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blonde jisung 💫

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wow well i think i died this is sooooooo swweeeeeet

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Your bedroom was so clam and quite along with the moon light inside of it, you can only feel the cool AC air blowing over your skin and hair, but you never felt cold with the presence of your warm boyfriend next you. Since the weather is a bit hot these days, your boyfriend Moonbin prefers to sleep topless, and now you could feel more of his warmth as you were sleeping beside him burying yourself in his embrace as he was sleeping peacefully. The time was almost 3am when Moonbin eyelids slowly opened up on your whining sound, and saw you a little bit far of him being all sweaty, uncomfortable and murmuring some words which he couldn't understand, but he was sure that your having a nightmare, he slowly came to you, and gently placed his palm on your chest and then started patting slowly as he was giving you tiny kisses on your forehead and whispering " nightmare nightmare go away, let my princess sleep peacefully all the day". He kept repeating those words until you finally calmed down, he smiled and layed down again, he pulled you to his embrace again and caressed your hair until he fell asleep. The last thing he said before he went to the dreamland was " I love you~"

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i just want to know, do you dream of me too?

Pairing: Straykids Han Jisung x Y/N

genre: school au ; friends to lovers ; light angst ; fluff ;

Summary: It was like these old stories. About a girl falling in love with her best friend. Who would have known that everything changes with him leaving for his dream but coming back into her life by coincidence.

Chapter word count: 602

*Masterlist*

{Prologue} {Chapter 1} {Chapter 2}

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Chapter 1

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-y/n pov-

Half a year later

So, between me and Jisung, argh I don't know, at first it was ok, I guess.

We chatted and called from time to time, but he had so much work to do, so our talk times began to be later and lesser. Well he said to me that he loves it there and that he has so many new friends and everyone is so nice and talented, but for me it felt like I was starting to become a burden to him, since I wanted to talk more to him. There was this little distance which started to grow between us. We didnt spend much time together after all and he didnt come home for holidays, since he was so busy.

When he came for a weekend once, I wasnt there, cuz the twins had a dance competition in another city. I was so sad that I had a chance to meet him again, but missed it.

After some time, he didnt call me like before and our text were also becoming much lesser, I was so frustrated so I asked my mum and she said "This is normal y/n, Jisung is studying for his big dream. Also, sometimes friends grow apart and live their lifes." I knew she would say that but I dont want it to happen between Jisung and me but I guess it can't be helped.

At least Changbin and Chan sometimes wrote me. One day when I called him, he took the call and sounded stressed, I asked him if how he's doing and he snatched back at me "y/n, I dont have time for that chit chat, I have an important task to do for school" and he hung up. I had enough "That's it, I cant think the whole day about Jisung, when he obviously doesnt do the same. I have to go my way, now it's my time, maybe then Jisung will see me."

That's when I remembered the twins telling me about a school, not far away from our town, specifically a music school. Its not the same as the academy where Jisung is but I thought I should give it a try. I was so nervous the whole day but my family supported me and I kind of managed my stage fright.

So, I went to the audition and amazing news, I got accepted. I was soo happy and wanted to call Jisung to tell him the news, but I remembered our last encounter and how he isnt available as he used to be. So, I called Chan instead and he was with Changbin. They were sooo happy for me, Chan was surprised at first but he immediately was focused again.

"I'm so happy for you, y/n, that school is really good too. Thank you for telling us, I knew you would make it. Did you tell it Jisung already?" thats when I went silent "No, and please don't tell him, I want to make this on my own" - "Ok y/n, I understand you, then have fun and we will talk later ok? bye" with that we hung up.

So as time passed by I really started to love this place, I was really shy at first but everyone is soo nice. I've made so many friends and Im not a bad student either, you know. I take singing classes, rap classes, producer classes and some dance classes. Everything was going great, until one day.

It was lunch break and I got a notification on my phone that Jisung has posted something on social media.

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Masterlist

i just want to know, do you dream of me too?

Pairing: Straykids Han Jisung x Y/N

genre: school au ; friends to lovers ; light angst ; fluff ;

Summary: It was like these old stories. About a girl falling in love with her best friend. Who would have known that everything changes with him leaving for his dream but coming back into her life by coincidence.

{Prologue}  

{Chapter 1}

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i just want to know, do you dream of me too?

Pairing: Straykids Han Jisung x Y/N

genre: school au ; friends to lovers ; light angst ; fluff ;

Summary: It was like these old stories. About a girl falling in love with her best friend. Who would have known that everything changes with him leaving for his dream but coming back into her life by coincidence.

Chapter word count: 918

*Masterlist*

{Prologue} {Chapter 1} {Chapter 2}

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Prolouge

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-y/n pov-

It was like these old stories.

Jisung and I were friends since kindergarten.

We were always together.

Like you could always find the one by the other, thats how much we really loved being around each other.

As time passed by, Jisung developed a huge talent in producing music and singing and most of all he was an Ace in rapping. I dont know where that came from but I supported him all the way.

Sometimes we would go to the amusement park or to the zoo or to the cinema but we would also just chill at my or his home and I would listen to him producing or recording his music.

He would be like "y/n listen to this new melody I made the other day, How does it sound to you? I want your opinion on it" , and so on.

So, after some time, he met some guys (their names are Chan and Changbin) and they called themselves 3Racha. They were always producing amazing music together (like holy chicken nuggets amazing music). But that doesnt mean Jisung wouldn't managed to spend time with me of course XD.

