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Yes, but they're not the kind of people to realize it. They're think headed and they're not okay with this. They wouldn't want me to get an abortion either so I'm fucked, basically. I guess so but I'm still only 18. 

My parents fell through || Private

It’s already happened, you are and they need to realize that. Old fashioned or not, family is still the most important thing. I mean at least you waited until you were legally an adult and didn’t have it happen when you were 16 and tried to get a show out of it. Yeah, it’s a nice thought.

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They don't want me to be pregnant. They're really conservative and old fashioned and they don't want a grandchild out of marriage. Let alone a drunken one night stand. Oh, I'm sure that's not it, but it's a nice thought. 

My parents fell through || Private

Man, your folks are jerks. Why would they do that? Tell you they were going to do then not. Maybe they just didn’t find one suitable for you and they were being nice by not making you live in a crappy apartment.

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I'm moving to New York City when school gets out, Si. 

My parents fell through

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My family is plenty ruined already. I'm not marrying anyone, not like this. Not because of a drunken mistake that I can't get rid of and I keep thinking about it over and over again and I can't stop because I'm stuck with this for the rest of my life. My choice is mine and I'm not letting you ruin a relationship because of me. I...I

I'm coming home tonight. (Private)

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No. Cole wouldn't like that. I'll stay with Flounder still. I'm looking for a place to live anyways. 

My parents fell through

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I know Silas. I know. He's perfect for you. Which is why I'm not ruining this for you. You deserve Cole, you deserve to be happy. 

I'm coming home tonight. (Private)

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It's alright. I'll stay at my room in Flounder's til I find a place.

My parents fell through

Oh. I’ sorry they didn’t do that, Cupcake.

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Family is people who love you, it doesn't matter if they're blood or not. I'll be fine. I don't want to be the reason Cole leaves you. I can't ruin that for you, I just...I can't. 

I'm coming home tonight. (Private)

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My parents fell through

they didn't get that apartment they told me about.

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Then we don't do it. I don't want you to lose him. 

I'm coming home tonight. (Private)

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Alright, but he won't like it. Neither would Dallas.

I'm coming home tonight. (Private)

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I don't want to lose them, but I don't want to have to explain to Dallas that I'm marrying you for show. I'll lose him. And I can't imagine how things will go over with Cole. Si-Si, I love you for wanting to do this, but I can't have you do it. 

I'm coming home tonight. (Private)

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It wouldn't make my life easier. Like I said, I already lost my parents when I told them I was pregnant. Heck I probably lost them when I told them I wanted to go to Nashville two years ago. Silas, I don't want to marry someone just for show, it's not right. And I don't want a divorce, it would be messy. And, Dallas isn't a thing. 

I'm coming home tonight. (Private)

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I don't want you to do this just for me. I won't let it happen. I'll talk to my parents Silas. I don't want you to do this just because you feel like you have to. You don't love me like that, and it wouldn't make for a good marriage. You don't want it.

I'm coming home tonight. (Private)

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As happy as you are with Cole?

I'm coming home tonight. (Private)

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Private: No Silas. You wouldn't be happy I couldn't...I couldn't ask you to do that.

I'm coming home tonight.