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guys, ive never really made a formal post talking about the current hiatus situation. im really sorry about the infrequency of my posts, especially so early in my online presence. Spring is a bad season for me concerning full-on asks because of school, but i plan to make a full comeback over the Summer. In the meantime, if you're lookin for little tidbits, wanna send me lil headcannon requests and questions about or for my boys? i love y'all, i love writing, and i love undertale (and im starting to hyperfixate on star wars help), and i think this'd be a good compromize. i dont want to promise things that can spiral into mini-fic length, and i dont want to spread out too much in terms of fandoms until i have more time to dedicate to it, but i want to keep interacting with yall. thoughts?

(also if yall wanna pm me im very open to conversation im just a goblin)

Reblog if it's okay to ask you questions about your self ship anytime 🙂

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help im almost exclusively attracted to irredeemable assholes who aren't even real

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Me: *is scroll*

Me: *sees triangle-esque pastry with thick cream*

Me: jksvblkvk EWW wHO In fUck MAkEs

M A Y O N N A I S E

P I Z Z A

Me: *remembers pie exists*

Me: oh

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im working on asks i swear but im also ver curious

I love hearing about the vibes I give off cause I honestly have no idea

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OKAY SINCE I TOLD DS SHE WON, YOU WIN TOO BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I ACCEPT IT /ENTIRELY/ BUT THANKSBKDKE

THAT'S OKAY WE LOVE YOU

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GOD NO

IT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR BEING AN ABSOLUTE DARLING OKAY ACCEPT IT

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not you tooo god no im not cool shujfkfkf

BUT IT'S TRU FAM!!! YOU'RE SO COOL!!! I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE SO COOL!!!!!

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everybody gang up on this friend who deserves so much love

B☆ is cool

reblog if you agree 

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take my stylus away i don’t deserve it

HE COMETH~!

at last… AT LAST…!

@skeletorific… do you remember? summers ago, you made and/or added to a post… comparing the brothers, Sans Undertale and Papyroo, to the Big and Small Jumpmen…

since then… this image… has haunted me…

and now… at last…

I DISPERSE THE CURSE BY SPREADING IT TO ALL!!!

and now… though my hands will be forever dirty with this sin i have committed…

i am free at last~

(pls click or open image in new tab for better quality im actually kinda proud of this son of a bench)

(happy april fools lol)

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HE COMETH~!

at last... AT LAST...!

@skeletorific... do you remember? summers ago, you made and/or added to a post... comparing the brothers, Sans Undertale and Papyroo, to the Big and Small Jumpmen...

since then... this image... has haunted me...

and now... at last...

I DISPERSE THE CURSE BY SPREADING IT TO ALL!!!

and now... though my hands will be forever dirty with this sin i have committed...

i am free at last~

(pls click or open image in new tab for better quality im actually kinda proud of this son of a bench)

(happy april fools lol)

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HE'S COMING

and when he arrives... i will at last be free...

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tfw you can draw torsos a-okay but you're still not sure how le gs work

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Heya. I'm the sibling asker ! H/s = honorary sibling. Hope you're doing fine

i love deep friendship gimme gimme

and there are NO MAYBES YOU WILL HAVE THE BONUS BOY ALWAYS especially with cute asks like these omg i love

i don’t know too much about MT!Paps though, so i’m sorry if my interpretation is a lil wonky. also h/s is teen, sorry if it isn’t apparent

UF!Sans: He’s really concerned about your low mood spell, but isn’t really sure what to do about it. As much as he relates to your apparent anxieties, he doesn’t know what to do to make you feel better. He’s not usually good at comforting words. What he will do is check in a lot. Make sure you’re generally doin okay and have everything you need. Again, if you need to vent, he’ll listen.

But he really doesn’t get why the cuddles make such a difference. Sure, he’s become a bit of a cuddlebug himself, but the way you completely relax like that? Unnatural. Especially since it’s the only thing that seems to be cheering you up. But then again, who is he to question what works? He won’t exactly cling to you from then on, but he’ll start following you around the house a bit more, snagging every cuddle opportunity. It’s still a little weird, but it’s a lot better than seeing his kid sibling all skittish. Eventually though, curiosity gets the better of him, and he just has to ask.

And your answer?

