momoipon

[momoipon]

I'm in a new year,

a new place,

having a new life

with my new friends,

and yet everything feels the same.

[momoipon]

Never ending discomfort

I hated my hands so I grew my nails.

I hated my nails long so I filed them.

I hated my nails filed so I cut them.

...

I hated my hands so I cut them off.

I hated my arms so I cut them off.

I hated my face so I cut it off.

I hated my hair so I cut it off.

I hated my breasts so I cut them off.

I hated my stomach so I cut it off.

I hated my legs so I cut them off.

I hated myself so...

[momoipon]

The poor rat

The poor rat waits for the moon to rise,

so that he can finally relax.

He wonders why his family has to wait until there is no one around to feel safe.

He wonders why they have to eat leftovers and junk.

He always thought it was unfair,

how all the other fluffy animals were considered cute

while rats are gross and ugly.

One time, he decided to leave his house while it was still bright outside.

Things went nice,

a human even left him some food,

"wow" he thought "maybe I'm not that terrifying"

and then he wondered happily through the streets.

then,

when returning home, he felt a great pain on his chest

and soon, fell to his death.

He died betrayed and alone, in a cold alley.

But it's just a rat, nobody really cares.

[momoipon]

Buried garden

I used to go to a place full of flowers

truly beautiful, like no other.

Now my memories are all locked up in a drawer.

I miss the breeze, the trees, the colourful butterflies.

I write about it all the time,

but these poems are like oceans

and I'm swimming on them

I miss it so much, it feels like I'm drowning

[momoipon]

A comforting distress

Sometimes I miss my pain,

and I miss feeling sad.

I miss the people who hurt me,

in the end, things were easier when I was mad.

Sometimes, I wish I could just go back.

how can one find comfort in a place that haunts them?

[momoipon]

God save the bees

"bees lives matter" said someone on the TV

until a bee got close to them at the park,

they screamed in fear.

"bees are so cute" said a little girl

until she saw a bee approaching,

she screamed in fear.

everyone loves bees, until there is actually one in the room.