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List of “please don’t leave me alone” prompts

Using bodies to distract themselves from the fact that they don’t have someone to call their forever; that they aren’t worthy of anything more than just a one night stand or a casual fling.

Lying awake in the dark for the nth time, alone once again, the creeping dread of being alone forever eating away at them; the space next to them empty like it always ends up.

Finding someone and latching onto them for as long as they can, only to be left heartbroken, thoughts of things being this way forever so, so scary; wanting to believe they deserve love but perhaps they don’t and it’s something they have to be okay with.  

Hope at this point becomes false hope, because it’s starting to feel like they’re the reason no one wants to stay.

“Am I not enough of a reason for you to want to stay?” they would wonder on nights when nothing could distract them from their looming thoughts.

So when someone else comes along, they try to sabotage it because they think it wouldn’t work out anyway. As much as they like them, there’s a part of them that’s scared things won’t last, and they aren’t ready for another crushing disappointment.

Numbness is a self-defence mechanism at this point, and it’s quite clear to the both of them that that’s the case.

That person doesn’t leave, though. Not even when they’re being difficult as fuck. They go through many talks, and as frustrated as they are with them at times, they are very firm when they tell them they aren’t gonna leave and will be here for them through thick and thin; that they’re someone they do not want to lose.

Tears streaming down their face when they realise they’ve finally found someone who doesn’t want to lose them; that they’re worthy of unconditional love, as flawed as they are.

“You’re the first person to have ever told me that,” they whisper, voice thick with tears, as the other person holds them while they cry. 

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List of “'cause it’s crazy that you’re moving on so fast; but baby it’s okay if I am still the best you had” prompts 

The Best You Had - Nina Nesbitt (requested by:  @vacationsthroughcolor)

“You know why they are moving on so fast from me? It’s cause they need distractions so they would stop thinking about the fact that they lost me, twenty-four-seven.”

“I mean… They lost me. It was never the other way around.” 

“I gave them everything they could have wanted, yet they wanted to leave me for someone who could definitely not. It’s a bit embarrassing, if you ask me.” 

“So did I tell you about the story of how they were begging for me back when they realised they fucked up? That was so funny.” 

“They thought they moved on. They had to think the fuck again.” 

“Oh, sweetheart… You statistically cannot move on from me that quickly.”

“As I say… Your loss, not mine.”

“Who’s gonna tell [insert Character C’s name] they’re a rebound?”

“I mean… I’m very glad they’re not my problem to deal with anymore, but it seems like they miss dealing with me.”

“What I gave them was something no one else could. And they fumbled it.”

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List of “I wanna try it, bite it, lick it, spit it, pull it to the side and get all up in it” prompts

Guess featuring Billie Eilish - Charli xcx, Billie Eilish

“You really think I don’t know how you like it?” Character B questions as they rub Character A through their underwear, chuckling softly when Character A lets out a noise akin to a moan. (Bonus: They’re in public, hidden away somewhere from the bustling crowds, the thrill of getting caught buzzing through their veins.)

Character B pulling Character A’s underwear aside to finger them, too impatient to take it off properly.

“Why would I need to buy dessert when I have you right here?”

“May I have the honour of trying you next?” 

“Mm, as pretty as you sound right now and as much as I love when you’re like this for me, why don’t you try using your actual words for me and see how that goes?” 

“I’ve barely touched you yet you’re already so ready for me?” (Side note: I’m saying ready because I didn’t wanna use wet/hard. Point is, ready is replaceable for whatever context you’re using this prompt in.) 

“Maybe I’ll leave you begging for more, hm?” 

Character B slowly rubbing Character A, enjoying the way their body reacts to the touch. 

“You want more, don’t you?” 

Character A’s hands gripping Character B’s hair as Character B goes down on them, whimpers unable to be contained and falling softly from their prettily kiss-bitten lips. 

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List of “and no matter where I go, I’m always gonna want you back (I know, you know, I will never get over you)” prompts 

Want You Back - 5SOS 

“What if I tell you I never truly got over you?” “Well… That doesn’t change anything, does it?”

