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My husband likes to just. Open Netflix and find a show or movie when we hang out in the evenings. No recommendation, no direction. He just says "I'll find us a movie" and scrolls. It usually ends up with something we have never heard of and we go in completely blind. Sometimes it works. A lot of the time it doesn't.

How do I explain the ADHD rage and all encompassing revulsion I have to this? I fucking hate it. I HATE watching things that aren't recommended, that i haven't heard about, etc.

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friend chip….

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Casual reminder that you can choose to be sober regardless of if you have an addiction problem or not. Despite how prolific drinking is in many cultures, drinking is not necessary to be fun, to be sociable, to be vulnerable. You are not a downer for opting out of drug use (including alcohol). You are not on the side of weird, puritan drug programs and the cops for being sober, just like you're not a booster for alcohol company capitalists by enjoying a drink. Being sober should not be solely associated with purity and trauma.

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Nest of Pikachu by Diane Özdamar

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I saw an otter briefly hop on top of a babirusa at the zoo and when the stranger standing next to me heard my camera shutter click he turned to me with this look of immense relief, put his hand to his chest, and said in a dead serious tone “oh thank christ someone caught that on film”

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being crazy over fictional characters is so funny cuz you'll be fine all day and then you start Thinking and then you can feel yourself transform in real time

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Turns out I just needed a day with none of the pressures of the outside world and to engage in three different artistic pursuits in one day.

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[staggering to my feet and wiping a single perfect drip of blood from my mouth] i have to get back on my bullshit. no matter the cost

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Now, I’m not saying romantic relationships are inferior, or that they’re useless, or that you being in one or that you shipping some characters romantically is Bad or something off the walls like that. What I’m saying is that two people (or characters, since we’re talking shipping here) can be just as devoted to each other, love each other just as deeply, mean just as much to each other while being in a platonic relationship. The end point of caring about someone doesn’t have to be romance.

Friendship isn’t a stepping stone between strangers and romantic partners, it’s a different path. And you can follow that path as deep into the wood as a romantic one if you want, and neither is inferior to the other, they just have different views.

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LMAO anxiety so bad I called my college roommate.

That I never speak on the actual phone with

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Oh look the dooms are here

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early stages of friendship are Soooo embarrassing like yea sorry....... it's me again............ i enjoy talking to you and spending time with you....... you can shoot me point blank if you want i dont mind

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The fun thing about people with ocs is that you can just ask them about their ocs opinions. Like oh what would your oc say about this. What would they think. How would they tell me good night. It's great

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diagnoses character with whatever the fuck it is that i got

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i want to talk about my ocs but im literally this image. i got nothing

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If I can make it through today without completely spiralling out it will be a miracle.

But as of now I feel like I wanna puke so here we are.