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one of the best parts about being mentally ill is the art you make

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coming up with deep & meaningful titles, making notes, and thinking about writing my novel >>>> actually writing my novel, trying to describe things without sounding like a 4th grader being forced to make an essay about their favorite animal

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i hate when the group chat goes suddenly silent when i send a message, like... hello? y'all were just yapping? atp just kick me from the group i despise being ignored

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me with every single tf2 character except soldier. i don't even like soldier that much idk why i can only draw him why can't i draw like. spy. correctly 🎀

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sfjqrjw5ktwjsnfsf HE'S LITERALLY ME 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙 FACE REVEAL. TJIS IS ME. IM HIM. HE'S ME. FACE REVEAL. 💙💙💙💙💙🪽

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im so different on different apps

on tumblr im insanely mentally ill and nonchalant

on pinterest im insanely mentally ill and dgaf

on discord im insanely mentally ill and silly

uh. yeah hit post

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when i get bored of tumblr so i open discord for 2 seconds then reopen tumblr

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i just went down the worst rabbit hole possible

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"i need to be more productive" i say as i open tumblr for the 34th time today

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IM SHAKING ON THE FLOOR AND CONTRACTED RABIES WHAT THKS IS SO COOL I LOVE THIS🪽🪽🪽🪽!!!!!

MEDIC!

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Another poem ✨️

Warning for NSFW & descriptions of gore :3

Dirty, Gruesome by Amber/Morute

Let's dig deep inside each other's organs,

Cover our nude bodies in blood,

Bite each other's lips so hard they bleed-

Then lick the blood off

Kill ourselves to rise again

Baby, darling, my one and true only,

Let's get dirty.

Let's rub ourselves against one another,

Taste the warmth

Blush and spread

Blush as red as blood

Let me dig deep into your body

Taste your blood

Taste your every bone

Taste it-

Taste you.

Baby, darling, my one and true only,

Let's get gruesome.

Wrap myself in your vocal cords

Nuzzle into your rotting body

Baby, darling, my one and true only.

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I made a poem!! :33

TW for implied starving and other stuff

House by Amber/Morute

This house is a prison,

But I wouldn't want it any other way.

It's either too silent.

Or much too loud.

But I sit in my locked room in any way,

Listening to the sounds.

Screams, rattles, yells, clatters, and curses,

All common sounds in this house

The only times I walk out of my locked room,

Is to walk across the dirty floors,

Imagining a place where I wasn't locked,

Is to get food,

Searching every spot for a single crumb, to feed my hunger, just for a while

Or to leave the prison-house.

And walk into another prison.

Somedays, when I'm sat in my locked room,

I think of people,

I think of education,

I think of food,

I think of better places than this,

Mostly though

I think about the cages and bars.

Each and every one of us

Surrounded

Prisons of houses

Houses of prisons

Why do I not want to leave?

My locked room, it's *my* locked room, I can leave, I can unlock it

But I'm scared

It's all I've known

Something else

Scares me

That's why I only ever think

Only think about truly leaving

I only leave the prison

For more prison, different prison

I like this prison

Sometimes I can't tell

I tell myself over and over,

I hate this

I hate the screams

The rattles

The yells

The clatters and the curses

The dirty floors

The searching for non-expired food

And the locked rooms

But

In my core, in my heart

I like it

It's okay

Right?

This house

Is a prison

My mind

Is a prison

One I can't leave

One I hate

One I love

This house

Is a prison

Why can't I convince myself?

Is it truly the only thing I could ever know?

I can't be taught of others?

Is this world a prison?

Does a child born in a burning house,

Believe the entire world is burning?

This house

Is something else

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN GUYS!! this is what you get for a Halloween post :P have fun chat

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hawk tuah

hawk tuah!! :D

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why is naming things literally the hardest thing in the universe. crying.

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jaw dropped when i saw 35 chapters

thank you though!! :D will read

i need medic angst fanfics. kill that man. make somebody break up with him. make him depressed. make him sad as hell. make him get hit. make him get brutally murdered in a dark alleyway. make him pay for his sins. DESTROY HIS LIFE.

{ bonus points if he's religious in it... }