavam em casa, o bico que você fazia ainda tinha um dos lados um pouco dormente, e Seungcheol achava uma gracinha. Selou a boquinha com um sorriso na própria.
“Tem eu.” Te deu um balançar de sobrancelhas sugestivo, com um sorriso ladino meio torto, mas ainda era menos que o seu. “Bem docinho, princesa.”
Você riu mais da cara dele do que da piada ruim. “Como você é bobão…” Respondeu, balançando a cabeça, mas ainda com um sorriso no rosto.
“Você gosta.” Deu de ombros, te puxando para mais perto si e aninhando você contra ele num cantinho aconchegante do sofá, ao que você se deixou encolher no abraço dele, satisfeita.
E aí a paz reinou no ambiente. Pareciam um casal de gatinhos: agarradinhos e preguiçosos no sofá da sala.
Seungcheol estava tentando emparelhar o ritmo da respiração com o seu quando você declarou seu plano de vingança:
“Vou esperar você dormir pra te gravar roncando.” Nem se preocupou em levantar a cabeça da posição tão confortável em que estava, apoiada no peito dele, mas já sabia a reação que sua fala lhe havia rendido.
O homem baixou a cabeça para te encarar com as sobrancelhas arqueadas, meio boquiaberto. “Eu não ronco.” Aquela foi a afirmação menos afirmativa de todas.
Só aí você levantou o rosto do lugar para dar uma risada e um olhar divertido para ele. “E como é que você vai saber?”
Bem, você sabia a resposta, e era ‘não’. Ele, na verdade, não roncava. Mas o mínimo que você merecia depois do tanto que ele riu de você era poder tirar uma casquinha dele também, poxa…
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ninidohee · 5 days ago
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isso tá tão lindinho 😭😭😭
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┆ ⤿ ⚡️ ⌗ Adrenalina w. SJY
❝ I can’t hide my heart anymore. ❞
ᯓᡣ𐭩 fluff ᯓᡣ𐭩 wc: 537 ᯓᡣ𐭩 avisos: jake w. fem!reader, meio br!au, menção a altura e a sensação de adrenalina, então se você for sensível a isso recomendo que não leia, tirando isso tá bem levinha ^^ ᯓᡣ𐭩 nota: isso aqui me lembrou muito da minha primeira vez no kamikaze com meu amigo, juro, só lembro da gente lá xingando e falando que se amava com medo de morrer KKKKKKKK sinceramente achei que ia morrer naquele dia
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Dizem que há dois momentos em que as pessoas são 100% sinceras: quando estão bêbadas e quando acham que vão morrer. No segundo caso, é a adrenalina que toma conta do corpo, empurrando as palavras para fora antes que a razão consiga segurá-las. É como se, por um instante, a verdade fosse impossível de ser contida.
Certo, isso faz sentido. Mas você nunca imaginou que Jake fosse um exemplo disso. Na sua cabeça, qualquer pessoa no mundo poderia agir assim �� menos ele. Jake era metódico, racional, sempre equilibrado… ou, pelo menos, era o que você pensava.
Você e ele estavam em um relacionamento há cerca de um mês, e, antes disso, ainda não haviam dito “eu te amo” um para o outro. O sentimento já existia dentro do seu coração, mas você não sabia se era o momento certo para colocar em palavras — temia que ele te achasse emocionada demais.
Mas foi lá, no alto do Kamikaze, há mais de 30 metros de altura, com o mundo de cabeça para baixo e os gritos abafados pelo vento, que ele gritou, de olhos fechados e com as mãos segurando firmes as suas, sem hesitação nenhuma, as três palavras que você tanto ansiava dizer:
— Eu te amo!
Você, que antes gritava desesperadamente, ficou sem palavras, completamente sem reação. Por um momento, sentiu a gravidade desaparecer e tudo ficou em silêncio, inclusive seus pensamentos. O som do parque ao redor parecia distante, apenas aquelas três palavras ecoavam na sua mente, e o medo e adrenalina foram substituídos por um calor reconfortante que você só poderia descrever como amor.
Jake não era de ficar nervoso, mas ele parecia estar bem menos calmo que o normal. Apesar do frio que fazia, suas mãos suavam, as pernas tremiam e ele evitava contato visual. Você então olhou para Jake, que parecia envergonhado, e apertou a mão dele, fazendo-o finalmente relaxar os ombros tensos.