Congratulations, you have floored your big bro. Beet red in the face. Absolutely no composure. What did he do to deserve your trust?? Why are you so sweet?? Aaaaaah?!? He pets your head and tries not to let you hear his wheezing, but it’s obvious, he’s really moved and has no idea how to deal with it.

“h-heh… watch where yer aimin’ that sweetness, kiddo… i’m gettin’ a toothache… jeez…”

Anyway, was he tailing you before? Welp, now he’s become your guard dog. It doesn’t matter where you’re going, he’s comin’ with you.He’ll always be by your side, gently holding your arm and keeping his head on a swivel for shifty characters. If you ever need to navigate a crowd or a tight space, he’ll usher you behind him and get you to grab the fluff of his hood while he leads the way. He can’t exactly follow you to school, but he’ll shortcut to walk you between classes if you let him. Your teachers hate him. He’ll stop following you everywhere if you fend him off with a stick, but until your mood improves… well, he’s your personal escort now, deal with it

UF!Papyrus: He’s always wanted a little sibling. He loves helping people, and shows love through physical care.He’s a bit of a mother hen. It’s part of why he took in his cat, Doomfanger. To him, you are an absolute blessing.

So he’s already got some huge maternal instincts, but your mood has got him sent into overdrive. He’ll always be asking you if you need anything, fixing you comfort snacks, asking if you need help with homework, doing a chore or cleaning a room so you don’t have to. It might feel naggy or get a little overwhelming, and he’ll dial it back if you tell him to, but his first instinct will always be to take care of possible stress sources directly. It helps him feel better, too.

So when you settle down to cuddle and just… completely deflate, he asks about it immediately. He must know. He must help.

And when you answer…

His face is deep maroon. If anybody else had said that, he would have dismissed it. But coming from you? Wowie. He feels like he’s succeeded as a caretaker. He’s about ready to squeal with joy, but he contains himself. Smiling from ear to nonexistent ear, he loops an arm behind you and pulls you closer. He tries to mask his joy with a confident air, but the grin betrays him.

“WELL! THAT’S… PERFECTLY NATURAL!! AS THE GREAT AND TERRIBLE PAPYRUS HAS TAKEN YOU UNDER HIS PROTECTION!!!”

From then on, every time he starts an activity or chore, you’re invited. Help him put away groceries! Help him do laundry! Help him cook! Also, if you accompany him on errands, hand-holding is required.

“I HAVE TO KEEP TRACK OF YOU SOMEHOW! STOP GIGGLING!”

He just wants to make sure you feel safe. Even if it means walking you to and from school, fixing you lunches with positive sticky notes in the bag, and taking you with him everywhere he goes. It’s not cute!

MT!Sans: He’s not around as much as either of you would like, but he knows you’re feeling down. He remembers seeing his brother with such a similar look on his face. Young fool that Sans was, he started taking him with on small jobs to keep him company. And now Pappy deals in some of the same dirty business he does. He’s promised himself not to make the same mistake with you.

He does his best to help you take it in stride while he’s around, but he knows there’s only so much he can do. He feels a twinge of guilt every time he has to leave you in that state. He knows it probably doesn’t have much to do with him, but he feels responsible. Maybe if he were around more, or even just in a safer profession, you wouldn’t seem so worried all the time.

Cuddles are solace for both of you. He gets to relax and feel like he’s doing something, and you don’t seem half as rigid. Smiles all around! He already sort of knows why you relax so easily in his arms, or thinks he does, but he feels he should still make sure.

And…

Well, he didn’t know what he was expecting, but he can’t keep his grin from widening a touch. You’re the light of his life, you know that? Honestly, what did he do to deserve you? But the guilt sets back in. No wonder you’ve been feeling down… he’s been particularly busy lately, and he really should make more time for you. And if you didn’t normally feel safe, whose fault is that? Well… nobody feels safe in this part of town.

“well…” He’ll plant a small kiss on the top of your head. “take it easy, kiddo. i promise, someday, we’ll all get the hell outta here.”

He’ll get somebody to watch the house while he’s gone. He knows he can’t be there all the time, but he’ll be damned if he doesn’t know you aren’t safe. He’ll call you more often to check in, too. Also… he’ll start putting a little extra away, start saving for a little vacation. Maybe some time out of town will do all of you some good. You’re family, and he’ll take care of you no matter the risk or cost.

