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WHY didn’t I open that fic twenty minutes ago when I found it??? 😭😭😭

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WHY didn’t I open that fic twenty minutes ago when I found it??? 😭😭😭

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I have a short story in this one! It's the last one, if you're interested.

Okay, so this released...a hot minute ago, but it's still available!!

17 short stories from different authors, all involving monsters and mistletoe. It's a fun ride with a little bit of everything.

All proceeds will go to Planned Parenthood.

Check it out here!

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i do write for attention, actually, because that's a normal reason to create art

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The Muppets Christmas Carol dir. Brian Henson (1992) for @awibee

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in small fandoms you need to be grateful to the person who only accidentally hit you twice with a frying pan while trying to make you breakfast. in big fandoms you can block people for wearing a shirt you don’t like

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Yule Blessings by Iren Horrors

This artist on Instagram

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I did it! I've officially updated and reworked my masterlist. There are quite a few changes and the biggest one is I've taken it off tumblr. Which means it's more accessible to people using their phone to browse and easier for me to update. (Though...we'll see how often I remember to update!)

This list will have everything fanfiction I've written, links where to find it, and information about each fic. And I really do mean everything. It covers all the fandoms I've written for in one easily accessible doc for your convenience.

Check it out here: Nikki's Fanfic Masterlist.

I will try to keep this as updated as I can. Should you find any link not working, please let me know!

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Friendly reminder that everything fandom is ✨optional✨ and you can ignore whatever you want.

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me, quietly whispering to the ao3 page of an author who doesn’t even know I exist: I am obsessed with you

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Some of y'all don't know what PWP means.

If your PWP-tagged fic is 10,000 words long, I shouldn't be 8,000 words in and still not at the smut.

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Today was a hard day to live through.

It's a special kind of torture when the worst thing that happens to you comes from your own brain. When the people around you are happy and cheerful and talking about future plans and how you'll fit in them, all while your thoughts are vultures, circling the last string of hope and waiting for it to finally die.

Failures are all around you. Failures about where you're living, how you're back in this very house you thought you'd left for the last time. How your bank account is still struggling, even though your business is apparently picking up. How money is falling through slits, barely coming in to leave again, even when all the [stupid, idiotic, brain-washed] voices around you claim it's about to all get better. Even when you know it won't.

It's a particular kind of despair when you know the source of the pain. When you know it's there, it's been there, always around that corner, waiting for the weak moment to sneak up and steal-- When you know enough to identify and compartmentalize, but the box you put it in isn't completely sealed. So it's leaking, ever leaking, always leaking. And you hate mopping, but if you don't it'll grow and fester until you have to open that box once more and compartmentalize it away again.

Today was a hard day to live through.

I hope I don't have to live through it again.

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Grieve AND organize.

Good article by David Hunter on how to survive the Trump presidency, both on the personal and on the political plane.