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AOMIKE Honeymoon Travel Magazine

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kiss me thai || tenten x taliw || kisses

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Love this scene so much!!!

I’ve never seen such a wonderful love scene before.

Their appearances, faces and actions come up with this Magical Chemistry feeling.

Cannot let you down Exactly! T^T and Expect for their new drama >///<

P’ Ananda and P'Jeab!! Hurry up~~

#20140319

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Literal shock when TenTen turned on the radio and Mike’s “Break You Off Tonight” started to play.

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kiss me thai ep 4 || tenten x taliw || 7pm tutorial (●♡∀♡) 

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When I watched this I literally bawled my eyes out

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kiss me thai ep 20 || tenten x taliw || never ending kisses

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Anybody else think he's hot as hell or is it just me 😂😂😂

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Babysitting 8-12-19

So lately I took on baby sitting 2 of my friends kids. Everything was fine and dandy, but this weekend my friend (let's call her P.L) had me watch her son too. Now I heard that her son was a bully from my other friend's (let's call her DW) kid. Me I was worried about how he would act with my 4 younger siblings (they range from 10 to 3). Well let me tell you he was an angel and well behaved. His mother and father were even shocked to hear that, but what they were more shocked on was their middle child was the one being the bully. She threw herself every which way when I got onto her. Even dropped her eyes at me and commenced to try to bite me. Me being the baby sitter I did nothing but talk to her mom. This all happened yesterday and another thing. My youngest sister who was 3 got pushed and hit by this child. Now I only charge 10 dollars a day and there is a reason. My younger sisters are homeschooled and I wanted them to have friends. Needless to say I wonder how today will go with this child. I'm a bit worried on it.

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Miserable

I'm miserable. End of point. My parents don't see the depression my friends don't notice. I don't connect to anyone. My boyfriend is ablivius to it. And I'm here trying my best to stay together, but I'm breaking more than I want to admit. I ask for help and fights start. I'm overreacting or I don't have depression because I'm cheerful. There are times I force myself out of bed there are times I feel like I'm nothing. There are times I feel like maybe I should disappear. Either way depression is in many forms. There are people who have it. There are people who don't show it. And if you understand then you've been there. Really hate feeling like this though. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

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everything is so overwhelming i wish it would just stop

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My life

So this is the first time I've ever started a Tumblr. To tell you the truth I'm quite terrified to. This Tumblr is going to be about my life what I like and how I deal with my depression on a daily basis. Some are worse than others. I will explain everything to you soon as I can. Let's get started.

Hello! My name is shell. It's short for my first name. I'm 24 years old and have many siblings. Some adopted, others very close friends. I stuggle with depression have since I was a kid. Growing up I had an okay life. My parents raised me right, but also made it hard for me to be myself. So I've come here to vent. Out of everything in my life I can say that parents especially mom's have a tendency to guilt trip their kids. I love my mom but when my siblings or myself want and need to do something she guilt trips us. What's worse is I let it get to me. I can't work an over the table job because my health yet I have been looking for an under the table job and Everytime I try and find one she wants me to get her a job at the same place. If I was to get the job she wants all my money but won't take my younger brothers which don't make any sense. Since I was little I've felt like an outsider in my own home. I left home once only to end up coming back. In Sept on the 23 of 2016 I ended up in the hospital after work. Went across the way to a gas station and bought a drink well my world started spinning. I don't remember much of the day. From that point. All I remember is waking up in the hospital sore as heck. They told me I had overdosed on liquid g. They claimed it was a date rape drug and asked me how I could of gotten it. Still to this day I don't know. I struggle with not remembering. I also struggle with it causing my depression a lot. Growing up I was bullied and didn't have many friends. Hence forth the outsider comment earlier. When I was 13 I self harmed my own self. Thought the pain would leave but it don't. So I try to deal with it differently. I still struggle I miss when I didn't care, but now my depression has gotten worse and I need an outlet so I'm going to try here. I'm sorry if it don't appease y'all but I am trying for a better life. Tell me how y'all deal with yours how it helps. Tell me how you deal with your parents. Better yet tell me about yourselves.