MT!Papyrus: He’s around more than Sans is, thankfully. He sticks around to fix you meals and offer cuddles and make sure the house is safe. It’s given him plenty of time to notice one of his favorite siblings’ low mood.

He does his best to help out in indirect ways, checking the house for wires and cameras and sweeping the perimeter every so often. He knows this helps with his brother sometimes, when he gets paranoid. But he isn’t sure that’s your problem. He feels a little lost, but is upbeat as ever. He has to set a good example after all.

He most likely won’t ask about the cuddles for a while. He’s more concerned with what more he can do to make you comfortable, and if this works, it works. Besides- openly nosy folk are seldom rewarded in his line of business. Eventually though, he’ll push back the instinct. He trusts you, and this could make a lot of difference in helping you cheer up.

And when you tell him…

He’s beaming at you with such genuine joy, he looks like he might just start crying. Just… wowie! He doesn’t really understand why you’d feel that way, he’s only decent in crisis situations, but the fact that you really trust him that much? Well, it’s not something he gets a lot of. He must be doing something right if you feel this way.

He’ll rest his chin on your head and give you a hearty squeeze. “WELL! I SUPPOSE!! YOU’LL JUST HAVE TO STAY IN THIS HUG!!! FOREVER!!!!”

He won’t move for a while, get used to him, he lives there now. From then on, he’ll start taking every opportunity to come home early and see you. He’ll ask you to cook with him, he’ll ask you to read to him, he’d even try to sneak you with him on jobs if Sans didn’t always seem to stop you. He tries to be around the house more in general, he wants his little sibling to know that he’s always around if you need him.

HT!Sans: He understands your mood all too well. He’s been through plenty of periods of fear and depressive episodes in his day, and he knows how it feels. Sometime he feels like the only way he can perceive the world is either through an all-consuming fog or with painful knife-point precision. But it’s hard for him to think back to what he wanted during more desperate times. Food? Safety? He’s pretty sure you’ve got those covered already. Maybe your head just acts up a little sometimes, like his.

He’ll make sure you have everything you need, regardless. You hungry? Tired? He’ll take care of it, just you relax. If you need to talk, he may not understand or remember everything you say, but he’ll do his best to offer comfort.

It doesn’t quite register how much you relax when you cuddle him, not for a while. He can be a little slow sometimes. He’ll get it eventually though, and he’ll ask about it. This seems important, had he asked before?

And what you tell him…

It almost brings a tear to his eye. He may have a trauma-induced forgetful streak, but he remembers a lot of things. He remembers a lot of nasty, horrible things. He remembers the taste of human flesh. He remembers the strain of keeping his guard up at all times. He remembers watching his brother slip away.

But you? You’ve been his second chance. You gave him the opportunity to make things right with himself. A sibling he didn’t have to fail. He most definitely felt he didn’t deserve you or your trust... after all, he had eaten people like you without a second thought. But you gave your trust just as freely. 

“heh…” He ruffles your hair. “hope that works out for ya.”

He’ll do his best to be available for cuddles (not that he has much to keep him away) and he’ll try to take you with him if he has to go somewhere. He always makes an effort to ask about your day, if anything bad happened, if anything good happened. He doesn’t feel like he can do much, but he’ll do what he can to make things easier on you.

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wrong blog but i meant what i said

TWO THINGS

One: ube cake is the shit and i can’t get enough of it

Two: Edge kins General Grievous from Star Wars okay i don’t make the rules

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im working on something terrible you're all gonna hate me

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OKAY SO

i pried my blog away from my bonefriends and fixed everything back up, but i realize now that those slackers still had a few asks to answer

so i think i’ll just open up questions for them generally? those guys just love to embarrass me and who am i to stop them

thank you for the lovely asks, we all loved it and love you guys!

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OMG i wasn't expecting that after waking up from my evening catnap D: hell yeah you two must be some damn hella good bf like damn yeah ! Mmmh. Oh I know; for both of you : what's the one thing the two other do that always make you feel warm inside ? ;3c ♡

Razz: *WE ARE INDEED EXCELLENT BONEFRIENDS, HOW PERCEPTIVE OF YOU!

Edge: INDEED, THANK YOU.