— Eu também te amo! — você gritou de volta, com os olhos fechados e um sorriso nos lábios, sentindo o vento geladinho soprando no seu rosto.
Ele te olhou surpreso, com aqueles olhinhos de cachorrinho, e sorriu, aliviado. Os cabelos estavam bagunçados, voavam pra lá e para cá por causa do vento, mas mesmo assim ele estava lindo, radiante.
— Sério mesmo ou você só disse porque ficou sem graça? — brincou, deixando um beijinho na sua bochecha.
— Claro que é sério! Você acha mesmo que eu mentiria sobre isso? — bufou de brincadeirinha, fazendo Jake cair na risada.
— Então diz de novo…
— Eu te amo, Jake. Faz tempo que eu queria te dizer isso mas pensei que você ia me achar uma boba emocionada, então apenas guardei isso aqui… — levou a mão dele de encontro ao seu coração, fazendo-o sentir seus batimentos cardíacos acelerados.
— E por que você achou que eu iria pensar isso, meu amor? Eu te amo desde sempre. — dessa vez, beijou seus lábios. Um selinho calmo, sem pressa. Mas não foi preciso mais do que isso para saber que o amor de vocês era sincero.
Naquela noite, ventava frio. Mas nem isso era capaz de neutralizar o calor entre vocês — o amor de vocês não era só adrenalina, era um sentimento profundo e verdadeiro que jamais seria esquecido.
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ninidohee · 5 days ago
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O MAIS MAIS
JUN AND JACKIE CHAN IN THE SAME MOVIE!!!!! FUCK YEAAAAAH MY BOY 😭😭😭😭😭 im so proud of my baby
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ninidohee · 6 days ago
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ele parece que é todo grandão mas na verdade ele é desse 🤏🏻🤏🏻 tamanho e mora no meu bolso
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HAPPY CHEOL DAY!!!!!
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ninidohee · 6 days ago
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nossa que sabor
o cenário do wonwoo ou vernon, namoradinho virgem com tword de 50 anittas, viajando em família com vc pra casa de praia e eles controlando todo o tword em te ver de biquíni e bronzeada o dia todo porque a sua família é grande, então é difícil vcs terem um tempo a sós na casa cheia de gente
li e fiquei me coçando pra fazer com o hansol
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✦ — "biquíni amarelinho". ᯓ c. hansol.
— 𝗮𝘃𝗶𝘀𝗼𝘀: linguagem imprópria, a pp é a santinha do papai (coitado), chwe hansol com medo do sogro™, uns amassos, dry humping & toques inapropriados. — 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗮𝘀: não tem especial de um ano, mas tem hansol namoradinho pra atormentar vocês, sorry </3
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"Mas já levantou? Ia te acordar.", sorriu calorosa ao ver a silhueta esguia descendo as escadas, mal havia colocado os pés em casa, Vernon pareceu ter previsto sua chegada. Ele chacoalhava o cabelo úmido entre os dedos, deveria ter acabado de sair do banho.
"Levantei faz um tempo... cadê o pessoal?", interrompeu a frase para deixar um estalinho na sua boca — nada próximo de um beijo de verdade. Você reclamaria, porém estava absorta demais em encará-lo de cima a baixo. Seu namorado possuía a habilidade intrigante de parecer atraente usando as roupas mais casuais possíveis. Não sabia se só estava agindo como uma boba apaixonada, porém sempre sentia o rosto esquentar vendo Hansol vestir a vigésima quinta camiseta branca da semana — ele parecia só ter camisetas brancas.
"Tá todo mundo lá na praia.", explicou, colocando-se nas pontinhas dos pés para tentar ganhar um beijo de verdade dessa vez. Sem sucesso, só mais um estalinho sem um pingo de emoção. Hansol olhou em volta meio desconfiado, era expressivo demais — você sacou na hora. "Meu pai foi levar meus priminhos na caminhonete.", foi cômico o jeito que os ombros dele relaxaram após a afirmação "Mas vem já já 'pra buscar nós dois.", e a tensão estava de volta.
Vernon te puxou pelo pulso sem justificativa para ir até a cozinha. Já havia virado mania, não gostava de estar sozinho nos cômodos desde que vocês haviam chegado na casa — sempre aparecia algum parente seu e ele definitivamente não sabia como agir perto de todo mundo.
