mooruri

[mooruri]

no need to thank me it’s completely understandable!! your emotions should always be taken into account. it’s frustrating that people don’t, especially when it comes from family. i trust you have a good support system to help you navigate this 🩷

also sorry if this ask got sent twice i don’t remember if i already sent one in 😭😭

-🔍

You’re too kind, lovely~ It’s frustrating indeed, we shall overcome this 👏🏽 And no worries. Hearing from you is something to cherish ✨

[mooruri]

hey, your feelings on your health/body are totally valid. i know it’s hard to understand and it’s easy to say, especially with imposter syndrome and because i cannot truly imagine what you’re going through. i’m sorry to hear that everyone else seems to minimise your health issues. you’re allowed to not be okay. you’re valid, always 💞

-🔍

It’s you again~ I won’t lie, I’ve been waiting for you to show up again dearest 💋

Thank you though.. genuinely. You saying that means a lot since I’ve spent my entire life wondering if my pain is enough. If my battered flesh is enough. I wonder all the time if Im even hurt if there are no violent bruises.. I appreciate you being here and I hope you’re alright as well. Mwah~

[mooruri]

✨.

What people need to realise about “reclaiming” a slur is that it’s not something someone does in their personal time for self improvement. It’s a form of Socail protest and reformation of language. It has to be an intentional group effort or it does nothing.

Take the word B!tch, for example. We have seen this shift from a derogatory term to one of positive description, Because there was an active intention by women to purposefully change what the word bitch meant in order to reclaim it as their own.

The same goes for the word Queer, or the N word. These switches were made by the community not by single people who wanted to feel like edgy shit.

Now, take the R slur into this measure. As a community of disabled individuals, we are divided between two camps: the people who want to say the r slur WITHOUT changing anything and keeping its original ableist usage and those who don’t want to say it at all.

Saying it in your day to day life by yourself doesn’t reclaim anything. because there’s not reformation, there’s no changing of definition, and there’s no community backing you up. You’re just saying a slur. And thus, you’re an asshat.

[mooruri]

I’ve been forced to be “fine” for so long that now whenever im in pain, it feels like im making things up.

Im just so angry but I don’t know how to even express that because im not one to express rage… but being chronically ill and how it feels like my body is always betraying me is the closest thing to female rage that I can get.

‧₊˚𖦹 ࣪.��𓍊𖤣𖥧‪𖡼‬𖥧𖤣𓍊𓋼. ࣪𖦹˚₊‧

‧₊˚𖦹 ࣪.𓋼𓍊𖤣𖥧‪𖡼‬𖥧𖤣𓍊𓋼. ࣪𖦹˚₊‧

venting about chronic pain/illness ahead

I remember my ex saying that normal people don’t feel pain every single day of their lives. They’re not in a constant state of agony. For as long as I can remember. I’ve been in pain. Body aches, migraines, stomach issues. I wasn’t diagnosed with fibromyalgia until very later on, like Highschool for me. And even afterwards, i was simply dropped medically. No one paid attention to me, no one helped me. So things became harder in school, because I couldn’t get accommodations without any kind of medical documentation.

My mother tells me I need a doctor. Even more so now that im across the country for college. But im genuinely just stuck. I have only my schools insurance but I don’t know where to start, especially since every other doctors I’ve seen about Fibromyalgia has been like “that’s not a real diagnosis”.

It has made me feel like a complete imposter. If nothing is “wrong” with me, then what now? What do I do? For days, my back has been killing me and yesterday was the worse day. I was trying to make it back to my apartment and everything just became a blur. I couldn’t think, I couldn’t stand. I could just feel everything giving out on me. And this has been my life.

“You’re too young to have so much going on” mentality made my adolescence hell. Every single teacher who told me I don’t feel that bad or became irritated that I didn’t feel comfortable doing something, makes me angry.

Because instead of setting out in gym, I participated and ended up being in pain for days. I went on that senior trip and hiked up that large ass hill in the blazing heat and was in so much pain for days.

Now that I’m in college, Im terrified. I have no records, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I have chronic migraines and fibromyalgia but no one takes it seriously. On top of that I have hella stomach/digestion issues?? I don’t think it’s normal to feel this much pain when eating. People don’t understand me when I say I genuinely feel better when I don’t eat and have nothing in my system… because once things go in, then comes the nauseous feeling, the cramping, the feeling of knowing exactly where each gas’s bubble is moving inside me.

My wrist ache, my back hurts, and on top of this, I start my second semester next week. Someone send help.

Doctors before always say “exercise more”… WHAT IN THE UTTER FUCK DOES THAT EVEN MEAN??? Like I just told you it hurts to exert so much energy. Guys please kill me :/

[mooruri]

Yes. :( im about to post something so excuse me as I tweak out over being chronically ill

“slut era” i whisper to myself as i rot in my bed, sick like a frail victorian child

[mooruri]

to my followers and soon to be mutuals… yes I see you and I have already stalked all your blogs down to the very end. I always forget to follow people back, but im always creeping, I promise ❤️

And I just know you guys are all fine as hell 😌☝️

If you ever wanna talk… 👀 men & minor dni

[mooruri]

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Last few days have been rough as a survive another flare up :,) feeling terrible and want to just lay in bed. Just going to ball up and watch the pretty snow fall.

