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If you ever had worries of your delulus about some random famous person just know

You are less delulu then the atiny who swore Mingi wanted her like it was some early 2010s fanfic on WattPad.

I’m not joking when I say translated this says

“Mingiya

I'm not here to fangirl.

I'm not.

I'm here to leave you in your dreams.

If you feel it, wave.

‘Fixon Me“

Not only is it poorly translated on her end, it is very improper and very much disrespectful in how it’s written.

She never added 요 which means ‘yo’ and is a very safe and proper way as a non native speaker to make sure you are showing proper respect when writing to someone you do not know. But if any native or more fluent Korean speakers wanna chime in on what this fully says like how it’s written please I beg send it in cause I can translate it through the better apps but I need to know if it makes sense in Korean from an actual speaker of the language.

When I say her captions were insane.

She fully went ‘in a sea of screaming and chaos I was calm and still’

“Let’s see if the wolf can find its prey again”

Her ‘see you in Arlington’ sounded like a threat I’m not even joking.

She was straight up fighting with people at the show when they said Mingi was looking at them because she swore him looking out into the soundcheck crowd was him cold locked on her. And she swore in the venue he did it again where he was dead locked in on her

Like babes, he was doing his job. If he was so focused on you like you think and felt this magic fanfic level connection you would have gotten the NDA but obviously since your MARRIED and he did not send staff to get you, he didn’t feel this magic connection you assumed was there.

Shawty read a few too many dark romance and fanfics and thought she could manifest it into reality like.

So remember you may be delulu, but you will never be THAT delulu.

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Hope you’re doing alright, healing well and taking time for yourself.

Aw thank you anon.

I’m doing good, healing is going good. Though think my bodies still getting used to the whole missing a piece of it so that’s a bit ya know ugh.

I have been just trying to vibe and relax and also back at work so it’s extra ugh.

But I’m doing alright. Thank you for asking.

I’m still here if anyone wants to yell into the inbox

I know life has been ya know….not the most fun time. But I hope everyone has been doing alright, and has been taking care of themselves.

:)

Here you’re the cat I’m the guy.

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So fuck Saige and the white women tears she uses to actively harm anyone in her way.

Fuck Saige and her need to spread whisper campaigns about innocent people.

Like you tried to paint Bdave Walters as a predator? The Victor temple? All around decent guy who is not afraid of the smoke? And now you’re doing it again, with the same type of story against another well loved Poc man in the TTRPG space.

Jesus Christ.

Also cheating on your partners? Not cool.

Stalking your ex and their new partner who was the old partner of your new partner? Fucked up and weird.

So hey, Saige Ryan, get the fuck out of TTRPG spaces now and fuck off where you belong. You do not deserve to be in the TTRPG space, you have lost all privilege to it. You deserve to leave and rot with the other disgusting shits who tried and got caught using the space as their own little weird playground.

Is it hard for people to just be decent? Is it really that hard?

The fact she has weaponized the rooted fear of POC to create whisper campaigns against people is so fucked. Like, all it took was her saying Bdave was a predator with zero proof and people believed her. Because 1) she’s a woman in a very male dominated space. 2) she’s a white woman in a very male centered space. And 3) she is using the fact in many TTRPG spaces in the modern era we know to believe women when they say ‘hey this person is bad’ because for so long that was the case.

Ugh I’m just disgusted.

I feel so bad for surena and Omar having to deal with this and i just hope it is cleared up quickly so they can move on and heal from it.

Hope Saige and Carlos fuck off to a ditch to live as weird gross trolls.

Edit: I fixed the name mistake….it is Omar not Oscar…apologies.

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so we’re really moving on like nothing happened.

Unsure what ya mean.

I haven’t ‘moved on’ so to speak

I was kind of in the hospital for like most of last week and probs missed a bunch of things

But also nothings really happened much as far as I have seen. If something has happened feel free to tell me but like.