"Quer comer algo antes de ir? Eu faço 'pra você.", acompanhou o homem — não era como se tivesse escolha afinal.
"Não precisa fazer, amor."
"Precisa... quero ser uma namoradinha atenciosa. Não posso?", fez jeitinho, era gostoso agradá-lo. Hansol não sabia te dizer não, especialmente depois de ter ganhado um selinho tão manhoso.
Separou os ingredientes sob o olhar curioso do homem, recentemente havia descoberto ser dependente demais da atenção dele — havia algo estimulante em encher os olhos de alguém que você sabia te querer tanto. Era o seu primeiro namorado, isso explicava parte do apego.
"Você não acorda tão cedo... o que aconteceu?", questionou, mas não tirava os olhos das suas mãos. Obviamente sentia fome, porém era acanhado demais para pedir alguma coisa.
"Tive que ir num posto aqui perto 'pra comprar carvão."
"Por que 'cê não me chamou? Eu tinha ido junto.", virou-se para a geladeira, fuçando o lugar em busca de algo para beber.
"Eu ia, mas minha tia não deixou eu te acordar.", deu de ombros. "Disse que você tava dormindo todo bonitinho.", precisou suavizar o elogio, sabia que Hansol ainda tinha vergonha de interagir com algumas pessoas da sua família — exceto sua mãe, desde que ele chegou a mulher parecia ser mais mãe de Vernon do que sua.
Indecente, você se aproveitou da posição dele para desabotoar e se livrar da camiseta que usava, dando abertura para que o biquíni minúsculo aparecesse — a peça mal cobria seus seios e os lacinhos delicados pareciam fáceis demais de serem desfeitos. Retornou à tarefa de montar o sanduíche tão rápido quanto largou, fingindo naturalidade.
"Ah...", fez questão de não levantar o rosto, sabia bem para onde seu namorado estava olhando. "E você foi...", hesitou. "... assim?"
"Tem algum problema?", dissimulada, finalmente deu atenção ao rostinho abismado.
"Não..."
"Ah, então tá.", calou-se, finalizando o café da manhã do seu namorado. Hansol ainda parecia meio amuado quando você entregou o prato para ele. "Eu não fui desse jeito, relaxa.", admitiu numa risada cínica.
Ele engoliu seco. Os hormônios tinham vida própria ainda que o homem tentasse não fazer alarde da situação. O arrependimento de não ter aliviado a ereção matinal durante o banho começava a voltar com tudo — sabia que não estaria tão na pior se tivesse "descarregado" enquanto podia, mas ficou receoso de fazer isso com tanta gente naquela casa.
"Tá com calor, Nonie? Ficou vermelhinho do nada...", inclinou a cabeça numa curiosidade falsa. Envolveu o rosto dele entre as mãos, fingindo estar preocupada com a falta de expressão do homem. O teatrinho não durou, não conseguiu resistir a proximidade. "Amor, dá beijinho?"
"Agora não...", murmurou, os olhos já escaneavam o cômodo, temia que alguém surgisse.
"Por quê não?"
"Eu não posso. Seu pai vai aparecer já já."
"Mas ele não 'tá aqui agora. 'Tô com vontade, por favor...", a expressão carente ferrava com a mente dele, você sabia. Enfiou-se no espaço pequeno entre ele e a bancada, inclinando a cabeça para compensar a altura. "Me toca, Nonie..."
"Por quê 'cê 'tá agindo assim?"
"Assim como?", conseguia ser mais sonsa do que ele gostaria, especialmente quando estavam na frente de outras pessoas. "Não posso pedir carinho?", fez bico, arrastando as mãos pelo abdômen coberto que tensionou embaixo do seu toque. "Você que tá agindo estranho. Nem tá me beijando direito.", alfinetou, assistindo-o virar o rosto.
"Com seu pai na minha cola eu não posso, amor.", a desculpa era sempre a mesma, porém você não tinha mais tanta paciência — não é como se seu pai fosse matar ele, não havia porquê tanta recusa.
"Tá com medo do meu pai, Hansolie?", provocou, o sorriso arteiro despontando dos lábios. Esticou-se na pontinha dos pés, selando a boca bonita.
