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what if i rewatched sailor moon and wrote someone .. what if i did that

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i think i’m gonna take a bubble bath and listen to music 

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meg and i: plots neil’s murder

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Stranger Things Locations | The Hargrove House 

“I remembered how it had felt the first time I’d watched the Hargrove’s in action. Neil standing over Billy with the belt in his hand. Neil calling me a stupid little girl for having the guts to try to stop him…My mom always said that my dad had me in his pocket. But Neil had her in his fist.”- Runaway Max

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people seem to forget that neil went into that relationship putting on his best act ever like he was an amazing guy who could help provide for susan and love her and treat her well bc ... shocking, i know, but abusive relationships don’t START with the partner being abusive right off the bat but instead slowly showing their true selves once getting their partner comfortable and trusting them!!!

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literally st doesn’t deserve susan and max and i will kick everyone’s ass i’m just annoyed now

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imagine if st fandom understood how abusive relationships work... Imagine.

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“i love it. is it too pink? what? why can’t you say i look nice? i thought you didn’t even care what i think. i still want you to think i look good. okay. i’m sorry. i was telling you the truth. you want me to lie? no. i mean, i just wish… i just… i wish you liked me. of course i love you!”

lady bird (2017) dir. greta gerwig

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[    i  am  troubled  and  harsh  and  hopeless.    though  i  have  love  inside  me.    but  i  don’t  know  how  to  use  love.    it  sometimes  scratches  like  barbs.    ]

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HOW TO MAKE SESSIONBOX WORK AGAIN AFTER BETA-TUMBLR WAS FORCED ON YOU.            a step by step guide on CHROME (that has worked for me so luckily it will work for others)

step 1. uninstall sessionbox completely. annoying, i know, but it’s gotta be done.

step 2. go to all your blogs, one by one, and if they have the beta activated, make sure you go to EACH BLOG’s settings > dashboard and make sure the beta dashboard is turned off.

step 3. clear your chrome’s cookies completely (in fact, i recommend you just clear your browser data entirely for this, but if you can’t, just the cookies and the history should be fine). to clear the cookies on chrome you click the three little dots on the upper corner, then go to settings and find this:

step 4. close all chrome windows to restart it.

step 5. go to tumblr.com and find this little padlock symbol (don’t log in yet):

step 6. click the padlock symbol and then click the cookies section.

step 7. find the cookies below and block them. now, block THESE ONES THAT I’M SHOWING YOU, nothing else. there are two ‘tumblr’ cookies, you should only block ONE, the one that doesn’t come with ‘www’ before ‘tumblr’. 

“but wait, jay, what does that even do? why THOSE cookies?” i’m proud to say i don’t know. i just clicked a bunch of shit until i could use sessionbox again and it worked for me. so hopefully it’ll work for you as well.

step 8. restart chrome again.

step 9. login on any account and install&start using sessionbox as you previously did. if you did all the steps correctly, it should work again. 

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lov u all

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The only April Fools day on this blog is that I fooled you all into following me.

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this cdrama is chalk full of obvious ad placements im

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*comes over to your house* *eats all your food* *leaves*

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I need a father, I need a mother, I need some older, wiser being to cry to. I talk to God but the sky is empty.

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath, February, 1956 (via persemmon)

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*⠀       ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⠀       @medusacomplex​，        " we’re not alone. “

heart    skips    a    beat    as    wide    eyes    meet    nancy’s.        she    looks    around    for    any    other    sign    of    life,        whether    human    or    monster.        she’s    not    sure    what’s    more    scary    anymore:        her    tormenting    step    brother    or    the    creatures    that    are    otherworldly.        she    reaches    out,        tugging    on    nancy’s    sleeve,        and    whispers,        “            what    do    you    mean?        did    you    see    something?            ”        her    other    hand    tightens    around    her    skateboard,        wondering    in    the    back    of    her    mind    if    she    might    need    to    sacrifice    it    as    a    weapon    of    some    kind.       that    would    really    blow    .    .    .        how    else    would    she    travel    back    and    forth    to    her    friends    homes?

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*⠀       ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⠀       @medusacomplex​，        " i know how that sounds, i know what i saw. “

couldn’t    she    go    back    to    when    the    only    monsters    in    her    life    were    men?        before    horror    movie    esque    creatures    were    more    realistic    than    one    could    even    imagine?        it’s    hard    to    remain    unconvinced    when    you’ve    seen    some    of    these    things    with    your    own    eyes.        she    presses    her    hands    to    her    forehead,        trying    to    think.        “            i    thought    the    problems    were    over?        what    does    this    mean?            ”