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you can’t convince me they weren’t going the jjpope route before ruining the show by caving to fanservice

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UUUGGHGHFHGHG

jjpope as you are in love by taylor swift if the writers weren’t cowards

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desperately need someone to like. rewrite the entire show except jjpope is canon and put it on ao3. and i need it to blow up so everyone else can see what we lost 😭

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ALSO rafe does not deserve a redemption arc i will die on that hill

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i doubt anyone who hates them is going to watch this anyway, considering they don’t care about the truth, but if anyone watches this documentary and comes out of it still thinking their parents didn’t deserve what happened and more there’s truly no hope for you. some of yall are way too comfortable defending two pedos and a rapist

i wish they touched on the fact that kitty touched and did things with lyle also. like she was not just a bystander. she deserved it just as much

people are like “victims should be allowed to kill their abusers” until they actually do. yall want a “perfect victim” and in your eyes it’s a dead one. then when they’re dead you wanna talk about “oh *the abuser* deserved to be put to death”. yall piss me off so bad with that

yall go through all the absolutely HORRIFIC shit they did and tell me you wouldn’t want to kill the person who did it to you. taking away your childhood innocence, making you not feel like a real person. having a mental age of 8 at 18 because they treated you so bad. then people start feeling bad for the people who did that to you. all because you stopped it

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i’m mad about the election i’m mad about outer banks i’m still sad about liam and seunghan i’m stressed for the menendez brothers like nothing good is going on over here

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rudisons complaining about them being unprofessional as if it’s not their fault in the first place lmaooo

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tennessee is pregnant i have no one to talk to about this

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^^^

i think i’ve said this but people who ship jiara give people who have never had a real romantic relationship and/or have never had a genuine friend of the opposite sex. and/or they find jj attractive and are projecting onto kiara

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i’m SICK.

no matter what happens on feb 23 they aren’t taking jjpope and lesbian kiara away from me they can try and fail to pull them from my cold dead hands

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and AGAIN.

i think that what this season showed about jiara is that it has to be super forced and their personalities have to completely change in order to work

like, them looking at each other a bunch. it didn’t feel natural and it seemed super obvious that it was being used to try to bring attention to their relationship. where with jjpope, there’s multiple moments where they look at each other and it’s just natural, like the one in the car when pope looks away when jj does. or jj making a joke and then looking at pope.

i saw someone say that kiara was very vocal about her love for jj or something. but that’s the thing, pope didn’t have to be vocal. we could see with how he looked at him and touched him and what he did for him how much he loved him. same with jj. they never had to say they loved each other because we could see it.

with jj and pope, nothing about their relationship has to change. nothing about their personalities has to change in order for a romantic relationship between them to work. if they just started dating and calling each other boyfriend’s, nothing about how they treat each other and act around each other would have to change. the way i see jiaras talk about like headcanons or imagines or whatever they’re called, they completely change their relationship dynamic. they barely interacted in season one and whenever they did interact in season two (and one) most of their interactions were them bickering or arguing. any jiara post i see they’re all lovey dovey. that’s how yall want jj to interact with you, you’re projecting onto kiara

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💔💔💔💔

jjpope is my biggest heartbreak

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i’m so sick

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In another universe the boys weren’t overworked, in another universe the boys were protected from older women and the media. in another universe maybe zayn stayed. in another universe the boys reconciled. in another universe they remained brothers until they were old and gray. in another universe liam recovered and found peace.

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they were all brothers. they are all brothers.

no one, and i mean no one, will ever be able to understand those years and growing into adults in the bubble they were the way those five will. for five years, they saw each other more than they saw their own families. they became family. they share something so special that people nor circumstances will ever break— they shared their youth. they shared a flash of time together that shaped them from boys into men. and as much as we’ve talked about how integral liam was to our childhoods and growth through this band, a piece of the other four boys’ childhoods and youth also died yesterday. a piece of their history died yesterday. a face to their personal memories died yesterday. and it’s devastating.

they found a home in each other when they were so far away from home, and i cannot even begin to imagine the grief they are feeling and will continue to feel.

walking in the wind has the perfect line like “if you’re lost, just look for me. you’ll find me in the region of the summer stars” and i know for a lifetime to come those four guys will be living that out as the years go on.

my entire chest aches for them. they deserve all the space and grace during this delicate time.

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I'm going to miss him forever. I'm not exaggerating when i say there probably hasn't been a day when i didn't think about the boys in some capacity for years and now whenever i do there's just going to be this empty space. and i know that with time it'll get better, the pain will lessen and it will be filled with memories and love, so it's not hopeless. but fuck, that space shouldn't be there. none of this should be happening. I'm going to miss him forever

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"Its possible to acknowledge he's a bad person and be saddened by-" dude he's dead. He died violently and suddenly and it was probably awful the entire time. A guy died. Stop turning everything into how you have the morally superior take. A guy DIED in a TERRIBLE way. Now is not the fucking time to go "erm acshtually he did xyz" or disclaimer everything with how you Don't Support Him. You don't need to say that about someone who just died in a violent and painful way. You don't need to turn someone's death into that. The guy has friends and family who can see that shit, be quiet if you can't keep that to yourself.

Besides, he was only 31. If you think someone is finished cooking at 31 you have a big storm coming. You don't know the kind of person he would've become if he had the chance to actually live his life instead of just the beginning of it.

Don't turn someone's DEATH into how your opinion of him is the most morally pure one on the internet. He wasn't a war criminal, he was a boy band member who got internationally mega-famous when he could barely even legally drink