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Been really enjoying Viktor lately

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but i also want to write him being a perverted little freak. 👅👅👅 he can be deep and insanely horny

Atticus is such an important character to me. He is so pathetic and lonely and I think that is because I am pathetic and lonely also. He experiences loss when I do. People leave him because people have left me so often. He had one close friend and that is it. He gets one person he's close to because that is all I have. He has lived my life and taken alternative routes to get to where hes at, but we have the same past.

He goes through what I go through, and yet still experiences things differently as his own character. And I think that is fun and amazing. I love Atticus hes my favorite oc.

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Atticus is such an important character to me. He is so pathetic and lonely and I think that is because I am pathetic and lonely also. He experiences loss when I do. People leave him because people have left me so often. He had one close friend and that is it. He gets one person he's close to because that is all I have. He has lived my life and taken alternative routes to get to where hes at, but we have the same past.

He goes through what I go through, and yet still experiences things differently as his own character. And I think that is fun and amazing. I love Atticus hes my favorite oc.

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I used to draw Atticus with a c-section scar in his angelic form and it was so long ago I can't even remember what the symbolism was for this.

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Never really know how to title my art. But heres Atticus again. Maggots in his leg and stuff. Originally he was carving his leg open but I forgot to do that. Now that this is done I can Minecraft all night as a treat 👅👅

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I love disgusting art. If I'm creating and the thought "oughh that's so gross" or "ough that's so wrong" or anything similar doesn't pass through my mind at least once I'm not doing it right.

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🫀 Mon Waxë Wod 🫀

A triptych tale of grief and psychosis.

" He finds nothing during these nightly ventures, but when he comes to after several hours, he turns to see his Speaker, his joy, regarding him with a face that’s unbothered by Alistair’s ineffectual little spats. And for those moments, those scarce moments, Alistair can forget that he is missing something. And Lucien can forget that he is slowly watching Alistair slowly die. Slowly, slowly, slowly. "

Read Chapter One here on Ao3

A penny for your thoughts? I thrive on and greatly appreciate asks and comments about my work, even if it's as simple as saying you enjoyed it, so please drop by and tell me what you think! ^^

↓ Story Notes Below ↓

The crux of Alistair's character for me is his lack of identity. He doesn't remember anything prior to the year he spent in prison. Scenes and anecdotes from his childhood are vaguely alluded to in his dreams, or suggested in muscle memory when he flinches away from a touch, but he can never quite grasp them. They haunt him, this past that seems to have never existed, and the future that keeps bending and curving in unnatural ways. It is from here his madness is born

Whenever I write him, and especially for MWW (whose second chapter is currently twice as long as the first one... oops), I try to convey this Lovecraftian sense of nothingness. I try to make the reader feel as though they too are dissociating. Nothing in Ali's life is linear, nothing makes sense. I took a lot of inspiration from the Amnesia games, Miracle Musical, Dostoevsky, Edgar Allan Poe, Kafka, and Cormac McCarthy.

In any event I've been working on this bad boy for maybe a year. I write often but I seldom publish anything; it's half my dedication to the cause and half my perfectionism. I've been sitting on MWW since last summer and it was only recently that I was pleased with the themes and ideas I wanted to convey, and began writing. Even if it's just a fanfiction for my own darn OC I have to put my entire soul into it, that's how I worship God

I hope the message and vibe I'm going for communicates well. English is also not my strongest language so I'm going out on a limb here with my flowery, formal prose. To my one fan (me) I hope you enjoy! <3

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hes me (jerking off)

Thinking about how Boone is like, one of if not the most brilliant astronomer and physicist of his time, inventing his very own means of interdimensional travel, and he chooses to spend his time digging in his butt

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The world would be a better place if people took advantage of muzzles more in their fanfiction.

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everyone wants a piece of Nev today im fighting off the ladies in my messages with a stick

Do people still fw pureshadow

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Drawing Atticus dead has to be one of my favorite ways to draw him. Hate him so much.

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Older drawing of Atticus. Eating himself cause its fun.

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Do people still fw pureshadow

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hi I dropped my pen have you seen it anywhere

I know who you are get this off my blog.

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I want uou so bad it hurt

You have me always, you know that.

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Fanfiction wip/sneak peak

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Title : Go get your knife (now kiss me)

Word length: 2-4k

Rating : Explicit

Warnings : Knife/bloodplay , rough sex , worship and religious themes

Pairings : Neuvillette/Wriothesley

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Neuvillette choked, grinding and rutting against the growing buldge in Wriothesleys pants. His hands came to the front, shaking fingers gripping the mans belt. Tugging. Pulling. Begging. 

Wriothesley let out a disgruntled hum, burying his nose against Neuvillettes neck. "Mm-mm, not yet." his fingers traced the open wounds, smeared and bloody. 

Neuvillette didn't like this answer. Not at all. 

He choked on his own air, shaking his head as his hands continued to fidget with Wriothesleys belt. “Please- please you cannot withhold this from me.” Neuvillette pressed his nose against Wriothesleys collar bone. “You cannot keep what I need from me. You wouldn’t be so cruel to me, would you?”

Wriothesley was quiet. Rough finger tips teased the open wounds, taking in every time the skin beneath his touch would tremble. Every twitch and sudden jerk when he’d graze a particularly tender spot. 

“I am doing what you asked me to, aren’t I, sweetness?” Wriothesley whispered, fingertips digging into one of the wounds he had left.

Neuvillette cried out, choked and gargled. Hands flew up to grip the muscle of Wriothesleys arms. Fingernails dug in, leaving red lines behind in their path. 

“Have I not done exactly what you asked?” Wriothesley asked again, voice deep. Intimidating.

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estimated to be released sometime this week on AO3.

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Intro post

Basic info. :

Hello, I'm Nev, or Pat if we are close or know me irl. I use he/him pronouns and my birthdays may 20th.

Im an artist and fanfic writer, and this is where I'll post my art and upcoming fanfiction. I have been writing fanfiction for nearly eight years and drawing for ten and animating/creating animatics for seven. I am self taught in both regards.

I am in many fandoms that you can find here and make fanart for nearly all of them. My main fandoms currently are-

Genshin, Arcane, Cookie run kingdom, Game grumps, Jujutsu Kaisen, and Given.

These will be posted about most prominently and is subject to change, but art will mostly consist of my ocs. I have a girlfriend and small group of friends who I love dearly who will almost definitely appear in some of my art as well.

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Content warnings :

I draw, write, and watch whatever I want and will write and draw anything with little to no limits, and of course that means my work is not for everyone. So heres some prominent themes in my writing and art.

Art content warnings :

Blood/gore/death

Nsfw/nsft themes (sex and nudity)

Cannibalism

Self harm

Child abuse

Noncon/dubcon

And religious themes.

Fanfiction content warnings :

Blood/gore/death

Self harm

Nsfw/nsft themes and acts (smut and general dead dove themes)

Bdsm/kink

General angst

Religous themes

And noncon/dubcon.

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Of course not all my work includes these, but most include at least one. And if thats an issue I suggest my blog isnt for you.

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Tags :

#★ Nev draws -- Art

#★Nev writes -- Fanfiction

#★ Nev works -- Wips

#★ Nev animates -- Animatics

#★ Nev answers -- asks

#★ Nev speaks -- text posts

#★ MishkaPosting -- anything to do with my girlfriend

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