"Não é medo.", mais um beijo. "É que-", um demorado dessa vez. "Amor...", cortou a explicação antes mesmo que Hansol iniciasse. Ultimamente ele sempre aparecia com um discurso meio moralista sobre respeito e qualquer outra coisa que você sequer fez questão de ouvir e muito menos tinha interesse. Tudo isso só importava quando seu pai estava por perto, esse sermão nunca aparecia quando você sentava no colo de Vernon quando estavam a sós.
Era espontâneo deixar ele conduzir ainda que a condução parecesse sequer existir. Hansol gostava de te tomar de um jeito preguiçoso, como quem não tem pressa de reivindicar o que sabe ser dele. Prolongava cada chupadinha gostosa nos seus lábios o quanto podia, deixava a boca deslizar na sua apenas para ser capaz de produzir os barulhinhos molhados de propósito — sabia bem o quanto eles te faziam arrepiar. Tinha a mania de entreabrir os olhos para ser capaz de observar sua expressão quando colocava a língua dentro da sua boquinha pela primeira vez, alimentava apreço pelo quão receptiva você sabia ser — sempre abrindo mais espaço para acolher o músculo quente.
Ainda havia um bloqueio involuntário entre vocês — Hansol tinha o jeito esquisitinho dele de ser acanhado e você temia tornar as coisas estranhas. Tudo era meio recente, as conversas beiravam algo que nenhum de vocês dois pareciam ter coragem de mencionar, os sussurros dos poucos momentos que vocês tinham sozinhos sempre sugeriam muita coisa: que só os beijinhos talvez não estivessem sendo suficientes, que Hansol tinha permissão para tocar em cada vez mais partes do seu corpo, que existiam jeitinhos de deixar o carinho dele mais gostoso, que ter a boca dele no vão dos seus seios nesse exato momento estava te fazendo apertar as perninhas uma contra a outra.
Mas a inexperiência não se estendia aos pensamentos, Vernon sabia detalhadamente o que queria fazer com você. Ensaiava e revisitava cada fantasia sempre que sentia o tesão apertar. O arrependimento acertava ele com força quando chegava ao fim, mas, droga, já tinha batido tantas 'pra você desde que chegaram. Gostaria muito de ter um pouquinho mais de decência — poxa, uma parte considerável da sua família dormia em cômodos próximos —, só que era tão gostoso maltratar o próprio pau pensando nas roupas curtinhas que você insistia em usar que ele não era capaz se conter.
Já a sua mente não expulsava o cronômetro imaginário que parecia contabilizar cada vez menos tempo agora que estavam sozinhos, sabia que não teria espaço para ir atrás do que queria. Sentia a coragem queimando na sua língua, vontade de pedir para ser tocada diferente, de sentir a boquinha dele nos seus peitos dessa vez — se Hansol te apertasse um pouco mais tem certeza de que pediria para ficar toda babadinha, rebolando gostoso no colo dele. Precisava sentir mais e sabia que ele também.
"Tô com saudades, Nonie.", confessou dengosa ao que ganhou outra trégua do beijo carente. O homem dava atenção ao seu pescoço, experimentando a pele salgada o quanto podia. "Queria dormir na sua cama hoje.", arteira, tinha mil e uma intenções por trás de tudo que falava.
"É, amor? Mas 'cê sabe que aqui não pode."
"Nem se eu for de madrugada? Eu volto 'pra minha cama antes de todo mundo acordar.", prendeu o cabelo dele entre os dedos, apelava para a parte física na tentativa de quebrar a resistência do homem.
"Sua priminha vai te ver saindo do quarto. Ideia horrível.", cessou as mordidinhas no seu pescoço só para protestar.
"Eu converso com ela..."
"Amor, não...", os beijinhos trilharam caminho até o seu busto — era como a droga de um imã, Vernon sequer sabia esconder o quão vidrado era nos seus peitos.
"E se eu ficar lá só um pouco?", se contorceu, insinuando-se contra a boca dele. "Só o tempo de você me dar carinho."
"Eu já tô fazendo isso agora.", a língua deslizou rente a carne macia, você arrepiou inteira.
"Não é suficiente... 'tô indo dormir toda carente esses dias porquê não paro de pensar em você.", fez birra e sabia que não faltava tanto para conseguir o que queria, Hansol te apertava com mais força entre os dedos — sinal de que estava prestes a perder. "Quero ficar no seu colo ganhando beijinho gostoso até dormir...", ouviu um suspiro derrotado e quase sorriu. Vernon levantou, te olhando diretamente .
