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Why was it a universal experience for people who were teenagers in the 2010s to have a way older online friend who would use you as emotional support and would be suicidal every other day. And you’d be eating dinner with family pretending to be normal while your significantly older online friend was going through a crisis over text. I’m still not even close to the average age they were and I literally can’t imagine doing that in a million years

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I love when the deities in this game get to just be silly little creatures

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WHATS THAT ON HER HEAAAD

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"tell me about yourself, little spider." lace says, as she ties bandages over her appendages with an impressive meticulousness.

"what is there to tell?" returns hornet, flippant as she polishes her needle, wearing an expression as cold as its metal surface.

"a traveler like you with a fighter's spirit." starts lace, propping her own weapon up against a nearby rock in some show of truce. "life rarely produces such exceptional things nowadays. in this dying world, i'm curious to you and your blatant aliveness."

"you talk too much." scoffs hornet, barely lifting a brow at the strange incredulity of lace's insinuations.

"ah, and i'd say you talk too little for a spider who's every word tastes delicious." giggles lace, near mocking in her condescending tone. "come on now, indulge me, i'm already hanging on your every web and weave; what's a few conversations more?"

"we never converse." simply answers hornet, putting an end to the beginning before lace has chance to make plans for a nonexistent future between the two of them.

"all battles are discussions of a kind, whether physical or verbal. i don't often engage in such long ones, so already, we have gone beyond the usual amount of talking." proceeds lace, unbothered. "this is only one stage further, but it's not too far. what, are you afraid of saying something? do you have secrets? well, that's not surprising. every bug has their share of skeletons in the ground to hide."

"i'm not afraid, and i'm quite an open book." retaliates hornet, almost surprising herself with such a display of direct honesty. "i'd rather not die, and you already know what my objective is, which is why you are trying to kill me."

"hm. suppose that's all true. though, i'd be interested in anything you have to give." lace pauses as a certain look glazes over her stare with predatory intent. "like, for example, why red?"

"why red?" cautiously sounds out hornet, as if the question may turn around and bite her.

"yes, i want to know, why the red choice of colour for your cloak?" the query near seems genuine coming out of lace's crescent shaped mouth. "it sure is adorable and definitely matches you, but there must be better reason you chose it than just that alone."

"good example, but i don't intend on answering it." decides hornet, ignoring the way lace gazes on with an smug smile, like she'd already predicted this to happen. but hornet wants to take lace off guard, wants to surprise each other the way they do it succinctly in spars, so she does. "how does the red match me?"

lace's eyes widen a fraction, only for a split second, before her face settles itself into a pleased grin; an equal victory for both of them.

"it's bold, eye catching, just like you." says lace, so startlingly sincere as she stares into hornet's eyes. neither of them want to look away first. "it makes a violent statement, some kind of warning, like bloodshed and danger. the colour speaks to elegance too. it's not natural, but it's still vivid, coveting a life of its own."

hornet mulls on the description for a long while that lace is content to leave be, meanwhile poking the fire to simmer.

"i'm going to get out of here, but i promise, i'll return eventually. when i do, i'll tell you." hornet hesitates, unused to the sound of her own sweetness. "i'll tell you why it's red. so, you better stay alive until i come back." she stands to leave as her and lace never camp together.

"of course, i wouldn't dream of missing it. by then, you'll probably have a lot more tales to tell me, won't you, little spider?"

at that, hornet frowns. after all, lace is still the one supposed to catch her and stop her from leaving, but the words contradict it. she wonders if lace is truly on her side or if this is a part of the game.

regardless, lace doesn't stop her from leaving, and they continue their typical fights until hornet escapes pharloom headed for hallownest; she's not prepared for what she finds at home, but at least she'll have quite a story to tell lace when she visits back.

but, hornet thinks, i don't want to think of it like that. she doesn't want to be growing fond of lace, of this, of them.

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"it was my mother who gave me the red cloak. she liked the colour too, thought it fitted me just as well as you." says hornet, for once initiating a conversation.

lace stays silent, requesting she go on. the wreckage of ghosts and crying cities suddenly feels ages away, expelled by both time and distance and words. hornet inhales, pointedly looks away from lace's inquiring eyes, and exhales out her long withheld answer.

"i already stuck out of crowds with my white shell, a tribute to being both my father and mother's daughter, even if i didn't want to admit it. the cloak was just a compromise with that; the final step to embracing the difference. my mother always said it was a good thing though. she could find me in any crowd and spot me in any corner, made sure that i never could and never would hide from the world even when i wanted to. better to face it head on, better to be remembered than forgotten."

hornet is aware that lace has gracefully come to lay by her side. it is quiet and the world holds promise again, sings of innocent faith and hope coming to real fruition.

on the humble dirt, her cloak dirty but still valiantly red, hornet can hardly feel the ache of all that's happened. she thinks of the time it took to get back, but doesn't ruminate in the journey. for the first time, she feels as if the destination has reached a strange level of safety; right here by lace's side, who whispers approvingly.

"well, i must say that i'm glad for your mother's choice. the red suits you, and it helps to find you in anyplace, helps to remember you more clearly when i want to."

and hornet is glad despite her instinctive reservations; to have went home and to have known it broken, so that she could move on and rebuild elsewhere. hornet thinks of life as it will be, telling lace why her cloak is red and the tales of how she survived hallownest to return to pharloom.

she dampens down the urge to deflect a teasing statement or genuine ask of why lace would want to remember her, instead, giving the truth which she's sure to owe if she hadn't promised it ages ago.

