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It’s not your clothes, it’s your fat. Change your weight & watch…

#Skinny #is the outfit

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I feel the most lonely with ED brain yet I also feel the most at home w/myself. Not comfortable per say, but content I guess would be the best word to describe it… idk my therapist says It’s my sickness but I call it my life🤣

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Skinny tastes like power…

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I just want to be ✨very skinny, very thin, very not hungry✨… is that too much to ask???

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I’d rather be a skinny ho/bitch than a fat one..PERIOD💅🏽

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If you come on to my feed and get upset that I don’t have any “trigger warnings” or tw labeled on my account, we’ll let me tell you: grow the fuck up. You know what’s triggering? Seeing your fat ass. How’d you allow yourself to get where you’re at in weight now? I don’t need to see that shit; go touch some fucking grass, put down the chips & pick up some running shoes and MOVE! We’re all mature here, stay off Tumblr if your easily “triggered”

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“Ohh you look thin & therefore have value”

Is it too much to ask for someone to compliment me like this????!

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Personally, I think the only thing better than hitting your next gw is getting paid $$$$ #but that might just be me #just saying

…I still want to be skinny though…

The story behind how I ended up getting paid like this is crazy message me if you wanna know lol…

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Having an ED is like sitting with that weird uncle that visits on holidays who desperately eye-balls the fuck out your every move & forces you to interact w/ him.

Like, it’s wrong, but you still choose to politely interact..😂

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Reblogging bcuz for real

Always ⭐️ving but never skinny

Can anyone else relate?

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“e/d can lead to d3ath”

Me: “at least I’ll look hot dying”

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Bitches be like “pray for me in a tough situation right now” and the situation is deciding whether to eat breakfast, lunch, or both.

#It’sMe #I’mBitches

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Is it a compliment if someone tells you you have “legging legs” #BblrTalk

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Most days I’m somewhere dreaming, w/closed eyes, of a weightless existence.

Free of the adipose chains that weigh me down.. gone are the tethered skin ties that shackle me to this plain…

only my soul is left to float. up, up & away. Effortlessly.

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“You don’t look thin enough to have an eating disorder”

Oh excuse me let me just slip out of my fat real quick…

🙄

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Just want to take a moment and shout out my Tumblr fam/community. We’ve never met in person, but I feel close to ya’ll. We’re bound in a way that no one in the outside would could ever understand. Thank you for being there and lending a nonjudgmental ear. Thank you for the words of encouragement and for the motivational “likes” that come with each post. I feel heard. It’s a scary world these days, and even though I may not have the courage (yet) to speak as freely about my struggles as I do on here, I at least know that no matter what, near or far, I have friends who can relate to me and make me feel comfortable in my situation❤️

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When did my mind switch from “oh I ate 1800 calories today that’s pretty good for me” to “damm I ate 300 calories over my 500 limit why did I binge..”

When did I change..