"Você tem certeza que consegue ir 'pra lá sem acordar ninguém?", parecia sério, sério demais para você — Hansol nunca era assim, realmente deveria estar morrendo de medo. Você se escondeu no ombro dele para sorrir. "Olha 'pra mim. É sério.", insistiu. "Você sabe bem o problemão que vai dar se alguém te vir saindo do meu quarto... tem certeza?"
"Tenho, amor.", tentou passar credibilidade, arregalando os olhinhos fofos na direção do seu namorado.
"Tá... mas vai ser só um pouquinho.", alertou, relaxando os ombros. "Você tá... porra, tá tão linda desse jeito.", chupou sua boquinha num carinho necessitado. Hansol não entendia a mágica por trás de te agarrar exatamente quando ele não podia fazê-lo. O risco de ser pego não fazia só o corpo dele se apertar inteiro em tensão, como também deixava sua boca irresistível. Sentia as mãos formigando para te tocar em todos os lugares possíveis, ter sua carne escapando entre os dedos, as pernas pareciam reclamar a falta do seu peso no colo dele, queria experimentar o gosto de todas as partezinhas gostosas do seu corpo enchendo o paladar dele, esfregar a língua quentinha na sua pele e... sinceramente não deveria nem estar com cabeça tão cheia de coisas sujas. Não. Seu pai ia chegar e definitivamente não iria gostar de presenciar seu namorado arruinando seu corpinho.
Porém não havia muito a ser feito. Desistiu no segundo que te viu agindo toda manhosinha 'pra cima dele — aqui, soube que não seria mais capaz de impedir a si mesmo de ficar duro 'pra caralho. O corpo agia por conta própria, só queria acabar com a aflição de precisar tanto de você. Forçou o quadril no seu e sentiu os olhinhos virando por trás das pálpebras, tomou sua boca com mais gosto ainda, cada pedacinho de autocontrole indo pro inferno.
Simulava uma foda lentinha entre as suas pernas, era involuntário, Vernon não conseguia se segurar — ter se privado tanto dos seus toques tinha consequências. Temeu ter passado dos limites assim que você interrompeu o beijo afoito, tanto que quase cessou o movimento, porém seu rostinho sedento e suas unhas marcando a pele dele mostraram que talvez ele não devesse parar.
"Nonie, é gostoso...", arfou, as sobrancelhas franzidas e a boquinha aberta em descrença. O prazer era mais psicológico que tangível, a pressão que havia entre as intimidades de vocês te fazia ser capaz de sentir o formato exato de Hansol e isso fazia sua cabeça girar.
"É?", a questão saiu involuntária. Seu namorado estava vermelhinho, ofegava meio afoito com o carinho diferente — ainda não haviam se tocado assim e já não parecia ser suficiente. "Abre o shortinho 'pra mim, amor.", hesitou em pedir, mas sabia que precisava — seu jeitinho de abrir as perninhas para tentar sentir mais deixava claro que você também queria isso. "A gente faz com você só de calcinha."
"Amor...", seu rosto inteiro queimou com a sugestão, agora definitivamente não havia uma parte sequer no seu corpo que não estivesse ardendo.
"Confia em mim.", ofegou, selando sua testa como sinal de promessa. "Fica mais gostoso desse jeito.", explicou meio enrolado, não pensava direito. "Por favor...", quase suspirou em alívio ao te ver concordar. Apressado, sequer esperou iniciativa da sua parte e desabotou a peça por conta própria — certificava-se de te observar, buscando sua aprovação.
A situação inteira era quente demais e com certeza era culpada pelo desejo nada súbito que você tinha de se trancar num quarto com o seu namorado e só sair quando ele fizesse coisas impensáveis com você.
Assistiam tudo com bastante atenção, os dois pares de olhos vidrados em como os dedos atrapalhados do homem abriam seu short. Vernon titubeou por alguns segundos, mas cedeu à vontade de colocar a mão dentro da peça. Tateou incerto, sentindo o tecido molhadinho deslizando na ponta dos dedos, o relevo das suas dobrinhas ficava nítido na calcinha fina.
"Hansol..."
"Ela é tão quente, amor.", parecia atônito, atormentado demais com a sensação de tocar alguém assim pela primeira vez, de tocar você assim pela primeira vez.