Razz: *NOW, LET’S SEE… MONA ASKS ME A LOT FOR IDEAS TO DRAW, AND THAT FEELS REALLY NICE. BUT SOMETHING THAT ALWAYS GETS ME? WELL… I ADMIT, WHEN SHE KISSES ME ON THE FOREHEAD, I WANT TO CURL UP IN HER LAP AND STAY THERE FOREVER. AND I SAY THAT AS A LIVING DYNAMO!

Edge: THAT’S ALL?

Razz: *IT’S SPECIAL, OKAY?? IF THAT’S YOUR ATTITUDE, MAYBE I WON’T TELL THEM ABOUT THE SWEET THING YOU DO…

Edge: AW, REALLY? NOT EVEN FOR MONA’S HORDE?

Razz: *MAYBE FOR MONA’S HORDE. OKAY… WHAT THIS EDGELORD DOES, IS HE CARRIES ME TO BED WHEN I GO WOOZY FROM THIS MADE-UP THING MY DATEMATES CALL “EXHAUSTION.” IT TENDS TO CREEP UP LATE AT NIGHT. HE MAKES IT SO THAT I DON’T HAVE TO FURTHER TIRE MYSELF. HE USES HIS LEGS SO THAT I DON’T HAVE TO! IT MAKES ME VERY HAPPY TO BE HIS BONEFRIEND.

Edge: AWW, YOU NOTICE? WELL, I CAN’T HAVE YOU CRASHED OUT ON THE FLOOR EVERY NIGHT.

Razz: *IT IS NOT CRASHING!! IT IS AWESOMENESS PARALYSIS!!!

Edge: MOST THINGS MONA DOES WARM MY SOUL, BUT IN PARTICULAR, SHE HAS THIS THING SHE DOES, WHERE SHE’LL BEGIN TO SING TO HERSELF AT RANDOM INTERVALS. VERY SOFTLY, ABOUT THE ODDEST THINGS. SHE’LL JUST… SING TO DESCRIBE WHAT SHE’S DOING. IN THE SWEETEST VOICE…”

Razz: *SHE HAS PERFECT PITCH, YOU KNOW!

Edge: SHE CERTAINLY DOES! AND IT’S JUST… SO CUTE. MY FEATURES CANNOT HANDLE THE SMILING INVOLVED.

Razz: *WHAT ABOUT ME??

Edge: I’M GETTING TO THAT. I COULD SAY THAT I LOVE THE WAY YOU TWITCH WHEN YOU’RE SLEEPY TO KEEP YOURSELF AWAKE…

Razz: *I DON’T NEED SLEEP!

Edge: BUT SEEING AS HOW YOU DON’T NEED SLEEP, I WILL HAVE TO GO WITH THE WAY YOU GET ME TO HELP YOU. WHEN YOU OCCASIONALLY DRAG ME INTO A LITTLE ADVENTURE FOR SUPPORT, OR WANT ME TO FILM YOUR “HARD CORE PAR-KOUR,” OR EVEN ASK ME TO OPEN A JAR FOR YOU. IT’S A WONDERFUL FEELING, KNOWING THAT YOU NEED ME SOMETIMES.

Razz: *AWW! I’M GLAD IT MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD. EVEN ONE AS GREAT AND MALEFICENT AS I NEEDS THE OCCASIONAL HELPING HAND.

Edge: I KNOW~

Razz: *MONA ISN’T HERE RIGHT NOW, BUT SHE’S TOLD ME THAT SHE APPRECIATES MY EFFORTS TO GET HER OUT OF A POOR MOOD. SHE LIKES THAT I CAN GET HER OUT OF A “FUNK” BY DISTRACTING HER WITH A VIDEO GAME OR A WALK. SOMETIMES, SHE JUST NEEDS A BREAK. I’M GOOD AT THAT.

Edge: AND SHE’S THANKED ME MANY TIMES FOR LISTENING TO HER AND VALIDATING THE WAY SHE FEELS. SHE HASN’T ALWAYS HAD THAT VOICE IN HER LIFE, SO MY SAYING THAT SHE’S NOT WRONG TO FEEL THE WAY SHE FEELS AND THAT SHE’LL BE ALRIGHT ENCOURAGES HER TO BELIEVE HERSELF. OR SO SHE TELLS ME… I JUST DO MY BEST.

Razz: *SHOW-OFF.

Edge: YOU LISTEN VERY WELL, TOO, BERRY BUNCHES~

Razz: *NOT IN FRONT OF MONA’S MINIONS!!