Biggest thing in things I have seen is the whole Saige Ryan situation (which I am still looking into cause it happened when I was like offline and or asleep)

But also you forget anyone who speaks on THAT situation and it gets even slightly on radar is at risk of like being doxxed and like spam reported until they get banned so…

I’m still happy to talk to people and answer things but again I was MIA because hospital and a surgeon ripping out an organ from my stomach area. So…was a little busy actively starving for 3 days because fun fact you can’t eat when it’s GI issues cause they have to run a million tests while you have an empty stomach. Also IV fluids…don’t make you pee as much as you would think. But when ya do pee, you pee a lot….tmi? Probs. Also you get blood drawn every day…also IV’s in the arm crook and on the side of the wrist, some of the worst places when you have to sleep.

Anyway.

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Me: man what’d I miss this past week since being ya know half dead in the hospital?

*amanda on maternity leave, Damien and Angela gonna be alternating hosts on smosh mouth with Shayne, Keith has cancer again (fck cancer for real), Damien is in more things, apparently got mad at people zooming in on his fridge?(idk what this is all about or how anyone would have seen his fridge tbh) And people are excited for more Damien content every other week*

Me: ahh…I see…I see…anyway did you know I’m older than law and order SVU? Came out in 1999 I was born in 1996….i watched a lot of svu in the hospital…

Anyway…if anyone has any other updates I missed this week while being half alive from both not being able to eat in the hospital cause stomach surgery, and like ya know recovery stuff…uh send me an ask so I can be in the loop again.

Unfortunately my hyper focus of Damien dwindled when I was being jabbed for my blood at least 2 times a day…and ya know hospitals just sort of suck the life from you….

But like I’m still chill to talk and vibe if you need a spot to yell.

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A girl is 29 today.

I have spent 29 years on this floating rock in space.

29 years existing while being made of the remains of stardust from the galaxy eternally older then I will ever be.

I have lived for 29 years. When I thought I would be dead by the 18th. Never thought I’d have to plan a life this far out. I always planned a funeral, rather than a life.

It’s raining and humid. Muggy and sticky. Maybe that’s the perfect way to spend my 29th year. In bed, curled up, watching comfort videos, sleeping for an hour or two in between.

Maybe I’ll go out to dinner tonight…with my mom like always. It’ll be nice.

I’m 29….still amazed I made it past 18….

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Oh also I’m out of the hospital and like at home now. Had surgery yesterday, and was discharged. Bot after trying to most likely mean mug the nice nurses who were trying to do their job. My apology to them.

Got home, changed into like pjs and passed the fuck out. Legit slept on and off from 7pm yesterday to like 11am today

So far not a lot of pain just more so pressure from the gas they had in my stomach during surgery.

Also ya know still sleepy. But that’s just cause I’ve been up and walking around so it’s like my body being like ‘bitch! We are trying to heal you! Fucking chill’

Like it’s that weird sleepy woozy type thing, like you’re sleepy so it has you off balance a bit.

That’s just more so my body being tired and needing to heal me, and my anemia that has me forever sleepy.

Anyway I’m alive, and I hope everyone is doing okay.

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So beyond my surgery being pushed from yesterday to today, my surgeon is also the trauma surgeon and had like 2 back to back emergency surgeries he had to do, I think this hospital stay has been decent.

I can’t eat anything, and have had like 2 meals since being admitted on Sunday because gallbladder means no food! Damn you bile duct! And damn you gallbladder stones!

I got my first MRI, which was interesting, they had me listening to like basic Rock FM radio and the last song playing was limp bizkit and all I could think of was

I should get my surgery and then some point today be discharged since it’s a pretty easy basic surgery.

I hope everyone else is doing good though. I hope none of you are stuck in the hospital haha.

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Happy vacation to me.

I’m in the hospital with potential gallbladder issues….my birthday is on Friday. I was gonna go to the zoo on Wednesday. But seems if they have to take out my gallbladder then I’m shit out of luck on the zoo for my birthday :(

Anyway….happy 29 years on a floating rock to me.

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I genuinely think you need to speak to your psychiatrist and therapist about this obsession with Chel and Damien. It is honestly very sad to see people indulging your schizo delusions.

Me? Schizo?

