nicoliharu

[nicoliharu]

Okay, I didn't say anything yesterday cause I was busy. But today, I wanna bring up some points that I noticed and saw other people talking about, for example, on twt and Bluesky.

DID YOU NOTICE THE PRINT ON RUGGIE'S SOCKS??? SPOTS, YES, SPOTS. MY LOVE, DO YOU ALSO LIKE ANIMAL PRINT??? BETTER YOUR ANIMAL PRINT!!! YOUR PRINT!!!! PERFECT 🥺🥹😭💗💗💗💗

The other two students in the bg have the same type of ears, so they're another type of hyena I guess? Ruggie is a spotted hyena, now those two look like a striped hyena or a brown one? I'm not sure, but would it be amazing if it was a school for hyenas? Or a dormitory? Am I crazy? Yes, but I'm very excited! Besides, it looks like they're inside the canyon around the bg and in person that would be amazing!!!

I'm extremely anxious to know more details and terrified at the same time. Ruggie is handsome as he always was, in EVERYTHING. I can never stop admiring and loving him!!!!!! 😤😮‍💨🥺🥹😭💗

[nicoliharu]

A reminder for some who may be worried about: changing your yumeship or adding some other one. YOU GUYS CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT!! 💗💗💗💗

Don't be afraid to try something different! Don't worry about what others will think! It would be quite interesting to see your OC/yuusona from different angles with another canon character. If it makes you happy and inspires you, you want to give love to other canon characters with your ONE oc and not several different ones - that's fine🥺🥺🥺

Don't worry. You should do this only for the sake of your happiness!!🛐💖💞💕💓💗

[nicoliharu]

i was wondering if agatha was entirely an oc and less of a self-insert (i'm assuming she's a self-insert) would you still feel self-conscious about posting more aggie?

Hii sweetie! 💗💗💗

Actually, Agatha is not a self-insert. She actually represents who I would like to be, as a person, as a goal, you know? My problem with posting Aggie (ship) has to do with personal insecurity of not being, doing something well enough. It's almost like an addiction of insecurity, always looking for validation, and at the same time, even having that, I still remain anxious and nervous. Because I see other people shipping with Ruggie, and that's fine, but when I'm the one who's going to ship with Agatha, I get a little insecure...

I've had problems with some people cause of this ship that made me feel a bit afraid, this in 2021 and this year too, which has made me wanna change Ruggie several times and I've lost the spontaneity of posting any romantic content cause I end up putting it in my head that only "I" can't do it. I ask several questions to my friends and mutuals, I feel sorry for them, for I am always looking for validation of them too

Until today I'm very cautious, worried about if these two matching, colors, personalities and even strict about the quality of what I post. And I don't just want rendered drawings with lots of details, I wanna make comics, sketches of the two of them too, delve deeper into their friendship and something deeper. And for just saying this, that makes me feel embarrassed and I start to wonder if it's okay for me to do that.

Oh and of course without mentioning again that it's okay for people to take the canon and make him be in love with their OCs, now ME making Ruggie feel this genuinely something for my Agatha, nowadays it's an absurd difficulty, what again does it generate? Insecurity 🫲🤡‼️

The worst thing is that she could be anything, I don't know, inspired by some Disney character like the canons characters, an animal, a man, self-insert, literally anything, I would continue the same way 🤡🤡🤡‼️‼️‼️

I don't know how to change this? Just start developing and drawing? It seems easy but sometimes so difficult ✍️💀🧨

But thank you for your care 🥺😭💗

[nicoliharu]

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[nicoliharu]

Hello Coli! ♡

Thank you so much for being such an amazing friend and mutual to this humble Sheep ♡ I sincerely appreciate your time and friendship so so much ♡♡♡

Thank you! ♡

You're so precious, I am so grateful for our friendship, YOU ARE SO CUTE URGH 🥺😭💗💝💘💖💞💓💕

[nicoliharu]

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[nicoliharu]

I love ruggie

I see ruggie, I like.

Ruggie Bucchi is EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[nicoliharu]

You hit me at my weakest point 😭❌

I took about 3 hours of studying after the commissions to do these, and without knowing it, you just made me fulfill a wish of my inner child who failed to try to do the style of this animation.

I admit that I didn't study the style before doing these drawings, so I consider it a good first attempt!

I was afraid of the color of the fur but I didn't want Agatha with light fur but something warmer and caramel (?)

It wasn't requested that she be a hyena, but I did it as a bonus. I don't really like their design from first animation, for me it represents prejudice compared to the lions, so I mixed a bit of what I like, with subtle characteristics of the first animation and The Lion Guard.

I'm happy with this small conquest, thank you for encouraging me to do it 😭🫶💗💗💗

[nicoliharu]

Also before I forget, I'm doing some college exams, working and doing commissions, so it might take me a little while to respond messages and asks, you can still keep sending, this makes me happy 💗

But please don't think I'm ignoring you, I love you all my precious ones 🥹😭💗💗💗💗💗💗

[nicoliharu]

Okay, I need to talk about this 🥺‼️💗

Sometimes I feel so insecure about drawing about my main ship (Agatha x Ruggie), even thinking about them together that I question myself if I have the right to do this, if it's not wrong, or if they match. But seeing so many people and friends like them and support it makes me so happy, as if I could really have these two together here. Receiving asks give me crazy without believing it, I'm very grateful, thank you for the support, I love you. 🥹😭💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[nicoliharu]

I realized something, when Taka says to Mufasa "you stole my destiny" there are white lions passing behind him, could it be that the leader of that Pride (that white lion) entered his mind or something? I'm very curious, because well... Taka (Scar) doesn't have a good nature 🤡💀

Or maybe he created something that made sense in Taka's mind and turned against Mufasa? Or is that lioness just going to attack them by surprise while an argument between the brothers is happening? THERE ARE SO MANY QUESTIONS

[nicoliharu]

You can say whatever you want, but I'm extremely anxious for the new live action, Mufasa. I'VE ALREADY WATCHED THE OFFICIAL TRAILER 6 TIMES, I CAN'T !!! I'M SO EXCITED!!! 😭‼️‼️‼️💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[nicoliharu]

Everyday you can receive a kiss 👊💋💗

[nicoliharu]

I'm going to post the Pocky Day drawing late, but I won't let it go ✍️😖‼️‼️‼️

[nicoliharu]

I wanted to do Aggie pocky day, but I feel embarrassed to draw them kissing without any context 😭‼️‼️‼️

[nicoliharu]

Today's rant ☝️🤡

Despite work, commissions, and college, I wanna make content for my ship again, not drawings without context but pages with situations. I feel like I never gave much depth to Agatha or how she relates to other characters and even Ruggie. I wanna change that, I think about so many things, but I never do anything, so I wanna do something different 🥺

[nicoliharu]

OMG UH HI hehe I didn’t think you would follow me back but thank you so muchh!

I really love your art! Your color style is so good AND the way you draw Ruggie is sooooooo gorgeous! He looks so good in your style <33

I hope I didn’t make you uncomfortable or anything, I just wanted to say hi hehe

Have a nice day/night <3

Hiiii! No, I don't feel uncomfortable, it's okay! 😊💗

I'm glad you liked how I drew Ruggie. He's been my fav since 2021, and I can't resist doing ship with him, too 😔😩💗💗💗

But I'll keep developing myself to spread the word Ruggie Bucchi 🩷

I actually thought I already followed you and realized I didn't, so 🥺

Thanks for sending an ask, dear ♡