mushroomsleepy

[mushroomsleepy]

"I was never Alyssa's protector. She was mine."

This absolutely broke me.

[mushroomsleepy]

hello! I hope you're having a good ol' lovely day! it's been a while, but I just uploaded a new song to soundcloud.

I think I got too excited and went way overboard with the description in soundcloud, so if you want the full story behind the song, you can read that (also, the lyrics are there if you want that, too). basically, it's about returning to childhood aspects of self and embracing them as integral parts of your identity. I describe this with my specific experience of being content as a loser loner freak who goes to the library and whatnot, but yeah, read the soundcloud description if you want that story.

I wanted to use acoustic and electronic sounds a symbolism for real and artificial parts of identity. the song goes from piano-driven, to a weird synthy bit, then returns to piano to reflect a journey of straying and returning to your true self.

thank you so much, I hope you enjoy :)

[mushroomsleepy]

The amount of times I read mf as motherfucker instead of mind flayer...

[mushroomsleepy]

Hello! I hope you're having a nice day. This is my new song on soundcloud. It's about the complicated relationship I have with my mum.

I think it's just a societal expectation or even an obligation for a parent and child to love each other. It seems like a bit of an obvious thing, but as I've gotten a bit older, I've started to change my thinking towards authority figures, really seeing them as their own conscious being; realising that they're individuals too with their own emotions, complex minds, and a whole history behind them. I've realised that they're not scary tyrants who want to rule over my life, they're just people. We're all just people.

Over the years I've really struggled with my relationship with my mum. However, I'm realising more and more that it's just as much a struggle for her as it is for me. Maybe I was just too young to understand that before, or maybe I'm just a horrible child, but I think we're finally getting to a point where we're trying to understand each other; starting to love each other for who we are and not just out of stilted obligation.

I hope this song can help anyone with a similar experience. Thank you so much for listening, it means a lot to me :)

[mushroomsleepy]

Hello! I hope you're well. This is my new song on SoundCloud. It's extremely special to me, it helped me to figure out this complicated relationship I have with my parents and now, I think I'm ready to try to work things out with them. If you've also felt like a burden and a mistake, this song could be for you. I just wanted to encourage you that you're not alone and that things can get better :)

Also, if you're Australian and want to support local music, it would really help out if you were able to leave a review of this song on triple j unearthed. The link is in my SoundCloud bio. Thanks so much, have a great day!

[mushroomsleepy]

hello wonderful people on tumblr! I recently set up an artist profile on triple j unearthed. I uploaded a song that isn't on my soundcloud yet and it would mean the world to me if you were able to give it a listen and leave a review if you like. thank you so much :)

[mushroomsleepy]

Hello! I don't know if anyone remembers this song, but I've finally properly recorded it and it's up on my SoundCloud now! Check it out if you're interested, thanks so much :)

Does anyone know of any songs that were LITERALLY written about byler? Like they’re not just byler coded like it has been said they were written about them

[mushroomsleepy]

hello! I hope you're having a nice day! this is my silly little song about dissociation, misleadingly disguised as a love song with byler references snuck in there :) this song is my child and it means a lot to me. thanks so much for listening, your support is very much appreciated!

[mushroomsleepy]

hello! hope you're having a nice day! this is a demo of a new song I wrote recently, it would mean a lot to me if you supported my music, thanks so much :)

[mushroomsleepy]

Yessss, these are all so good! Also precious and shake the disease are such big ones for me

something about depeche mode is just so anthony j crowley

[mushroomsleepy]

something about depeche mode is just so anthony j crowley

[mushroomsleepy]

wow, didn't know mike wheeler went by the name "Gerard Manley Hopkins".

[mushroomsleepy]

love like you is so crowley

[mushroomsleepy]

Also, the sketchbook page from the other day I used as a cover image. I'm trying to be more free and loose with art. I just started scribbling on a page and this happened. It still looks like scribbles, but I feel like it captures some kind of feeling, haha, I don't know, but I like how it turned out :)

new upload, old song. it feels like I wrote this song ages ago, but really it was only two years ago. still, it has a lot of sentimental value to me and I kind of forgot about it for a while, but I thought about it the other day, so I played it and I was immediately transported back to the moment I wrote it and I felt a lot of things.

thanks so much for listening and supporting my music, I hope you have a great day :)

[mushroomsleepy]

new upload, old song. it feels like I wrote this song ages ago, but really it was only two years ago. still, it has a lot of sentimental value to me and I kind of forgot about it for a while, but I thought about it the other day, so I played it and I was immediately transported back to the moment I wrote it and I felt a lot of things.

thanks so much for listening and supporting my music, I hope you have a great day :)

[mushroomsleepy]

Show me, show me, show me how you do that trick

The one that makes me scream she said

The one that makes me laugh she said

And threw her arms around my neck

reblog w the song lyrics in your head NOW. either stuck in yr head or what yr listening to

[mushroomsleepy]

hello! hope you're having a nice day! I just put a new cover on soundcloud, monster from adventure time distant lands. this is THE bubbline song for me and such a great exploration of marceline's character. I hope you like it, thanks so much for listening :)