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[Image ID: The poem “One Source of Bad Information”, by Robert Bly.  There’s a boy in you about three years old who hasn’t learned a thing for thirty Thousand Years. Sometimes it’s a girl.  The child had to make up its mind How to save you from death. He said things like:  “Stay home. Avoid elevators. Eat only elk.”  You live with this child, but you don’t know it.  You’re in the office, yes, but live with this boy  At night. He’s uninformed, but he does want To save your life. And he has. Because of this boy  You survived a lot. He’s got six big ideas.  Five don’t work. Right now he’s repeating them to you. 

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in order to be possessed you need to have empty places inside of you, but if you are full of things, then the thing will just wrap itself all around it and it will be a haunting instead

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Nobody

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Self Portrait as St. Sebastian, 1914, Egon Schiele

Medium: pencil,paper

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Journal entry February 28, 2017:

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source: unknown

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JESUS TAKES A SMOKE BREAK AT THE LAST SUPPER, by @iloveyouandyoudontpayme (Me) inspired by a post by @vajktvoje

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JESUS TAKES A SMOKE BREAK AT THE LAST SUPPER

They ask me if the chicken or the egg came first, and I

Ask them if the lamb needs more salt. They nod.

I resent speaking in riddles. It's not like I know the answer anyway.

People often forget that I am not a god.

I take a minute to think about it. I think about how chickens look the same. I wonder what my father

Looks like.

Well, first there were snakes. And then they were chickens. I think about a snake eating our chickens when

I was 5. What came first, the snake

Or its half eaten tail?

This cigarette might be the best I've ever had.

I ask if the wine is alright, and their ruddy faces answer yes

And hands cover mine as we toast.

Would a chicken eat a snake?

The weather is not so good today. The dogs

Bark a street away. Wine and snakes and fathers and chickens

And eggs. Who nurtured the egg? Who fed the chicken?

These are far more important questions.

Who birthed himself? Who bled the grapes?

Who ate his tail?

What came first, the lamb or the warm hands or this damn fine cigarette?

I flick the remains of it into an ashtray.

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

Snake to chicken to egg.

Father to son.

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Nan Goldin, Smokey car, New Hampshire, 1979

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jewish literacy, rabbi joseph telushkin / the five stages of grief, linda pastan / cain, josé saramago

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TAMINO - TUMMY 

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i think these are very relatable

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you couldn’t reach Nod because it was being devoured

for the FIRST TIME i am drawing things for episodes that just came out and may i say! ally beardsley! WHAT!!!!!!!!

[ID: illustration of pete conlan from the unsleeping city. in a dark space, surrounded by wildly swirling, bright colors, pete is kneeling. he is a white man with short brown hair and a mustache, wearing a green jacket, jeans, and white sneakers. in his arms, he clutches a small, grey child. his expression is wide eyed and terrified.]

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Liz: Shows Kingston their rejected adoption papers.

Kingston:

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still making my way through chapter 2 of the unsleeping city image id: several doodles of several characters from the unsleeping city. on the top left is kingston, colored in yellow with purple highlights. he says with an unamused expression, “i’m the vox populi, and i hate people.” on the middle right is pete conlan, resting his chin on his fists. on the middle left is iga lisowski, colored in yellow, smiling and saying “you like to be scammed a little bit.  on the bottom right is sofia lee, colored in yellow with a purple bow. around her hands are giant ethereal paws, colored purple with yellow paw pads. la gran gata is behind her head, tail curling around her neck.

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Hunger.

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hiii in the spirit of sharing libraries here’s mine <3 it’s a work in progress and mostly stuff that i use for school with the odd article i’ve encountered (so mostly art history and affect + literary theory)  if anyone has issues w access lemme know and i’ll try to fix it for u! enjoy 💗

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i will share my pdf library now that im storing things outside of arena