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My problem is I never healed I just kept going

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I still cannot understand how he could abandon me so unceremoniously, without any sort of goodbye, without looking back even once.

— Yann Martel, Life of Pi

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"I loved you more than I loved myself and that was the problem. Even as I was losing myself, it was okay because I had you - so when you left and I had lost myself, I didn't know what to do."

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GUYS IM HOME ALONE TODAY

YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

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im doing so good today. fuck you period.

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coke zero is my bestie

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you know how good it feels when someone notices i’ve lost weight. i’ve finally done enough. someone finally noticed just how shitty im doing. now more.

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I hate it when people act like I'm fat shaming them because I have an eating disorder.

Like, what?

You caught me, literally killing myself to make you feel bad about your weight 👍

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everyone in my life is ignoring all of my cries for help!!

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Made myself vomit 5 times today. Didn't even eat a lot, I just felt guilty about eating anything, so I forced up whatever I ate. Laugh out loud

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starving feels so good.

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words can’t explain how much i hate myself 🖤

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i feel the prettiest when starv1ng

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this isnt a relapse…i was never clean. things are just getting really bad again.

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I want to be so skinny so that people are jealous of me

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