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Can you draw kenta mikoshiba 😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭please🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬

sorry bbg this is all I got 😞 I forgot how to draw men

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oomfie posted about gender and tbh it got me thinking because my relation to my own gender is so weird. like it can be incredibly contextual and i don’t know if i’m used to just being seen as feminine by the people who expect me to be or if i’m genuinely okay with it lol

i think honestly i’m really in-between.. i don’t like any of the words that people throw at me about my gender so i always just say that it’s “coolguy” but i just.. haven’t found a thing that fits me? and honestly idek if it matters because i can’t put myself in a box anyways i’ve tried so much and it’s never worked. i think realisitcally i’m probably something along the lines of genderfluid but i don’t like the way the word sounds or looks so i’m not using it #yeah

i say i’m a girl a lot in conversations but any time i’m called an explicitly feminine term my skin crawls.. like i would rather be someone’s older brother or some guy or that dude / boy / whatever than that lady over there! that woman! but that being said i don’t really mind it when it’s my best friends or people who know me on a deeper level……. and this is what i mean when i say contextual

but also i’m pretty closed off about my own queer identity i hate discussing it with people that aren’t #jam because i feel awkward and wrong and childish about it LOL.

when it comes to pronouns i’m like idk! i don’t mind he him or she her but they both feel so strong and gendered.. they them is okay i don’t mind being they because it’s vague and she is comfortable because i’m used to it but any time i have been called a he or mistaken as or referred to as a guy i always feel gender euphoria so like 😭😭

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HAHAHA it’s all good man ^_^ i do think i associate my discomfort with discussing it with the culture flip but honestly i’ve never really been fond of it because i don’t reaaaally like talking about things that are more “personal” to me anyways 😵‍💫

also yes i will take u up on the pronouns thing if i ever decide but #Tbh even if i might be nonbinary i got two jobs and no time for that /ref

oomfie posted about gender and tbh it got me thinking because my relation to my own gender is so weird. like it can be incredibly contextual and i don’t know if i’m used to just being seen as feminine by the people who expect me to be or if i’m genuinely okay with it lol

i think honestly i’m really in-between.. i don’t like any of the words that people throw at me about my gender so i always just say that it’s “coolguy” but i just.. haven’t found a thing that fits me? and honestly idek if it matters because i can’t put myself in a box anyways i’ve tried so much and it’s never worked. i think realisitcally i’m probably something along the lines of genderfluid but i don’t like the way the word sounds or looks so i’m not using it #yeah

i say i’m a girl a lot in conversations but any time i’m called an explicitly feminine term my skin crawls.. like i would rather be someone’s older brother or some guy or that dude / boy / whatever than that lady over there! that woman! but that being said i don’t really mind it when it’s my best friends or people who know me on a deeper level……. and this is what i mean when i say contextual

but also i’m pretty closed off about my own queer identity i hate discussing it with people that aren’t #jam because i feel awkward and wrong and childish about it LOL.

when it comes to pronouns i’m like idk! i don’t mind he him or she her but they both feel so strong and gendered.. they them is okay i don’t mind being they because it’s vague and she is comfortable because i’m used to it but any time i have been called a he or mistaken as or referred to as a guy i always feel gender euphoria so like 😭😭

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@4sidedcarrot this seems like the kinda shit you’d do back when we first met

funniest shit is going down on discord rn

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heartshackle.......

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it’s funny i made a tag system on my blog to organise stuff but you won’t be able to find anything unless you crosstag it with reiposting because i tag fanart for myself so i don’t lose it

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i love writing fics but i hate sharing them online because i love it when people like it but also like i’m baring my soul to the world and even if it’s as menial as gay sex it’s like a piece of me is still inside that. that is still my child

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thing that drives me insane about posting art is that like so so many people just leave it as a one word post and look all mysterious and sexy and nonchalant but i physically cannot do that. the only times i have ever dry texted in my life is whenever i’m 1 second away from passing out after a long day and when i’m a girl named after a jrock band getting groomed by someone who called her bojack horseman

But also just i have so many thoughts about everything ever and they’re not always comprehensive and i love to say things even when they’re unnecessary just to add flavour to my text I AM A PRO CHATTERBOX AND I CAN’T SHUT UP

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oomfie posted about gender and tbh it got me thinking because my relation to my own gender is so weird. like it can be incredibly contextual and i don’t know if i’m used to just being seen as feminine by the people who expect me to be or if i’m genuinely okay with it lol

i think honestly i’m really in-between.. i don’t like any of the words that people throw at me about my gender so i always just say that it’s “coolguy” but i just.. haven’t found a thing that fits me? and honestly idek if it matters because i can’t put myself in a box anyways i’ve tried so much and it’s never worked. i think realisitcally i’m probably something along the lines of genderfluid but i don’t like the way the word sounds or looks so i’m not using it #yeah

i say i’m a girl a lot in conversations but any time i’m called an explicitly feminine term my skin crawls.. like i would rather be someone’s older brother or some guy or that dude / boy / whatever than that lady over there! that woman! but that being said i don’t really mind it when it’s my best friends or people who know me on a deeper level……. and this is what i mean when i say contextual

but also i’m pretty closed off about my own queer identity i hate discussing it with people that aren’t #jam because i feel awkward and wrong and childish about it LOL.

when it comes to pronouns i’m like idk! i don’t mind he him or she her but they both feel so strong and gendered.. they them is okay i don’t mind being they because it’s vague and she is comfortable because i’m used to it but any time i have been called a he or mistaken as or referred to as a guy i always feel gender euphoria so like 😭😭

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service top dante means so much to me because like.. the icy equilibrium h where he's just getting eiden off.. he's too prideful to admit his own lack of expertise but actually wanting to work towards and be a better version of who he is and what he does is soooo...

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i got slightly sidetracked but i genuinely think this is true for all of them.. kuya's possessiveness and the recent scene where eiden and him kissed, yakumo traumadumping every single scene he has, edmond's confidence slowly becoming more clear and initiating stuff etc..

does anyone else really love how nu carnival's character development is genuinely represented through the h scenes or is it just me because i'm back on my bullshit about it again after watching rei's first SSR and dante's icy equilibrium

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being mean isn’t slay cunty you’re just a bitch

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I absolutely love these two together. They’re so silly

What if Blade keeps getting himself in situations with Dante because he thinks Dante is cute. We know he likes cute things so is that why he’s always around Dante.

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it’s 2028. trump is dead. elon is dead. zuckerberg is dead bezos is dead they’re all dead

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「パンクの女王 x 夜空のシフォン」 🌹シリーズ

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I say shit like "If my memory serves me" knowing damn well it serves the dark lord

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She’s cute

She’s fashionable

She’s silly

She’s my princess

She’s my baby girl