“So you’ll always love them?” “…I’m afraid so.”

“They’re just not someone you can get over. The thought of them lingers; their presence always felt.”  

“I thought you moved on.” “Unfortunately for me, I’m still very much in love with them.” 

“I… I wish they were still mine, but I fucked things up so bad, and now things will never go back to the way they were before.” 

“They really were irreplaceable. I physically cannot stomach being with someone else. It has to be them, but it also can’t be them. Not anymore.” 

“Do you actually love [insert character A’s name] or are you still thinking about [insert Character B’s name].” “…Next question, please.”

“You’re someone I can’t move on from.” “Maybe you just aren’t trying hard enough.” “No… No it’s not— You were it for me. And I somehow fucked it up.” 

“Apparently, time doesn’t make you miss somebody less, even after you’ve broken up. It actually makes you miss them more.” “…Yeah, I don’t think that’s the usual experience.” 

“I can’t help but wish I did things differently. Maybe I’d still have them in my life, you know?”

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List of “gushing to your friends about the person you’re literally head over heels in love with” prompts

Requested by: Anonymous Request: “any chance you could prompts A telling their friends that they have a crush on B?”

“Okay, we get it — you’re in love with [insert Character B’s name]. You don’t have to keep reminding us.”

“Have you ever thought about telling them about how you feel instead of like… Telling us about it?” “Um, no, because I don’t want to embarrass myself and I’d rather fangirl/fanboy over them from a distance.” 

“Oh, what I would give to talk to them…” “Huh? Then… Talk to them? I don’t understand why you’re making it sound like such a dilemma—”

“I had the most romantic dream about them.” “Oh God, here we go again…”

“With the way you talk about them, do you ever stop to consider that maybe your feelings run deeper than you seem to realise?”

“If they think they’re the best thing to have graced planet Earth then they’d be absolutely right.”

“If they called and told me they needed me right now, I’d drop everything and run to them.”

“They own me.” “That sounds weird, but sure.”

“I don’t believe in being a simp for anyone but yourself, but hear me out—”

“I will do whatever it takes to win their heart.” “I’ll do whatever it takes for you to stop saying that and actually do something.”

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ur telling me a ginger bred this man 😶‍🌫️

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the crime the criminal

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Fucking hate ai bitches this shit is poisoning my search results just like that tumblr baby crow post fuck y'all for real

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btw dating sucks as a concept.

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~*-.,_,.-*~' ^ '*-, S͜͡l͜͡e͜͡e͜͡p͜͡y͜͡ ͜͡O͜͡T͜͡P͜͡ ͜͡S͜͡c͜͡e͜͡n͜͡a͜͡r͜͡i͜͡o͜͡s͜͡ ,-*' ^ '~*-.,_,.-*~

° Character A accidentally falls asleep on their desk while they're working on something, Character B stumbles upon them and gently drapes a blanket around them. °

° Character A waking up frantically from a nightmare, which also wakes Character B up. Character A is struggling to get back to sleep so B sings A a lullaby, while stroking their hair softly. °

° Character A and B are on a video call, having fun. A few hours later, A ends up falling asleep mid-call, and B can't stop admiring and thinking about how cute they are when they sleep....even when they're drooling all over. °

° Character B went to go somewhere, and comes home late due to traffic. Character A promised to wait for them, but since B took longer than expected, B finds A asleep on the couch, with snacks sitting on their lap and the TV on, probably wanting to watch a movie with B. °

° Character A and B are having a road trip, and a couple of hours in, B notices A (the one who's driving) getting a little sleepy, so they offer to take the wheel. Immediately after they switch places, A knocks out on the passenger seat and B can't help but laugh at how cute they are. °

° Character B wakes up a little earlier than A, so when A stumbles into the kitchen, B is giggling to themselves, as A's hair is all over the place. Bonus points if Character B brushes and fixes A's hair for them. °

° Character A gets sick one day, and B spend the whole day taking care of them, feeding them, etc. A tells B they're craving some snacks, Character B quickly goes to the convenience store to buy A what they want, but when they come back, A is neatly wrapped up in countless of blankets in their bed, and is fast asleep. °