"don't worry, i'd never wear anything else. although, i doubt i'll be going anywhere else anytime soon. you're alright with that, right? if i give you more memories for when i'm not around?"

"i'm not worried. i know you too well to be worried about you over everything else in this world." lace's voice softens and hornet is sure that the spots that their limbs meet are purposefully touching. "don't worry, dear hornet, everything about you, memory or not, is perfectly fine. it's okay. we're gonna be okay."

oh, hornet thinks (with less distress than there should be), i'm so incredibly fond of you. she's fond of lace, of this, of them.

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Redrew some old HimiRao art from ages ago ckdnjdmsms

I missed drawing these two smh,,,Been too damn long

Here’s the new and old side by side

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Hello dear!

Sorry for bothering you, but it's important to remind you to turn off your asks for a few days! Bad things are going to happen on Tumblr soon...

Don t know anything about this but BETTER BE SAFE EVERYBODY!!!!!!

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Hi gang 🫣

Soooo I’ve been inactive for a whileeeeee

Have women as an apology

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what if volo

What if?

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Hello, my name is Ahmad Al-Louh, and I am from Gaza. Before the war, I worked as a lawyer, dedicating my life to helping others, seeking justice, and defending the oppressed.

Today, I am no longer the lawyer who protects others; I am a father desperately trying to protect his children from the horrors of war.

My two little ones, Orhan and Helana, go to sleep every night to the sounds of bombs and missiles. All I wish for is to give them one more day of life. Just five dollars could be the difference between life and death for my small family.

My parents, my siblings, my wife, and my children all depend on me, and all I ask is for you to stand by me in this nightmare we are living.

Please, help spread my voice. Help me save my children and my family. I hope my message reaches your hearts.

IM VETTED HERE

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URGENT help🚨

Attention please 🙏

Hello, I am Etaf from Gaza,Palestine🇵🇸 🍉

I am a mother of five children, the war has destroyed our lives and we have become without any means of life, the occupation destroyed our home and my husband's work, and stole everything we had, years of hard work gone in seconds, we recently fled to Egypt so that my children could feel safe after great fear and psychological trauma from the horrors of war, but we fled with nothing! Just to save our lives, nowthat I cannot afford, they want education because they are excellent and love knowledge, but I do not know what to do, my hands are tied and I cry over our situation, a whole school year wasted on them in the war, now I want you to help us educate these smart children and contribute to paying the rent of the house, please help us, we are a humanitarian case that deserves to be supported, may God bless your life and make you happy throughout your life.

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‼️Urgent Help Needed, Help Me And My Family to Escape Death Gaza‼️

Please don't ignore, This is my new blog and this is my second post so far. Tumblr has been clossing my accounts, I don't know why?🌷🍉🌺

Vetted by: @fallahfag

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Welcome, My name is Janeursular from Gaza, It is with great sadness that I am reaching out to you today to help get my family members out of Gaza to Egypt. I will talk briefly about my family: During the war, my family was evacuated from Khan Yunis to Rafah. They became homeless and were evacuated more than five times. They are now living on the streets, and have nowhere to live. We have lost everything. Our home, our dream and our future have been destroyed and now I am trying to get my family out of Gaza, but unfortunately we do not have the financial capacity left to pay the costs of leaving Gaza. Each person needs between 5,000 and 7,000 US dollars to leave Gaza.

This is what prompted me to resort to fundraising. My family's situation is getting worse day by day. My mother has an injured foot and needs care and treatment. She has severe pain in her foot, but there is no treatment or care available, and my nieces need milk and food.

They are young, Zahyam is two years old, and Mahmood is one year old. And the situation is getting worse. day after day . In order to facilitate the evacuation of my family from Gaza to Egypt, I am setting up a campaign to raise $40,000, and here is the breakdown of the funds:

🔗A total amount of US$35,000 has been allocated to cover expenses associated with obtaining permits to leave Gaza, as well as transit fees at Rafah, on the Egypt-Gaza border.

This amount is divided into US$5,000 - US$7,000 per person, including my mother, my brother, his wife, and his daughters, Mahmood and Zahyam. Every donation, no matter how small, will make a huge difference in the safety of my family. The funds raised will be used transparently and efficiently to ensure every dollar is spent on ensuring their safety. My family and I are so grateful for your support, and I am so grateful for any help you may be able to provide during this difficult time.

🔗Please Donate Here.

Please share this campaign with your friends, family and colleagues so that we can reach our goal and provide safety for my family Please accept my sincere thanks for your kindness and support, as well as your willingness to stand with us in solidarity, as together we can make a difference and help my family find safety and security.

🔗Thank you from the bottom of my heart.🙏

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they're burning ballots in the US now btw. in case you wanted to know where things are at.

Edit: to clarify, locations mentioned are Vancouver, Washington and Portland, Oregon. This news story does not involve Canada.

Important info: Context: Dropbox location was Fisher's Landing Transit Center near Southeast 162nd Avenue Hundreds of ballots lost, voters should contact the Clark Auditor ASAP Clark Auditor contact info: clark.wa.gov/auditor Can confirm your ballot was received on: vote.wa.gov

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People who are able to write multichaptered fics and not get sick of your own idea or spoil everything in chapter 1 or lose motivation or forget about it, teach me your secrets

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Day 17 -Queen/Princess

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i couldnt find these 2 specific clips on their own anywhere so i guess i have to do everything myself

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the way the internet facilitates a sort of memetic decay of phrases related to sexual attraction to slowly, inexorably point towards the same conventionally attractive people in their 20s instead of the original meanings is so disgusting to me