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OT3 on a date~!

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ash and mustard

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i love one ( 1 ) melon man

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what if he wore his shades like guy fieri

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“let’s do this together, shorter”

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honestly idek where tf this is from I just found it in my official art folder and decided to color it

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the “deserved better” squad

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I decided to slowly start posting my holiday stuff! 

My small contribution for the banana fam in this trying season is ashoreiji selfie at rockefeller center i drew as postcard back in november, but now im posting on its own! Happ holidays!!  🎄❄☃

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Rewatching and I forgot Eiji is such an ingenue, so open, willing, having that wonder about him you could imagine Eiji still managing to be so sweet and innocent in the situations where other people become sleazy and not surprising someone like Ash is weak for this even though he teases him for it.

He made a joke about Ash having a small dick, called Yut Lung an asshole and asked to see Ash’s p*bes, he ain’t that innocent.

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shorter outfits

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(tw: mention of rape and paedophilia). strongly agree w your view on sing/Akira. it just sucks that all the queer-coded characters in bf (except ash and eiji) are rapists and paefophiles. The only ones who aren’t— Ash and Eiji, that is, don’t get their happy ending. One of them doesn’t even survive. It just sucks.

Thank you for your message. I feel like the problematic depiction of gay people in BF isn’t looked at enough in favor of uplifting Ash and Eiji. I love them too but it really gets me down.

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eiji teasing ash

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Heteronormative Happiness in Garden of Light & Others

Now that the anime is over I’ve been thinking about Garden of Light, what I love and hate about it... At the end of the day no matter which points I like the heteronormativity of it leaves a bad taste in my mouth. The "happy ending” Sing and Akira achieve through marriage and procreation are in contrast to Eiji’s neverending grief.

Warning for discussion of child sex abuse and manga side story spoilers under the cut.

Sing doesn’t just marry a woman, but a teenage girl. They meet at 13 and 23. New York Sense shows that they married in 1999 when Akira was 18. Going by those dates, they were either 1) in contact/dating during Akira’s teenage years and married when she turned 18 in NYC or 2) had no contact and married within a year of Akira coming to NYC. Neither of those bode well. Sing could’ve been courting a minor 10 years his junior. Yes, there was no sexual contact because they were in different countries, but it’s still inappropriate and imbalanced. Yes, Akira marrying at 18 is legal in the US whereas Yut-lung’s mother marrying at 15 would not be. There are big differences between those ages, but they’re still teenagers. Marrying within a year of dating is a red flag no matter what age. However, their relationship is presented as the light at the end of the tunnel.

In Banana Fish, grown men marrying teenagers is only portrayed as bad through stereotypes of gay or Chinese people. Dino exemplifies the gay predator stereotype, the Lees the stereotype of Chinese concubines. In Banana Fish, Dino legally adopting the younger man he considers his lover is horrific. In real life, it’s what gay men in the US like Bayard Rustin had to do to create a legal connection to their partners during the AIDS crisis. Gay men in Japan still have to legally adopt their partners. Yes, Dino is a child sex abuser. Yes, Yut-lung’s mother was a child bride. Those are bad things and they’re presented as such. Yes, concubines were outlawed in Hong Kong in 1971 which lines up with Yut-lung's birth in 1969. However, these are still stereotypes and these are fictional characters, not real people. Yoshida utilized stereotypes to craft these characters in ways she did not with others. Compared to how no one even questions Sing and Akira, it comes across like the misdeeds of Dino or Yut-lung’s father are more to due with their demographics than the actions being bad themselves. (Sing is also Chinese, but isn’t written with the stereotypes of the Lee family.)

Sing can move on from street gang life and marry Akira. He’s not gay nor stereotypical like the Hong Kong national characters, so his marriage to a teenager isn’t framed as inappropriate. Again, these are fictional characters crafted by Yoshida. Like Sing, Jessica can move on from being raped and remarry Max. They can both find happiness because they’re heterosexual and can get married and raise families. For Ash who was both a victim of countless rapes and a murderous gang leader but whose greatest love was another boy, his “happiest” most “fulfilled” ending according to Yoshida is to die. This is long enough and I don’t want to get into why I think Ash dying how he does is unfair.

The way different-gender couples prosper but Ash and Eiji don’t is just salt in the wound. Sing and Akira’s genders and heterosexuality reinforce each other too. By Garden of Light, Sing has grown into the pinnacle of physical masculinity: tall, muscular, athletic. He fulfills that gender role by accepting a fellow man like Eiji won’t love him back. Again, he’s a fictional character. It makes sense in context to move on from Eiji who can’t get over Ash, but there’s no same-gender couples happily together to fill that void compared to plentiful different-gender ones. By the end of Garden of Light, Akira accepts being a girl specifically so she can grown into a “good woman” (translated as “foxy lady” in VIZ editions) to marry men like Sing.

I love Sing and Akira as characters, don’t get me wrong. It’s my love for them that makes me dislike the heteronormative writing in Garden of Light that contradicts the anti-abuse themes of Banana Fish so much. Other characters like Eiji or Yut-lung don’t question their relationship because they’re written that way, not because they’re real people who can judge. I don’t want Sing moving on from losing Ash and Lao to take form in a heteronormative (and questionable at best) marriage in contrast to Eiji who can’t move on, it’s cheap. I don’t want Akira, one of the few women (of color) in Banana Fish, to be used that way. It’s disappointing. I’m not gonna barge into your askbox and tell you you’re bad if you ship them or whatever. I just want to air out my feelings on the writing. No matter how you feel about Garden of Light, I hope you can understand what I dislike about it and other manga supplementary material.

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Merry X-mas from Wong Siblings and baby Sing

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"Every time someone says Ash and Eiji aren’t gay I think about them having sex"

Well every time someone equates romance with sex I think about how Ash and Eiji loved each other and canonically never had sex

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D E N I A L  part 2