Here’s your daily reminder to take things slowly~

[mooruri]

I need to record it. Like everything. The giggling in the dark. The sounds of shadows kissing in the frame. I need to see how I looked when she told me to get in the bed face down and ass up in the air. How she looked plunging into me, gasping at how easily she slipped in… how she sounded as she apologized for what she was about to do. Apologizing for how harshly she pounded inside of me. I need to see how the Moon’s light looked on my back as she watched us come undone. I want to see what made her call me her good slut and pretty whore…

Do you think it was how my ass looked as it crashed down onto her stomach or maybe it was when I bent over.. how my pussy looked while slowly riding her cock~

[mooruri]

Can we talk about her pussy bulge?!? Like it’s so pretty.. especially with the way it looks when she’s laying on her side, legs pressed together… bulge appearing right next to her beautiful ass. Ugh~

[mooruri]

I will happily pop a tit at any time of the day and anywhere to get whatever i want 💫

perv femmes whose hands are always creeping up your shirt or unbuttoning your pants. perv femmes who will push their tongue into your mouth on the first kiss. perv femmes who guide your hands exactly where they want you to grope and squeeze. perv femmes who look like they’re going to eat you every time you change in front of them. perv femmes who will happily take all their clothes off just for your attention.

[mooruri]

i just got fucked into the mattress after being very sexually frustrated for a while now. i now understand why straight girls go crazy over it… i damn near lost my mind over a piece of plastic stretching me out ✨

men & minors don’t ruin this for me. DNI

[mooruri]

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One of my favorite things about her is her mouth fetish~ The way she stares at my every move, every moment I reapply lipgloss or bring a drink up to my lips.. She says they’re perfect and that I have her favorite mouth. She gets curious sometimes though, sometimes even restless.

Throughout the entire conversation, she had been darting her eyes back and forth, perhaps she forgets I can see where her eyes are looking. How her eyes dilate when her gaze drops. I take note, but do nothing outright at first.. except for when I pronounce B’s my mouth forms perfect O shapes.. and my lips suddenly need to be slightly gap between each sentence.. Until I open my mouth a little too wide mid sentence and suddenly she has me by the jaw.

She likes to explore.. she pries my mouth open with her thumb, sliding in between my teeth and tongue. Sometimes I find myself lucky with multiple fingers in my mouth, filling each tooth ridge and swirling around the tip of my tongue.. Her face is usually blank by now.. that same face she makes when she’s plunging deep inside me and looking at me.. well my mouth.

It’s like nothing else is behind those empty eyes aside from the thoughts of my mouth doing unspeakable things for my princess. I enjoy staring at her in this state.. empty minded and hungry for release. For now, she has one hand thrusting inside me before I guide her other to my lips. She takes note that I see her reaction and gets shy.. pulling away.

But I catch her hand, bringing it just below my chin, so I can take her at both ends at the same time. My head bobs down as I slobber all own her hand… licking my favorite two.. and there it is, her grunts get slightly deeper, eyes get slightly narrower…

There goes my bunny~ Isn’t there something so beautiful about turning a bottom into a hot mess of a top that’ll do anything to please me.. this is your reward, sweetness. This is what you were made to do. To fuck my wet, gaping pussy as if it were the last thing you’d ever get to do.

Now come here princess, let mommy take care of the mess you’ve created in between your thighs~

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Yes that is my mouth ;)

men & minors dni at all

[mooruri]

alrighttt i’ll be here to stay cause i love spilling confessions. as far my secrets i don’t mind sharing them but i do get very analytical.

like me saying that i’d dom a sub and call them mommy? that’s my secret. like i know the title goes against the whole point but to call a sub mommy just feels good. maybe i can circle it to having “mommy issues” and this is my way of getting control on the situation or whatever. but in either case my pants gets creamed at the idea. OF COURSE i’d only do if it they’re comfortable (I don’t think i’ll find any sub who’d like to be called that though) but it is one of my secrets.

that just calling a pillow princess mommy. idk i love girls who don’t like to lift a finger.

-🔎

Good good then because I love to analyze things and think way too deeply about certain subjects. I’ve always thought that nicknames like “mommy” were so cute and powerful in a way and therefore could be used however you need to in the moment. And I’d think you’re right in saying it does feel good. I mean I want to be called it while in the sub position, just need to be given the chance.

I suppose I’m used to having to lift a finger to get whatever I want instead of giving up full control. I think I’m just waiting for that opportunity too~

men and minors dni thx

[mooruri]

Oh my~

“they’re both girls! nothing will happen!” ma’am my tongue is so deep inside your daughter’s cunt, i bet she can feel me tickling her heart.

[mooruri]

DAMNNN i’m your first ever anon? that’s insane you need a little club where everyone gathers to share their deepest secrets and allat like i don’t know talking about how much the need to dom and nurture someone is getting stronger everyday. (me frl im convinced it’ll solve my issues)

LMAOOO i might give you a headache hold on tight for my asks 😭😭😭

Yes, you are, lovely~ And if we were to start a lil club, I shall name it Moi’s Angels. Something cute and sexy for you guys. Tell me, what’s your deepest secret? Or do you not do ‘allat’?~ Perhaps you’ll be one of my favorites since you have now gained a special place here. And you will never give me a headache since I’ll now look forwards to hearing from you~

[mooruri]

Fuck yes 🥹 Im not a coquette princess, just a sloppy pot head who loves women, curses too much, & has too many dirty thoughts

femme lesbians with fucked up makeup!! femme lesbians in sweatpants and messy hair!! femme lesbians that spend most days working a minimum wage job or smoking pot!! femme lesbians wearing jeans and a t shirt!!

femme lesbians are not all coquette pink princesses and i feel like that’s all i see on social media these days.. make some noise for messy femme lesbians with messy lives!!

[mooruri]

You know what’s the gayest thing you can do..? Loving yourself queen~

or king… or vaguely ungendered monarch <3

men & minors.. love yourself but don’t interact with me