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missypawz · 3 years ago

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This is so beautiful, the ending they deserve 😭💞💞

Togetherness

Prompt for @rivetra-week: Harmony

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There was no sign of her today. Levi wondered once again who she was and why she was haunting his dreams. He couldn`t even remember her name anymore. But Levi knew he missed her. He felt himself drifting to sleep and closed his eyes.

"Happy birthday, Levi!"

Gabi and her family entered Levi`s room with a small cake, but he didn`t seem to notice their presence. Levi was gazing out the window, and his favorite love song was playing on the phonograph in the background. Gabi and Falco gifted it to him on his birthday 39 years ago, and it was still in perfect condition. They noticed the way Levi`s eyes lit up when he saw one in a display window, but they knew he would never spend money on something other than tea leaves and cleaning products. With their allowances, they were able to buy it in time for his birthday, and Levi scolded them for wasting money on him. But they knew he loved the gesture.

Falco got close to him and slowly shook his shoulder. "Levi, did you hear us?"

Levi just stared at them. His dementia was getting worse every day. When they started to notice the first signs, they forced him to see a doctor. When they heard his diagnosis, Levi just told them to take him to a nursing home. But they prepared the guest bedroom for him the next day. Levi was family, and their daughter was more than ecstatic to have him live with them.

"It`s your birthday today. It`s Christmas day, do you remember?"

Levi`s sight focused on the window again, and they wondered if he forgot about their presence already.

"Where is she?"

Falco stared at Gabi, unsure of what to say. When his disease worsened, Levi started talking about a woman. He started asking for her almost daily. Gabi and Falco sat down and tried to figure out who it could be, but Levi never had any lovers as far as they knew. They started to wonder if she was real.

Gabi smiled at him- "She should be here soon. Do you want to come downstairs and celebrate with us while you wait?"

Levi nodded, and Falco helped him get downstairs in front of the fireplace. Gabi and her daughter went to the kitchen to light the candles on the small cake they baked together.

"We should have added 81 candles."- Sofia pouted.

Gabi pinched her cheek, and she yelped in protest- "Then you should have helped me bake a bigger cake."

"Who do you think she was?"

Gabi shrugged and took the cake in her hands- "Maybe his lover, who knows? We don`t know much about his life before Marley."

They made their way back to the living room, and after he blew out the candles, Sofia hurried to get the presents from under the Christmas tree. She gave Levi one of the gifts, and he ruffled her hair. Levi tore the wrapping paper and smiled at the sight of his favorite tea leaves. No matter how poor his memory was getting, his love for tea was unscathed.

When it got dark, Falco took Levi back to his room. He helped Levi get back in his armchair for the night and turned on the music for him. He still preferred to sleep in a chair.

Levi woke up abruptly. He was lying on his back, with the sun blinding his sight. Levi used his right hand to cover his eyes... wait, he thought. He was met by something he hadn`t seen in dozens of years. His fingers were all intact. More than that, his skin wasn`t worn out by age anymore.

How odd, he thought. Levi couldn`t remember much these days, but something felt off. Did he dream it all? Being Humanity`s Strongest Soldier? The war? Getting old?

He found himself lying in the middle of a field, and Levi took a moment to cherish all the sensations. It had been years since he felt so carefree. He missed the feeling of the grass against his fingertips as he ran his hand through it, and he closed his eyes to enjoy the breeze on his skin. Levi turned his head to the side and spotted a small cottage in the distance. He used to have dreams of one before old age claimed his memories. He dreamt of the smell of freshly baked muffins and the sound of children playing in the backyard. The best ones were of her sitting on his lap on a lazy afternoon. Yes, Petra. He could remember her name now.

"Welcome home, Captain."

The voice he yearned to hear for so many years startled him, and Levi rose to his feet abruptly. His mouth went dry, and he could not seem to get a word out. Petra was as beautiful as the first moment he laid his eyes on her. Among the recruits, a small girl with fire in her eyes captured his attention.

Petra wore a long, white lace dress, with a beautiful embroidery decorating its length. She had a single white rose in her crown braid, but Levi`s attention was fixed on the shy smile she gave him. Oh, how he missed her. His memory, plagued by the passing of time, did not do her beauty justice.

"Am I..."

Petra gave him a sad smile before cutting him off.