Since the boys were older than him, they were attending this one special academy. It's like a 'high standard' school, where you learn how to better sing/rap, dance and how to produce songs.

You can only be accepted if youre rich or really talented. So Jisung really wanted to be accepted there by his talent, since so many well-known people graduated at this academy. That's why he trained dancing, singing and rapping, and producing music all day long.

It really was his dream to get accepted there, even though it's 3 hours away from here and he would have to stay in dorms. I know I would miss him like crazy, hes like my one and only friend. Well, I know there are the other guys, Chan and Changbin (I got to know them better but they would be there too). I would be all alone, but I never told Jisung that since it was so important to him.

A different reason why a part of me doesn't want him to leave is that I have a huge crush on Jisung since elementary school (obviously I didn't tell him that like why would I tell him that?!). But I guess he would never have these feelings for me, he is so popular, he's getting confessed like so often, its crazy.

Jisung knows that I like music but he doesn't know that I'm also interested in actually making music.

Every time when I watched the boys producing music and making songs, it fascinated me. I really love singing and by spending time with Jisung, I learned a bit of rapping (no lessons from him obviously ,sometimes I ask Changbin and Chan who got really excited to help me). I also managed to write a few songs, which Jisung never knew. They're all in my little note book, which I carry with me 24/7, it's kinda like a diary to me cuz I write there all my thoughts, lyrics and melodies.

I started to really love writing songs and I would love to be a song writer one day, but my self-esteem is lower than the lowest sea.

I also never told Jisung that I like writing songs or that I actually wrote some. Since he would make me audition too and because of his personality he would wanted me to make it to the academy, even more than him. Since Jisung would do anything for his friends, even if that means he has to step back for his dream.

That's the main reason why I didnt tell him that, cuz it is his dream and I dont want to interfere there.

Also, even if I wanted to go to the academy, I couldnt. My family has not much money and I dont have the talent like Jisung. Thats why Im keeping it to myself and support Jisung with all of my heart.

One day, it was the day of the audition. Jisung went with Chan and Changbin to the place. I was so sad that I couldnt go cuz I had to babysit the twins, but the other guys kept me updated through messenger. It was a rough and nerve wrecking day for all of us.

But like a week later Jisung got a letter from the academy and this little jerk pranked me first by saying he didnt pass, I was so shocked and was ready to fight everyone there, thats when Jisung bursted out of laughter and said that he got accepted. Well now I was ready to fight him for giving me such a heart attack.

Even though he was so happy since his dream came true, was it a nightmare for me, but I put on a smile for him and I was really happy ......FOR HIM.

The departing day came, Jisung and I had to say goodbye "Its not a long goodbye, Ill come back and visit you in my holidays of course", "Well just dont forget me, when you're famous", I said jokily. "How could I forget you, you're my best friend and my biggest supporter y/n, remember, we will text and call everyday" , he smiled at me.

I have to say, he said this with so much confident, I really believed that. At first. We hugged and he drove away and I still never told him my feelings.

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more than that masterlist

- haikyuu social media au -

pairing: oikawa x manager!reader

synopsis: when karasuno’s manager y/n comes across seijoh she isn’t really amazed. on the contrary, she instantly takes a dislike to their captain with his flirty and petty attitude. he however seems to make it his goal to annoy the girl to no end- or is it called flirting?

00 - karasuno squad || seijoh squad

01 - the enemy

02 - thirst traps

03 - rejected man

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Eric Nam reads thirst tweets

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thanks for the tag @changbinniez-princess 🙆

am i surviving? yes and no, depends on THEIR mood

tagging: @kesmonsterkpop @mooneylooney1 @randomkpopfiction @waterfallsandrosebuds @bangteen @yangcaffeine @astrohawritings @vicapuleti @yunholoveblog @daybreakx

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Double Knot (English Ver.) Performance Video ☪️ JISUNG

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200120 tenlee_1001 instagram update (1, 2)

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why is his voice so deep for? 🚶🏽‍♂️

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ehm Excuse me ?! o.O

seungmin ☆ 191215

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Hahahahaha OMG i love seungkwan <3 xD

seventeen as AirPod users

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my heart after reading this beautiful piece <3

[ YOUNG GOD ] missingfootage.mpeg-4

file name: birthday nightmares

warnings: descriptions of abuse, violence, and alcohol

ryu says: this is not a chapter. the events in this file are meant only to provide backstory and bonus context for the chapters to come. what happens between jisung and you in this excerpt can be seen as characterisation and character development, but will not be referenced in the chapters. 

enjoy.

SEP. 14 2005

“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you!”

His mother’s arms were wrapped around him in a warm hug, swaying him gently as he squealed with laughter. Six red candles glowed on top of a homemade birthday cake. 

“Happy birthday, dear Jisung, happy birthday to you!” On the last note, she swiped a dollop of vanilla frosting and dabbed it onto his nose, making the toddler burst into a fit of giggles. His mother had drawn the curtains, a handful of balloons – they were all she could find – around them. Her bright smile was lit up by the birthday candle flames, a smile Jisung hadn’t seen for what felt like forever. 

Her face was an odd shade of white, but at least there were no red markings. Jisung didn’t like the red marks, because they always made his mother cry.

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Why are they exactly my fav group again xD lmao

Chan: where am i?

Chan: who am i?

Chan: i am not….

Hyunjin: [softly in the background] groot…