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sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

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there are corners of this website where the year is still 2013. and sometimes, on beautiful nights when the veil is thin, you can find them . if you know where to look

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Feeling freaked out tonight. I don't want to go deeper but anxiety and loneliness compound eachother in really gross ways. They are besties laughing at me behind my back.

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Small achievable goals

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Anaïs Nin, from a novel titled "A Spy in the House of Love," published in 1954

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Tomorrow I will eat mussels and bread and butter

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Might be a wasteland, actually

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you are not a wasteland you just need ibuprofen and a hot bath and a shower and a nutritious meal and some water and some fresh air and to do something productive and to do something creative and to do something that takes physical exertion and to do something social

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Who was the man who first salted the slug

What was he thinking to try

Roaming the lands pouring salt on god’s creatures

Hoping for one which would die

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Nonononononono

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Gatekeeping is so good and important

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Anyway anyway. No matter how old you get the little voice in your head never goes away so you better personify it as something you can get along with.

I am going to meet two whole friends of mine over the next two months and I delighted about it. It’s more rare than I’d like it to be nowadays.

My resolution for the next few weeks is to eat healthy and not do any of my great outwardly destructive behaviours so I can look as close to a normal functioning person as possible when we meet. There’ll be lunch, there’ll be a family reunion of a family I am not part of, there’ll be lunch again, there’ll be what I think is an escape room.

Literally can’t wait.

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God I feel like shiiiiiiiiiittttttt. I’m always furious I wasn’t born with a dick because can you IMAGINE going 3 weeks of your life and not puking from pain and feeling terrible for a week. Every three weeks for most of your life. Imagine. The fucking bliss of not having to constantly check a calendar before making plans in case you’re shitting blood.

Imagine yet having to pretend it doesn’t effect your life is and totally fine actually and not a big deal.

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there are some internet friends where eventually you start calling them by their real name and then there’s times where its like nah son your name is crispy forever

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There's so much shit in my folders you have no idea