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Life is all about making choices right? So if I compare it to any exam, how do you know you chose the right path. There isn't a teacher who will say: 'So the choices you made, let to a grade of 4/10, try harder next time'

Don't get me wrong, trying and falling and trying again makes you stronger. Gives you a new experience, a lesson learned, there are no problems just challenges.

So knowing this, why can't I choose... Why does it seems like there is no right choice, because how can I know what the future brings. And this frustrates me so much, why can't I let go of the controlfreak inside me.. *sighs* lets try again tomorrow.

~thoughts 5 February 2022

[naieve-girl-in-a-world-full-lies]

I’m begging you to look at this.

[naieve-girl-in-a-world-full-lies]

It has been a while, new things have found old ways.

Old ways of comfort or pains.

Life ain't perfect, not gonna lie, everyday is another day of doing your best.

The best you can of staying awake, being productive, being yourself. It doesn't matter what that looks like in other people's eyes. The only thing that matters is that you did the best you can. Self criticism is the hardest test to take, but you decide what is asked from yourself.

Take care!

[naieve-girl-in-a-world-full-lies]

Sometimes I feel like failing, over and over again.

It haunts me in nightmares, screaming & in pain

I sleep to avoid, yet it's making me so tired

Luckily I am with you, you run your fingers through my hair, telling me it is all gonna be okay <3

[naieve-girl-in-a-world-full-lies]

Home, it is a place where you are supposed to feel save, save enough to be yourself with all bits that come with being you and being human. Something I haven't felt until now.

[naieve-girl-in-a-world-full-lies]

My love, I've fallen so hard, I am still climbing upon a steep hill. You don't have to stay around, but if you do... I'll love you till I die, it can go with fluctuations, or madness. But deep down those are the 3 words directed to you.

[naieve-girl-in-a-world-full-lies]

Grief is just love with no place to go.

– unknown // Art piece by Ikenaga Yasunari

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Tears rolling down your face on the bathroom floor. Overthinking and shaking. I was doing so well. I just don’t understand.

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Could it be heaven ~thoughts 20-9

[naieve-girl-in-a-world-full-lies]

One year, one year changed my life. Something, someone that has been around for 7 years, physically but also in this special place in my heart. I couldn't have imagined that this is how it felt.

I am grateful for you, too happy to sleep next to you, so at peace to be around my soulmate, best friend and lover.

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“Taking a deep breath, I made one of the hardest decisions of my life. I walked away.”

— Richelle Mead

[naieve-girl-in-a-world-full-lies]

Even if this will be the end, we made it feel like forever and I will cherish every moment with you(:

[naieve-girl-in-a-world-full-lies]

I am able to be me, all different kinds of me with you. I feel sorry for the bad ones but I am glad I can have them with you ~8-6-2020

[naieve-girl-in-a-world-full-lies]

i’m ok

i’m ok

i’m ok

*starts crying*