Though I did have psychosis once when I was 16, worst time of my life, would not recommend, and I do have a higher chance of developing schizophrenia thanks to genetic factors on both my mom and bio dads sides of the family , oh and I do have Schizoid personality disorder, though that has zero to do with schizophrenia. The schizo in front really throws people. Uhh what else, oh I have MDD, and GAD…that do anything for ya?

You realize how fucking ableist you sound when you just throw around words you have zero clue the implications of right?

Look there are Plenty of ways to call me crazy, but let’s not throw around the word schizo as freely as you seem to.

Look I’m not gonna engage in your opinions of me like you want, I just don’t care what you think of me.

Call me crazy, call me obsessive, call me every name you want. I still will not give a shit.

But here I’ll post this so you get your 2 seconds of validation.

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Out of general curiosity, has anything ever come true or in a similar direction after a tarot reading? How accurate would you consider/believe it is overall?

Yes, I believe things have not so much ‘come true’ but more so come to roost, and often have helped show a path things can and depending on the situation will eventually go down.

As for how accurate I think it is, I believe it is as accurate as any tool is.

Tarot and other divination tools are used in addition to things, they aren’t like an end all tell all. Ya know.

You use them in conjunction, and then can they really only ‘come true’ if you work towards that path they help lay the ground for.

I know TV, books and movies have sort of made divination seem like this ‘you must do this thing or you will die!’ Type thing ya know, but divination while powerful in the right (or wrong) hands, is a tool, and only when in the proper situation can that tool work to its fullest potential.

I won’t say what tarot has come true for me because that’s very personal and not something I would share, like how I don’t share my other divinations.

But I will say many things have come to roost from readings. Time lines vary, but in my opinion and from what I have seen, the universe works in mysterious ways.

Weather you believe it or think it’s all ‘witchy junk’ is up to you.

I believe in it, i work with it, i use it in my everyday, and i believe it is an accurate tool if used properly and taught properly.

I hope this all made sense, if not I apologize

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To the anon who sent me the links

I got you. And yeah that’s what I assumed they did pre-Covid.

I’m not gonna post your ask because better safe then sorry like you said we don’t want SOMEONE to decide that public knowledge that is available to anyone with Google to scream it’s doxxing.

But I thank you for the links. I will now go snoop and see that portfolio just to see what’s up with their skills as a SFX loving nerd.

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Any tarot updates? Are the cards still saying a breakup will happen?

I haven’t done any card pulls recently, more so for my own reasons, but I will say the last one I did, seemed to be like I won’t say it’s pointing to a break up or a dropping of them but it’s pointing to something happening between him and another person. And a semi move backward before a big move forward if that makes sense.

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I think Florida is giving bad energy to Damien 👀

Honestly that’s just Florida in general. No offense to those of Florida but, Florida has that energy of ‘it’s either about to be the best time for you or THE WORST’ no In between.

But also I mean the man is doing like back to back cons so his energy is probs having a hard time recouping. But like seems the bad vibes be catching up to him a bit what with bed bugs and then his plane delay to Florida. I mean it’s all basic mundane things we all deal with but I like to think it’s the universe giving him a lil spice ya knows

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Chel isn’t moving. She’s just posting things to try and get seen on the internet again because her post about Beth didn’t take off and Beth didn’t give her the attention she wanted. She immediately switched gears from being an artist to now being a card reseller in an attempt to be “cool”?

As far as Damien taking her to Florida, she has no friends there anymore. Maybe 1 or 2 (2 still live there), but her reputation will get her recognized either way. It’s interesting that she wants to claim to not care about Beth and want to be done with it, but recently pinned her doc about her and had people tweet Beth on her birthday yesterday to tell her she’s a terrible person.

She can’t let go of Beth and the life she’s decided she deserves so I don’t think she’ll ever stop sending people to harass her. She’ll have to find a new villain eventually though.