° Character A and B are sleeping in the backseat in the middle of a roadtrip with some close friends. Their friends decide to prank them, so when they both wake up, everyone is laughing uncontrollably because A and B's faces were drawn over. °

° After quite some time of not being able to see each other due to some personal reasons, A finally surprises B by visiting them, so they go to their house with gifts/flowers/snacks in hand, only to find B sleeping.....while wearing A's jacket. °

° Character B is getting late for work, but cannot move an inch as Character A is snuggled softly into their shoulder, and B simply doesn't have the heart to wake A up, as they just look so cute. °

° Character B gives A a massage after them having a really rough day, and while stroking their hair, A falls asleep during the process. Character B carries A to their bed, and making sure they're comfortable.°

° Character A is the first one asleep in a sleepover, and Character is trying to keep everyone else quiet, as to not wake Character A up. Bonus points if Character B is a pushover, and this is one of the first times they truly use their voice. °

° Character A and B are on vacation. After a long trip on the way there, they finally arrive at the hotel. When they do, Character A immediately collapses into their bed, even though it's only around 8pm, and B stays up all night. Bonus points if B ends up waking at 11am, and A is just playing with B's hair. °

(this is like my first post lmao)

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I'm bored

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Transfeminine prompts.

•"I think I'm your son... I don't think I'm a boy at all".

•Her hair falling to her waist, thick and silky, the same as her mother's, looked really feminine.

•He called her his beautiful lady, he was right.

•Wearing the lovely shoes, she felt like a child standing on her feet for the first time. [...] with a smile, she helped her up, her eyes twinkled and she looked like a proud older sister.

•"I've actually always wanted a daughte".

•"[...] this is her name, - please accept a little respect for this young girl".

•"Girl, I'm literally God, don't mess with my brains and shove your dead name, tell me the real one".

What lovely prompts! Thank you for sending them in!

Today's Prompts Are...

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Random Prompts 22:

"How're you feeling?" "Like shit."

"Sorry about that. I guess I'm not great at stealth."

"Am I interrupting something?" "No!" "Yes!"

"You are by far the strangest person I know. And I know a demon."

"Are you translating nature right now?" "Yeah. It says fuck you in particular."

"I complimented my partner earlier and they hit me." "What did you say?" "I said their elbows were sexy."

"I haven't had a family in so long. There's no way I'm losing it now."

"I would kill for you. Just so you know." "Oh, cool. I'd raze the planet for you."

"I think I'll go." "You? At a party?"

"Thanks for taking me out tonight. It was fun." "Can we do it again sometime?"

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Imagine Your OTP #2

✨at the mall✨

Body Modifications- Getting their first tattoo/piercing together; comforting the other as they get their first tattoo/piercing

Clothes- Hyping the other that they could totally rock that crop top/bikini/choker/earings/etc; politely telling the other that the crop top/bikini/etc doesn't look good on them; reviewing outfits for the other; getting matching outfits

Getting lost- refusing to admit it; not caring that they're lost; staring blankly at the map as the other tries to wave down help

Going on the merry-go-round; playing in the arcade and competing against each other; playing the claw machine and actually winning

Sharing a meal/dessert together

Sitting on a bench to give their feet a break and end up in deep conversation

Giggling inside a Spencers/Victoria's Secret, or looking through with sexual intent

Being reluctant to buy something but the other encourages them to get it (or buys it for them behind their back)

Running into the jeweler to purchase a wedding ring while the other is in the bathroom

Taking a picture with Santa

Smelling everything in the Bath and Body Works; debating which scent will smell good on the other

Laying on the display beds/sofas/etc in awe of how comfortable they are.

Accidentally falling asleep on the display while cuddling each other

Trying make up on the other; testing lipstick on the other's face; showing the other how to do eyeliner

Crashing in the movie theater

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Random Prompts 23:

"Good morning, baby! Did you sleep well?" "Why are you in my house?"

"Look, if you don't want the smoke, don't start the fire!"

"If I were to say something insane, what would you say?" "That's fucking crazy. What time?"