"Eu quero te sentir também.", murmurou o que soava como o pedido. Não era estúpida, sabia o que esses toques significavam dentro do relacionamento de vocês e que isso abriria margem para muita coisa. Sua mente fértil parecia ser a mais consciente disso, já que não parava de fantasiar com o volume que você havia sentido no meio das suas pernas. Queria-o na sua boca, queria saber se ele ficaria tão vermelho quanto agora, queria saber qual era o gostinho... queria tanta coisa.
Hansol avançou nos seus lábios, os dígitos esfregando sua bucetinha com mais convicção — era o suficiente para fazer suas perninhas ficarem fracas. Era desajeitado, esbarrava o nariz no seu na tentativa de acolher sua língua na própria boca. Estava prestes a acatar sua vontade, agarrou seu pulso, levando-o até o meio das pernas dele.
Só que o destino não era tão bonzinho assim.
Um barulho alto de motor despertou vocês dois do transe fogoso no qual se encontravam. Tudo ardia e seu coração parecia querer sair pela boca. Estava uma bagunça, o biquíni torto quase fazia seus peitinhos saltarem para fora da peça, o short aberto deixava sua calcinha bem visível e ainda assim nada disso conseguia ser pior que o rostinho de quem estava prestes a dar no meio da cozinha.
O pânico era nítido nas expressões do seu namorado. Ficaram travados por uns bons segundos, conversando através de olhares desesperados. Você foi quem deu início ao "plano de fuga", sabia que seu pai definitivamente não poderia te ver nesse estado, precisava se trocar. Correu em direção às escadas sinalizando para que Hansol ficasse ali mesmo.
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Encontrou seu pai aos pés do balcão quando retornou à cozinha, brincava com a chave da caminhonete, encarando seu namorado como se julgasse cada ação do homem. Hansol estava exatamente do outro lado, mastigava o sanduíche evitando o olhar do homem mais velho a todo custo. No entanto, não quis dar atenção aos outros detalhes, sabia que se olhasse Hansol por tempo demais acabaria rindo do estado lamentável dele.
Desviou a atenção à tempo suficiente de ver o olhar questionador que seu pai te direcionou. Sabia que o rosto meio austero questionava as vestes longas demais para um dia tão quente. O blusão largo cobria seu torso por inteiro e ainda sobrava tecido — não era o que se esperaria para um dia praia.
"Ué, não vai entrar na água?", a pergunta acompanhou um suspiro aliviado de fundo — Hansol provavelmente comemorava o fato de ter saído dos holofotes.
"Tô levando roupa de banho na bolsa.", justificou casual, ainda arrumando alguns pertences dentro da bolsa mencionada.
"Hm.", concordou meio relutante, mas você sabia o que viria a seguir. "Não é aquele biquíni, né? Sua mãe mesmo já disse que ele já 'tá pequeno demais 'pra você.", perguntou com certo receio da sua reação, sabia que você não gostava de ser questionada sobre isso — mas era conservador demais para deixar passar.
"Não uso ele faz tempo, pai.", precisou usar todas as forças que tinha para não revirar os olhos, tinha noção que seu pai possuía os próprios motivos — só que você não era nenhuma criança. Até iria se chatear, mas olhou de canto, gostaria muito de ter visto a reação do seu namorado ao te ouvir mentindo na cara dura. "Tô levando aquele maiô fechadinho."
"Bom.", ele relaxou, desviando o olhar novamente. Você não viu, mas Hansol continuava vermelho dos pés a cabeça e escondia um problema no meio das pernas que parecia não querer ir embora atrás da ilha da cozinha. "Não vai sair daí de trás não, garoto? O motor vai esfriar."
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ninidohee · 6 days ago
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📺 now watching: "what's wrong with secretary kim?" (soonyoung x reader)
part of my svtflix milestone event. warnings: cussing, reader gets referred to as 'wife', good-natured dino bullying. more content under the cut. enjoy watching!
