myhiddenthoughts

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"I love you," you said

I finally understood what people mean when they say time stood still

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it makes me scared to admit,

but I am starting to realize how lucky I am to have you

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your name used to be just a name, the guy that would be at the hangouts, laughing in the background

now your name is more than a name, it's the reason why I smile

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I'm either creating because I want to feel or because I feel too much

but as long as I crate, I am okay with that

- unknown

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and through all the mess and commotion, you were there waiting, watching, searching for me

and now here you are, smiling at me

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you thought you were hurting me, so your solution was to break my heart instead

make that make sense

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bad people don’t worry about being a bad person

- unknown

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even though you hurt me, you'll never catch me tarnishing your name

you were my everything once, and I cannot fathom doing that to the memory of you that I hold so dear

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how is it possible for you to act as if I never existed when I still am here unable to forget you

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and you're both smiling and kissing, with not a care in the world

unfortunately, I selfishly wonder why it couldn't have been me instead... and why my love for you was not enough to keep you

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and you look at me smug, as if I proved your point all along

was it truly a pain for you that I learned to love him, even if I was wrong?

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Hey y'all! I just wanted to come here and say that I will be taking a couple of days off posting to get back into the routine of my personal studies. I will be back soon enough, so don't worry. But I also wanted to come on here and say that we've reached 300 followers! Thank you to each and every one of you, this has grown into a tiny community for me and I am so happy yall can relate to and enjoy my work :)

thanks a bunch, love yall!

L

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we didn’t get a happy ending, but at least our begining was magical

- unknown

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I hate having to pretend that I don’t care

Because the truth is that I care too much

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I can’t lose myself in someone else’s life - HS

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Mock Orange

So what should I do with the next man who approaches me romantically? Who makes the same empty promises you did?

What if he promises to let me see the stars and grab them? What if he promises to keep me safe, to be my home? What if he promises to marry me, in a moment we’re both secure? What if he calls me beautiful, or how unworthy he is to have me?

What if he tells me that?

Does it mean that he will also betray me? That, like Judas, he will kiss me, only to turn the other cheek? Only to regret it as time passes, killing him softly from the inside? But instead of repentance and regret, he fills himself with the empty lies that somehow, the betrayal isn’t his fault?

If that’s the case,

then he can keep his empty love.

My heart is too full to be emptied by a broken jug.

-begonia

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and sometimes I just have to stop and smile,

because I’m so lucky to be alive