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Vicious cycle of drinking medicine cause you're in pain, and then the medicine causing you stomach aches so you're never not in any pain.

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holidays and even breaks feel hollow now that nobody is there

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the red paint beneath my fingernails reminds me of Neil Josten don't ask why I do not know

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It's finals week and I have more painkillers running in my bloodstream than motivation.

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i always kinda knew you'd be the death of me

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mods r asleep, chronicillnesspost w viktor arcane

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me: huh i got over that thing quite well!

also me: over a dozen chronic conditions that im not coping well with

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at some point all the “you can talk to me about anything” became “you’re still not over that?”

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Oh dear are you thinking about the very first time you couldn’t get out of bed because everything hurt and you were still tired after a full nights of sleep. And how your grandma came looking cus she was worried you were ill. And your dad checked you if you had a fever. And they all told you that you could stay in bed as long as you wanted because they could tell something was dead in you.

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i legitimately cannot find any energy to play into the normal human conversation. sorry i cant keep up with what you’re saying. My insides are eating me alive and im pretty sure my rib just poked into one of my organs. But yeah you said something about-…

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Studio art is not for a chronically ill person. Keep having to learn that the hard way.

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Search engines really need a toggle for “just the facts please” vs “some maniacs discussing this on Reddit”

Because sometimes I’m experiencing things science has yet to explore and I need the maniacs to validate me

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all men do is disrespect this idealized version of them i have drawn in my head. like noooo, STAY 2 DIMENSIONAL

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"It need not be this way"

then why is it? then why is it? then why is it?

then why is it? then why is it? then why is it?

then why is it? then why is it? then why-

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oh wow I didn't think it'd get this fucked.

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i swear all i want to be doing is my silly little paintings but school is intent on being my worst enemy everyday

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progress