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soonyoung's countryside itinerary.
it's in andong that soonyoung convinces you to stick around for just a little bit more. he's a bit conniving, pulling out all his charm to try and get you on board. "one for the road?" he insists, batting his eyelashes and promising you a good time. his series of countryside weekends are justified under the guise of company expansion. in reality, it's his ditch-attempt to get you to take back your resignation. he's not about to let you know that, though, as he feigns interest in andong's traditional villages and tranquil sceneries. he has nine provinces. nine places to try and change your mind. he's convinced he can do it by the next stop.
it's in pocheon that soonyoung finds out where you went to high school. you share the fact with him so flippantly, over bottles of local makgeolli. and it strikes him dumb, for a moment, that something so simple has evaded him all these years. what is it? had he neglected to ask? had he forgotten an earlier mention of it? it's in your resume, he's sure, but that's not the same as knowing it from you. before he can think too much of it, he's blurting out, "and what about your elementary school? what was that like?"
it's in jeonju that soonyoung nearly gets ditched by you. he had hoped you'd soften up to him in the mural village or the shopping centers, except he found himself growing frustrated by your all-business attitude. you threaten to head back to seoul yourself, to send that goddamn lee chan in your stead, and soonyoung finds himself shamelessly chasing after you in one of the city's hanok villages. propriety be damned. by the time he reaches you at the bus stop, he's thoroughly winded and utterly frustrated, but he manages to pant out, "don't call— that kid. just— let's keep going. please."
it's in damyang that soonyoung feels jealous for the first time in his life. what's supposed to be one of the more tranquil destinations— with its bamboo forests and historic fortresses— turns out to be his least favorite spot. all because of the spry tour guide who won't stop flirting with you. soonyoung shouldn't care, couldn't care less, he swears. what irks him is that you entertain the other man. that you smile and laugh along. envy is a feeling that soonyoung has never dealt with; he almost always gets what he wants. and he has it all, doesn't he? why is he so damn upset, then?
it's in nonsan that soonyoung laments, "how will i live without you?" his attempt at getting you two korail passes had been a bust; his booking for the natural recreation forest didn't go through. you fix it all seamlessly, uncomplaining in how you clean up his little missteps and messes. he's reminded of the many ways you've done it throughout the years— how he's rarely seen it for what it is. and so, with overwhelming sincerity, he tells you, "thank you." you look at him with a quirked eyebrow as you respond, "i'm just doing my job, sir." (it's the right answer. the appropriate answer. yet it still makes something in soonyoung's chest ache.)
it's in seonjaedo that soonyoung holds your hand for the first time. sure, the touch is mostly out of necessity. the tide is coming in fast and the sandy path connecting the islands you have to go to is disappearing beneath the crystal waters. he sees the flash of panic on your expression, and he makes a split-second decision. "come on," he calls out, his voice less of a command this time around. he holds his hand out for you. you hesitate for a fraction of a second, but the water is rising and you're left with no choice. you intertwine your fingers with his. soonyoung's only thought is huh. i wish i had done this sooner.
it's in boseong that soonyoung learns why you stayed for so long. the two of you are looking out at the countryside plantations, watching the dusk roll over the fields, when you quietly admit, "you weren't bad." "pardon me?" soonyoung questions, his eyebrows raised. you tilt your head back to give him a tight-lipped smile. "you were a good boss. i learned a lot from you," you say simply. it sounds like 'thank you' and 'goodbye' all at once. it's supposed to be a compliment, he knows, but soonyoung hates it.
it's in jinhae that soonyoung realizes you're beautiful. he's always known you were attractive— with how vainglorious he was, he would've refused to be seen with anybody less than perfect. but underneath the district's cherry blossoms, below the pink and white in full bloom? soonyoung fears he's gone insane. "it's stunning," you say dazedly, your eyes trained to the flowers. "it is," soonyoung mumbles, except he's not looking at the trees.
it's in geoje that soonyoung buys you something. he's been a generous boss; he knows that much. he gets you christmas gifts and birthday gifts, but he doesn't think he's ever gotten you anything for the express reason of… getting you something. here, he buys you one of those touristy refrigerator magnets featuring the city's gorgeous ocean. when he hands it to you, he's almost shy, justifying the purchase as something he wanted to get you "just because." and oh, the way your face lights up, the way you smile and thank him? he doesn't quite understand why you're so much happier with this magnet than the luxury perfumes or designer bags he's gotten you. he doesn't quite understand why he's tempted to buy out everything in the store just to see that smile again.
it's in gyeongju that soonyoung accepts he's in love with you. it's a quiet city, which is the perfect setting for his quiet realization. soonyoung loves you. he is in love with you. it can be as recent as andong, as the day you said you'd resign. it can be as long ago as the night you first met, the dinner from nine years ago when he'd poached you. the timeline doesn't matter. soonyoung is in love with you, and it terrifies him— because he'd give it all up to keep you.
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