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We deserve to remind ourselves that hurt will always be there, it’s how we manage it. ~NH

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Satisfaction is when a women too knows how to man up!

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Part 1 of my mission to Mafraq, Jordan in August. Do help us help others.

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HADITH ABOUT EID UL ADHA.

Sahih Bukhari, Volume 2, Book 15, Number 71 :

Narrated by Al-Bara'

I heard the Prophet (p.b.u.h) delivering a Khutba saying, "The first thing to be done on this day (first day of 'Id ul Adha) is to pray; and after returning from the prayer we slaughter our sacrifices (in the name of Allah) and whoever does so, he acted according to our Sunna (traditions)."

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Mafraq, Jordan I can’t wait for my next next humanitarian mission. Alhamdulillah my little organization which I started last year “Amalhope” is finally expanding and going on site to reach out to our Syrian brothers & sisters. I am nervous yet truly excited. 5 team members are tagging along and this will be an experience for us. 2 our of my members have been to these Syrian camps in Jordan and to have them on board is truly overwhelming. When you do things in the cause of Allah S.W.T and to feel the suffering of others it would truly be rewarding for our dunya and akhirah. Nothing comes easy for anyone and to taste what they taste would be a story to share and tell. I know my heart will crumble to hear their stories and in hopes my presence will only cheer them a little bit more. We only wish for others to make dua for us. For a better ending. Please pray for me and my team on our trip to Jordan safely. And to end this here I share a beautiful hadith with its evidences. On the authority of Abu Huraira (may Allah be pleased with him) from the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) who said, ” Whoever relieves a believer’s distress of the distressful aspects of this world, Allah will rescue him from a difficulty of the difficulties of the Hereafter. Whoever alleviates [the situation of] one in dire straits who cannot repay his debt, Allah will alleviate his lot in both this world and in the Hereafter. Whoever conceals [the faults of] a Muslim, Allah will conceal [his faults] in this life and the Hereafter. Allah is helping the servant as long as the servant is helping his brother. Whoever follows a path in order to seek knowledge thereby, Allah will make easy doe him, due to it, a path to Paradise. No people gather together in a house of the houses of Allah, reciting the Book of Allah and studying it among themselves, except that tranquility descended upon them, mercy covers them, the angels surround them and Allah makes mention of them to those in His presence. Whoever is slowed by his deeds will not be hastened forward by his lineage.” (Recorded in Muslim) Much Love, Tasha

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There comes a point where we we forget before love, where is self love?

~NH

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I just want to be free

What better way can we earn freedom Not through arguments nor pointing at faults We have a voice and a heart that speaks This restless soul is craving for peace

Years of being patient has come to an end Sadness overturned by numbness Numbness takes over a heart that had life It can no longer hold itself together

I’ve learn to love numerous times To give yet lack to receive I’ve closed my eyes many times And still wakeup half alive

Ya allah heal this heart of mine I am not a product made to be abused But a tool made to love with all my heart Ya allah save every piece of this shattered heart

Like the birds in the sky they fly The wind takes them Where allah has planned them to be Like the bird too I just want to be free.

Written by NH ~16/7/18

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What lies ahead Sometimes I wish I had the answers to what lies ahead of me and what I feel is about to happen. We have to be willing to let go and start over even if it takes our time over and over again. When your heart bleeds unconditionally numerous times there comes a point where the bleeding stops, and your heart dries up and becomes numb. It’s much more painful to not be able to cry tears down your cheeks, it’s hard, never been this hard to drop a tear of sadness. The heart indeed is sad, indeed is soft, indeed has empathy and sympathy. But the heart now knows that strength is also build on pain. Pain that builds up in blocks to secure and defend another torment heart which scars so easily and screams for a way out from this problem. Little will we know when do we develop a heart with a shield. A heart so strong that lies ahead of us. What is done, cannot remove pain & the scars run deep which appears to be common. A new step is worth every risk, worth every previous fall to lift your spirit towards a better direction. What lies ahead should be a taste of heaven, sweetness of love and beautiful happiness one has never had , but worth to be called deserving. ~NH

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Heart breaks, breaks us apart, not by choice sometimes by willingness ~NH

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A little reminder for us.... from me to You...

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We want all things beautiful, We want us to be beautiful as well… Some of us are lucky to have it all, In, out.. appearance and character.. Some of us longing to have it all, In, out still nothing appears to be what we expect ourselves to be.. Whoever said there was such a thing called perfect. We wish we could strangle this character called “quits”.’ A stabbing pain to bare such a feeling. Wanting to throw ourselves more than a mile. Yet struggling to pull that rope closer towards our chest. You pull… then release.. it goes back and forth.. Where is this even leading too? And will this anxious feeling ever end? ~NH

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Some shots from the “What is modesty” campaign for a French designer #madinahparis. I’ve always loved her collection. She gets real creative with her design and always on the go. This women is one super hardworking lady who creates only modest wear for all muslimahs.

Some of my thoughts :

Staying covered is obligatory in Islam. These rules will always be Allah swt’s rules which we must abide too.. Being around the right circle can encourage us all to remain steadfast and to help each other. The deen is not just a routine but a way of life. How a muslimah should always protect her own soul, one another, value why modesty is like gold to the eyes of the world. How we women must have Haya always. In speech, character, actions and the way we dress. Us women… Something so precious that when we combine religion, sincerity and obedience together in us it becomes irreplaceable with any other poor attributes. This insyallah will always keeps the heart content and at peace. Love yourself the way allah wants you too. Love allah the way he expects you too.

~ NH

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Sister …. Till this day 1 year seems like yesterday. You left when I least expected. It was too soon and I miss you everyday. I’m going to say this out loud. You are and were the best sister in my entire life. Non can beat your kindness. Non can beat your calmness. A soul with a beautiful patient heart. Missing you everyday Belinda....... NH

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You were a stranger, and still a stranger to reappear over and over again in my life as a stranger who gives me strange feelings of strange things.

~NH

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See you in Melaka my dear Ukhti’s.

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You are just a memory while it lasted~ NH