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My partner, after a scene last night that ended with us having to change plans a couple times due to reasons out of both of our controls, told me that actually they sometimes fantasize about changing things in scenes to fit our needs.

They said that they fantasize about me safe wording, or getting frustrated, or overwhelmed, or sore (which is much harder to deal with when we’re long distance, so he can’t take over doing something for me when my wrist gives out after fucking myself) and him being able to talk me through it and figure out a solution that still makes us feel good if I’m okay to continue.

And he did that, let’s be clear, perfectly. We found a way past it and I haven’t felt that good in awhile.

This is the perfect person. Be more like him. Find someone like him, who literally imagines getting to make you feel comfortable and safe an even if it means things don’t go perfectly. Gods they’re just wonderful

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Do any plus sized folks have any tips for how to use trans tape? I have DD (maybe bigger) and I just tried using it for the first time, got frustrated almost instantly (while following one of the official TT videos meant for bigger chests), and am now double binding trying not to break down.

Any tips would be seriously so appreciated, I just want to be able to wear 90% of my clothes on a bad dysphoria day without my chest hurting or having trouble breathing or whatever else

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they need to invent sticky sweaty hot gay sex for people who live in different cities. immediately

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When he forgets to be worried about how loud his noises are

When he hasn’t said a word in between moans for minutes, only to gasp out my name as he gets closer

When his eyes are rolled back into his gorgeous head so long I get worried they’ll stick

When his eyes refocus on me just long enough for me to praise him and they just roll right back

When he’s so fuzzy he’ll repeat everything I say (you’re such a good puppy, such a desperate slut, the best boy)(I’m a good puppy, I’m a desperate slut, I’m the best boy)

When he’s trying so hard to speak, to tell me something, but it just comes out as incoherent babbles as every word becomes a moan. (And when I get to tell him that it’s okay, he doesn’t need to talk, just keep fucking himself juuuust like that)

When he lets go and just lets his brain shut off, nothing left to do except to keep playing with himself and making himself feel good until he can’t take it anymore

When he 💚💚💚

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I……experienced a earth shattering orgasm today….the first one I ever felt.

I thought they were just myths, stuff people made up cause they were too insecure to call sex fairly mediocre. Then it happened to me today.

Everything felt so light and fuzzy, I was just lost in the sky as I kept getting fucked by a big 8+inch dildo with a vibrator on my tdick, my partner just a blurry outline with a echoey voice as they called out and tried to ground me. Trying to focus on them when they call out but every time they called me a good boy, their good puppy, their good little puppy slut, or their perfect desperate puppy whore I was lost again. It took me two hours to get back into my body and to actually be able to form a coherent sentence, let alone being able to help with cleanup.

I felt so safe….so free…..so comfortable to be this vulnerable and exposed to someone who I helped time and time again reach their climax, and then they helped me reach mine. Just hearing their caring voice in the background as I float around and try to get back to my body, their concerned tone and their encouraging words felt like heaven.

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This is the creepy ass 30+ year old who messaged me out of the blue after having never interacted with my posts or following me.

Don’t be like this creepy ass 30+ year old. If I don’t respond, take the fucking hint. Or you are at increased risk of getting blocked and becoming an inside joke between me and my boyfriend

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I never fully understood the idea of being a service top till this morning.

Like I’ve never had the experience where I’ve been in the mood and been horny and have just fully not cared if I came or even touched myself, but this morning all I could think about was him and how good he looked all blissed out and how well he was doing taking such a big dildo and how gorgeous he sounded moaning and whimpering for me and how all I wanted in the world was for him to feel so so good forever

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I haven’t actually done it (yet) but the idea of touching myself while he’s asleep on call is 🤤🤤🤤

Especially because it always seems like when he falls asleep, *thats* when I get horny. So why not just touch myself and let out all the little sounds I know he likes so much, try to stay quiet while also hoping he wakes up to hear me moaning his name without even realizing he’s awake to listen

Or on the other hand, another lovely situation, waking up to hear small groans and gasps as I realize he’s touching himself to all the little sounds I apparently make in my sleep, just getting to listen to him for a bit before starting to touch myself as well and make even more sounds for him to get off to

Just. Somno on call. Good shit. Great shit even

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phone sex is so underrated tbh. two people being so desperate for each other that even distance can’t stop them from fucking themselves and listening to each other moan and whine about how much you wish you could just fuck irl. truly underappreciated experience tbh

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💜💜💜

When they gently moan in their sleep 💙 I try to not go feral

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😳

I volunteer ^_^

Sometimes you just look at a person and think “wow…they are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen”

“I wanna fuck them deep and hard, I wanna grip them so hard bruises start showing, I wanna bite and kiss all over their body so it shows up in a few hours, I want their eyes to start looking hazy and their mouth to hang open making constant noises.

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i like kisses in which you can tell the person does not want to pull away. the ones that instead of taking a break, they kiss your neck even when you don’t want to have sex. the type of kisses in which you pull away, and they tell you one more. the type which entire hours go by and you still want more.

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Yeah yeah “health concerns” blah blah blah

Why can’t I have a binder that I can tighten like a corset until I can’t breath

Like yeah I get it it’s not “safe” but have you considered the fact that my chest currently make me want to commit violent crimes? Huh? Have you thought of that?

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Fuck dysphoria

Why do I love my boobs one second and then feel nauseated by then the next. Hate it so bad

Anyways hug and kiss your local trans masc today (and make them take off their binder if it’s been too long even if they really really don’t wanna)

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All of this!!!

Non horny post

A fascist worked out today, did you work out?

A fascist ate 3 full meals today, have you eaten?

A fascist drank water, have you had any water?

Learn first aid, socialize with your community, beat fascistic fear by getting to know the people around you.

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they need to invent sticky sweaty hot gay sex for people who live in different cities. immediately

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I’ve realized recently that I can make some of the most pathetic little faces when I’m masturbating. Like I’ll just be playing with myself and suddenly my eyes will be crossed or my tongue will be just fall out of my mouth or maybe even both.

Just wish someone was here to see me stick my tongue out and shove a couple fingers down my throat for me to suck on.

Or to see my eyes roll back or cross and keep playing with me more being all condescending about how desperate I look, I’m really such a good slut for them aren’t I?

And all I can do is suck on their fingers and nod and whimper while they keep playing with me however they want