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No. No, you aren't writing whatever comes to mind now. You aren't writing anything. You're engaging in plagiarism and exploiting your peers. AI has no place in fandom spaces. (or anywhere, but that's not what this post is about.) You could have just reblogged the post and kept up to see if anyone else wrote something with it. Or you could have commissioned someone to write it. Or you could have written it yourself. But there was no need to use AI.

There is no place for AI here. Don't use it yourself and don't support others or works that do.

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Pretty boy ✨

Original

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kim feeling safe enough with chay that all his walls and defenses come down. it takes a while, but after a few months together they're cuddling and chay realizes at some point that kim has gone completely limp against him, and it's only then that he realizes how much tension kim has been holding in his body all this time. it's the first time he's seen kim completely relaxed. even in sleep, kim seems to be on a hair trigger. but right now. right now he is completely at peace.

the moment is a turning point. it's for the better, in the long run, but when your body and mind come out of survival mode after a long time, it can be brutal. kim is tired and emotional for weeks, months. he's happy with chay – unbelievably so – and somehow that very fact devastates him. his life, up until this point, has been so painful and lonely and uncertain, and he's so angry and tired and overwhelmed by grief over what he could have and should have had this whole time – companionship, gentleness, unconditional love. some days, the fact that he has it now infuriates him even more, and he has to fight himself not to self-destruct and ruin everything. he feels selfish and greedy for not giving in to the urge, for clinging to chay with a vice grip instead.

the first time they sleep together, all the grief finally bubbles over. the endorphin crash afterward is accompanied by the first real tears kim has shed in years, but this time he has someone to hold him

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Look at this and tell me these are not two siblings who love to gossip.

Fuck that Porsche being protective and believing his brother is a baby. Not immediately obv Kim needs a shovel talk and Chay needs a hug.

I give you Porsche and Porchay who sit and gossip about their love lives and boyfriends.

Porsche giving chay advice on how to keep Kim on his toes. Helping him write/ being the first to hear the songs Chay wrote for Kim in their “ima sing my heart out to you” stage. Him hearing how much Kim loves his little brother and accepting their relationship when they make up with minimal threats. After they make up immediately adopts Kim cause he’s nong shaped and goddamit he needs a hug. Kinn and Khun being jealous in the background.

Chay helping his technologically behind brother find places to go on for dates. Listening to his Hia rant about whatever Kinn did that either pisses him of or turns him into a pile of mush. Maybe Porsche eventually telling Chay in a quiet voice what all happened leading up to his and Kinns relationship. Chay being horrified and while Porsche talks him into forgiveness and acceptance especially by telling him all the good Kinn did and such he later goes to talk to Kinn in his office. Telling him in a soft but dangerous tone that he accepts that what happened is in the past and that Kinn has apologised but if even the idea of doing something like crosses his mind he will slowly and painfully kill Kinn. Then he learns about what Vegas did to Porsche.

And eventually maybe Pete joins them too.

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KINNPORSCHE ANNIVERSARY WEEK 14

Free choice: KimChay + text posts (pt. 62/71)

bonus:

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Rewatching kinnporsche and it's literally in a league of it's own....to this day the only bl that I have nothing to complain about. The characters? The story? The soundtrack?? The chemistry?? The acting?? The cast?? Perfection I said what I said

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🫶🫶🫶

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he’s got rejection sensitivity

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"Then, miraculously, early in the morning, there’s this ray of sunlight appearing on this wall in front of him. And it falls through the little tree in front of the window. There is this play of leaves and sunlight and shadows moving, and he looks at it and stares at it and he starts crying, because he’s never seen anything so beautiful. He probably has seen it, but he hasn’t noticed. Then he realizes that’s the answer to his existential crisis, to become somebody who notices that."

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PERFECT DAYS dir. Wim Wenders

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PERFECT DAYS (2023)

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Reading in Perfect Days (2023), directed by Wim Wenders

Cinematography by Franz Lustig

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Perfect Days (2023) dir. Wim Wenders

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Perfect Days (2023)

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perfect days (2023) dir. wim wenders

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you can't just let jayce walk half-naked in his smithy unbothered