*EVERYTHING SAID IN ANSWERS OR ASKS IS PURLY OPINON, ASSUMPTIONS AND OR SPECULATION. IT IS NOT FACTUAL IT IS PURLY OPINON AND OR SPECULATION*

I think she switched because being a ‘Rip and ship’ streamer has more anonymity to it. Often your just selling cards and card packs, no one is digging into your life, or trying to gain some kind of relationship with you like a twitch streamer or art streamer. Like obviously you make friendships in any form of streaming but pokemon cards are some of the more lucrative because of how much the fans of the TCG will spend to get a rare or a card they have been needing.

The rest is going under a read more so people who dobt want to read or deal with all this can scroll faster.

I don’t know if she is moving or not, my guess she is probably testing waters to see if people would respond the way she wanted. No one really took her side on the Beth doc beyond the very curated comments on the Instagram post. And she is just sort of tossing things at the wall to see what sticks. But also I do think she would want her own space to be able to post about things and not have people analyze every inch of a photo to see if it’s still Damien’s house. I do know Damien had to get his house treated for bed bugs( he said so on his discord this isn’t like me being a weirdo or something) which those fuckers suck, as someone who has dealt with them before. So odds are her packing up her stuff as fast as she can is because of the bed bugs and to probably start moving whatever stuff she has for her ‘industry’ work.

If she did have people tweeting Beth she’s horrid on her birthday, it’s something I wouldn’t put past her. It’s horrific and why I say chel has the energy vibes of rancid gone off milk. But this is how she works it seems, Make every day and moment in Beth’s life about her to see if she can push Beth to speak on the situation. Which Beth seems to be healing and much better adapt to handle her attention seeking ways. And just doesn’t engage. Which is smart for her.

I doubt Damien would take her to Florida when he’s going to a con. It’s work for him and he only ever seen the con through his booth or panels so it’s not like he has free time to hang around ya know? I don’t know much about her time there beyond that’s where her and Beth met and crossed paths so I assume she would not really want to go back to visit, but you never know.

She can’t let go of a lot of things, and it shows in how she acts and speaks about things. She’ll find a new villain and when that person doesn’t engage with her, she’ll keep moving till she has someone. And who ever they are I hope they just don’t engage and let her slink off like she is apt to do.

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Hi just so people know, I’m not like, trying to replace Joan or what they were doing with their blog. I’m just here while they decide if they want to remake their blog (differently obviously, not gonna be what year of the snvke was focused on) and just to answer any questions or be a place you can yell everything your feeling about the situation at.

Also I keep things vague for a reason, for my own self and because it makes sure THEY can’t try to get my blog shut down for ‘bullying/harassment/stalking/doxxing’ because I have not said anything or shown anything that is not public knowledge.

Fun fact if you post it on a public account you can’t scream someone is doxxing or stalking you.

I answer asks and give MY OPINON on it and that’s it. Is my OPINON always worded nicely? No. But that’s because I’m a bitch.

Unfortunately people not liking you is not bullying

Someone not liking you and saying that, is not bullying.

Me saying, yeah they did fucked shit and have rancid milk energy. Is not bullying.

Is it mean? Yes.

Can it make you feel a lil bad because no one likes hearing they have rancid milk vibes? Yeah.

But it’s not bullying. I’m not sending people to harass anyone, I’m not just giving out where a person is. I’m not even being as mean as I could be. I keep those thoughts on the inside. Year of retail have made sure of that.

I’m just stating an opinion. And speculation or assumptions. That’s it.

Any way. I’m not like trying to replace Joan. I’m just the like middle man? Body guard? Lightning rod? The person who will happily take the shit idiots want to scream and just let them tire themselves out yelling and screaming.

Anyway. Uhhh stream stray kids, ateez and 1verse *pronounced universe* (there debut ep drops this friday! Well us time is Friday it may be Thursday Korea time)

Look at these cutie pies.

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I didnt think you'd take over for Joan once they left, but I guess that makes sense

I mean I don’t think I’ve ‘taken over’ more so I’m just answering people’s questions on things.

I don’t have all the info that Joan and others have so. I’m more just a semi middle man answering things as best I can.

I’m just here to answer what I can or explain what I can. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Most of it when I get asks are like:

Or

Like I’m just here trying my best to explain things.