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3/29/23 Poems

Post Joint Clarity

To you, a woman’s beauty is as permanent as the final puff of smoke

escaping your cracked, parted lips

before stubbing out your cigarette.

You reach out with wanton comparable to a toddler

In a room full of bubbles.

As quickly as it arrived, the object of your attraction vanishes at your indelible touch

A potent combination

of disappointment and disgust

disguises itself to you as “clarity”

Affirming your hatred for the pawns in a tantalizing and perpetual game

That you made up

Planet Slayness

My arms shake like a ceiling fan set on high

My heart is beating 2x faster than my legs can peddle

My gut is clenching against its will

5 more impossible reps are the only thing

anchoring me to my body

15 minutes transform into 150

Until finally I’ve caught the 12 uncrossed days

On my monthly calendar

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2020 goals

1. Give more hugs

2. Always leave on a good note

3. Be there for those who need me

4. Accept advice from others

5. Live in the moment

6. Never give up

7. Reach out to others

8. Take a dance class

9. Take more pictures

10. Drink more water

11. Touch my toes

12. Get my license

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2021 Goals

1. Get my license

2. Touch my toes

3. >2 months cut free

4. Keep taking lots of pictures

5. Donate blood

6. Grow a plant

7. Catch up to current MCU movies

8. Take this year slow

9. Road trippppppp

10. Fall asleep outside with my bug

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🐛 2022 🪴

1. Do 100 tiptoes every day (calves babyyy)

2. Live like there’s no tomorrow

3. Go out more

4. Keep taking pictures

5. Find peace and happiness in myself

6. Improve vocabulary

7. Plantssss (get more and keep them happy)

8. Explore and experience new things

9. Create

10. Find security in my relationships

11. Dance more

12. Remind people to “drive safe” :)

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2024 Goals

1. Be a better roommate

2. Make means to start driving again

3. Listen to my body the first time

4. Stay present

5. Work on memory/overall just use my brain more

6. Keep dancing

7. Make money as an artist/creator

8. Keep in touch with friends

9. Work back into my extroversion

10. Start reading again

11. Learn to be confident in my voice

12. Continue to honor my mom

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12 Goals for 2025 <3

1) Find confidence in my voice

2) Let go

3) Continue to honor my mom

4) Read and write!

5) Start classes

6) Start building an uplifting and dependable social circle

7) Give more attention to my physical health

8) Recognize and dispel any prejudice I hold towards others

9) Take my art to a new level AUTHENTICALLY

10) Love

11) Find balance between routine and limbo; discipline

12) Live for myself, always

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Yet another poem inspired by ambiguous loss

Why do birds sing?

To deny myself of the truth is to diminish the value of my voice

It’s time for me to acknowledge that your crumb trail continues to tantalize me

Because I refuse to sweep it up

I put a muzzle on my passion

And added 2 layers of glass between you and my heart’s enclosure

I’ve had it with avoiding love songs

To prevent your quips from being set on replay in my mind

Once again you’ve spoon fed me sugar

Only to rubber neck at the crash before taking your exit

If the price of your company will always be a piece of my heart,

Expect me to repurchase it till my chest is hollow enough for an inevitable colony of butterflies to move in

Why do birds sing?

I’m not really sure, but doesn’t it feel right?

9/27/23

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This piece, cheeky, is an acrylic painting which represents women taking back power over their bodies and sexuality in times like these, where women can and are being given a longer prison sentence than their rapists for making the hardest decision a woman can make with her doctor, regardless of the viability of the fetus or the health of the mother. This piece is intended to be a middle finger to any politician or man who intends on making that or any decision about a woman’s body.

I refuses to let men gain power through sex while women lose integrity, and hopes all the women reading this know that they are gods- with the innate power a lof creation, any attack is simply a desperate grab for security. Our mothers and grandmothers fought to make that clear and that will not be in vain.

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Meal eat man

Consuming consumers

Named after An unexpected parasite: The idea of taking advantage of the food chain, prepping myself like a delicious meal to be eaten, only to monetize my surrender by taking control from the inside

Toxoplasma gondii

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My Christmas gift to my father

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I choose the volume of the radio the same way I choose the temperature of my shower, or the size of my bong rip- surrendering to a flood as if my shadow has gills