mummy-baby-blog

[mummy-baby-blog]

[mummy-baby-blog]

The beginings.

I'll never forget the day I found I was pregnant it was not long after my nineteenth birthday and I wasn't sure how I should feel about the whole situation. Me and my partner at the time haven't planned children and not to lie to myself I was definitely not ready 100% to start a life as a family. I've always planned to be a mummy, one day, when the time is right but things happen and that's where we stood. I've question myself and if I'm ready for it and even so some people might of not agreed with certain options I still considered if I'm doing the right thing. When I've decided I wanted to keep my pregnancy and just let it all be. I've always been good with babies, toddlers and children in general but never thought of how would I be with my own. It's easy looking after someone's child as they have everything ready for you to use.. First feeling were overwhelming, 100 questions going through my mind at the same time... what would I need, how I should do this, how do I know if I'm prepared enough and tbf asking people around and googling did help but didn't change the fact of how would I be able to manage. It's hard to face the fact of letting your freedom go and change your life around suddenly. Give up all your bad habits and start preparing yourself for the next stage of life. As my pregnancy went along and all the scans came and all the midwife appointments, I couldn't help but start loving my growing bump. It's an amazing feeling of being able to see your baby develop with the technology we have nowadays and how things progress. But the best feelings that made me love that unborn baby was the first little moves and kicks, and even so the pregnancy is not so pretty like we all think, well at least I thought it was easy.. But the sleepless night, constant need of toilet, sickness when you try and eat the things you liked, random cravings and backaches. So many things you could go on about but in my eyes it was all worth it at the end. Being all prepared for my baby to come and getting closer to the due date I have actually got keys to the new place I was moving into. That time I was 2 days before my due date, The baby could of came any minute really. Even so I've been moving around a lot while painting and everything else was being done and me trying to sort out my place ready for the baby the night before we finished painting at that time I was 5 days overdue and I've been looking like I'm ready to "pop" for a long time and then I did! 6 days overdue and the baby boy has made his appearance. The emotions was unbelievable. I always had so much love in my heart but I never thought you could possibly love and care for someone so deeply. 13th November 2018, little Toby has melted my heart away. Being a mummy especially at this age can be really hard, but I guess being a mum in general is hard, but it's all worth it at the end. Not long after I have turned 20, my baby is 4,5 months now and there's been so much going on. From birth to now that is unreal.

I'll get into those stories in a different post. Starting from birth to everything I've been through and my own experience. But I would love any mummies young or not to not be shy and message me or tag me in their experiences!