"Hi?" "Why is there a dog in my bed?"

"This field has been barren for years, but now, with my help, it'll somehow get even worse."

"Flowers! How nice." "I hope that wasn't sarcasm."

"Can I stay over? Just for the night?" "You think I'm going to say no?"

"Is there a reason in particular that you're dressed like that?" "Is there a reason in particular that you're asking?"

"Call me crazy, but I'm in love with them."

"I am not wearing matching shirts." "Why not?"

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Dark Romance Prompts:

"I don't think it's smart to go with them." "Good thing I'm not asking for your opinion, then."

"I love you." "That's all? Darling, I would destroy the world for you if you asked, love doesn't begin to cover it."

"Stop! You're killing them!" "They hurt you, it's what they deserve."

"Should we be doing this? What if we get caught?" "I won't let that happen."

"I need you to be safe. Please be safe." "I'll be fine."

"I can't exist without you." "I'm sure you could." "I would cease to exist if you left."

"What are you doing? It's late." "I'm planning out our deaths."

"You mean everything to me." "I love you, too."

"How did you find me?" "I memorized the streets you frequent in case something like this happened."

"I want you to stay here, with me." "I..." "It would mean so much to me if you stayed."

"I don't want you to touch me!" "You'll get over that soon enough."

"You expect me to care about you when you kidnapped me? Go to hell!" "It was for your own good, it had to be done!"

"I keep thinking about it. The kiss, I mean." "Do you want to do it again?"

"Put the gun down, sweetheart. You don't even know how to shoot it." "I'm about to find out."

"I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry. Please, talk to me."

"They're not a bad person! Just because they aren't a saint doesn't mean they're the devil!"

"I want to stay." "Do you mean that? You tried that last time, and it didn't end well." "I mean it."

"Who was that?" "Oh. A friend of mine." "Just a friend?"

"Isn't this wrong?" "What? Breaking the law? Depends on if you find it wrong. I don't."

"At least try to look like you're having fun." "With you? Fat chance."

i'm not a big reader in this genre, so i hope these are what you wanted, anon! it was fun to do <3

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mind if i get sappy both negatively and positively for a sec?

if you've been following me for a while you'll remember just last year when i was still in highschool and i was so, so lonely and this blog was getting more popular than i meant for it to be. i was a wreck. i had straight up nightmares about hypothetical call outs and people taking my words out of context to turn people against me and that I'd lose the few people i genuinely thought of as friends. i used to go over my old posts deleting them and obsessively editing the wording when i felt it could be twisted to mean something else. even worrying that the fact they COULD have a double meaning meant i was secretly a horrible person in some sick freudian sense. not a good time to have moral OCD! or anon asks open, lmfao.

and i look at my past self now, after my biggest fear realized so many times it's now a monthly annoyance at worst and well. of course i did. i had no one else! that was the extent of my friendships at the time. the people i met and came to love online were the only place i felt truly safe to be myself around without having to fight for my right to be respected or putting on a persona.

but guess what? that's not the case anymore. I'm out of my parents' house, i have authority over my own decisions and presentation, i have friends at school (real friends! more than I've ever had simultaneously in my life!) that enjoy my company in person and include me in the things they do, fully respecting my chosen name and identity as a trans person. i have a queer community to share my burdens and my joys with, i am finally, finally getting started on HRT which is a dream I thought I'd never reach... and guess what. even my online friends didn't give a fuck. i was so paranoid about being alone again that i forgot to consider that they... also care about me, just like i care about them. that they're not gonna dump me out of nowhere because some random asshole decided i was their parasocial nemesis of the week, and if they had doubts or questions wbout something, we could discuss it in private and either agree or agree to disagree on friendly terms.

idk I'm just doing the best I've ever done in my life. this period of my life is perhaps the first time I've ever felt like a complete and whole person. it gets me a little tender hearted looking back and seeing how much I've grown since the time "something like this" would've been world ending.

anyway if any of this rings familiar to you, know I'm proud of you as well. in the way you've grown AND in the way you will grow, given time. hold the line, soldier. things get getter. that's a promise.