"Dead? Yes, I`m afraid so. You died in your sleep on your 80th birthday."

Levi sat down on the grass, taking a moment to process it all. He felt confused, half-convinced it was just his mind playing tricks on him.

"I thought this was a dream."

Petra sat down on the grass next to him. She took his hand in hers, and he squeezed it back. She made small circles on his skin with her thumb in an attempt to soothe his nerves.

"If it were, would it be a bad one?"

"No," Levi answered without giving it a second thought. Dream or afterlife, he could never be bothered about getting to share it all with her.

"I thought it would be different. I didn`t feel anything. No fear, no pain."

Petra took his hand and placed it on her lap. She could feel where the conversation would be going next, and she didn`t want Levi to torment himself anymore.

Levi averted his eyes from hers. He felt a lump forming at the back of his throat, and he barely got out a whisper- "You died at such a young age. Did you..."

Petra interrupted him again. She cupped his face in her hands and turned his sight back to her.

"I was paralyzed by fear. I didn`t feel anything, I swear. It was quick."

She could see the disbelief in his eyes, but she kept going.

"I... I wish I had more time there. But we can`t fool fate, can we?"

Levi closed his eyes, still tormented by regret. He took one of her palms, and he placed a small kiss on it.

"I couldn`t get justice for you. For the guys. I`m sorry."

Petra threw her arms around his neck and pulled him into a tight embrace. Levi wrapped his arms around her, and Petra gave a smile at how much he was holding onto her."

"We didn`t want you to. There was so much hate already. What happened to us... it wasn`t your fault, Captain."

Levi sighed in relief, happy he got her forgiveness nonetheless. He ran his hand up and down her back, wishing time stood still for a moment.

Petra pulled away from him, and Levi could see the faint tears in her eyes. But the smile she gave him melted his worries away.

Levi cleared his throat before speaking- "You`re gonna get it dirty."

Petra frowned, confused at where the conversation was going.

"The dress. It`s white, what did you expect?"

Petra burst into laughter, throwing herself on the ground. She swore she could see Levi`s eye twitch at the gesture.

"I`m serious, Petra. Grass stains are a bitch to get rid of."

She took his hand in hers again, tempted to pull him down next to her.

Petra batted her eyelashes at him- "I`m sure you`ll get them out for me."

He flicked her forehead, and she gave a small yelp in protest.

"You wish, brat."

Petra turned on her stomach, and she looked up at him with a big smile on her face while her hands cupped her cheeks. She said in the sweetest voice she could manage- "I know you can`t help yourself, sir."

Levi sighed and laid down next to her. "Fine, you win. But you`re still a brat."

Petra giggled, and she moved closer to him. She placed her head in the crook of his neck, and her fingers started fidgeting with one of his shirt`s buttons.

"I`ve missed you, Levi. I`ve been waiting for you."

Levi put his arm around her and he pulled her closer to him. "I`m sorry you had to wait for so long."

Petra shook her head at his response.

"Time passes differently here, I didn`t mind. Plus, I had company. Everyone visits from time to time."

Levi felt anxious at the thought of seeing everyone again. He hoped he didn`t disappoint any of them in the end.

As if reading his mind, Petra turned his face towards hers, and she ran her finger along his cheek. "Don`t worry, they can`t wait to come to visit."

Petra was only met with silence.

"We all get together on your birthday to celebrate. Erwin, Hange, the guys, and the rest of our friends." She gave a smile. "I guess everyone loved you. We eat cake, we drink tea, and we share our stories about you." Petra gave a small laugh- "Now that I think about it, we should have cleaned too."

Levi chuckled, and Petra was surprised to see a smirk forming on his face.

"You all do a piss poor job anyway."

Petra kicked him playfully in the shoulder, and he pulled her close to him again.

"There were also some interesting people from your past that I got to meet and become close to."

"Who..."

"Isabel is the sweetest girl."

Levi felt tears forming in his eyes when he heard that name. After she died, he tried to remember her the way she used to be: cheerful, optimistic, loud, and most importantly, happy. But images of the people he cared about devastated by death still haunted his memories, up until he started to lose them.

"She and Farlan come to visit me weekly. They help me around the garden. Did you know Farlan has a green thumb?"

Levi missed them both dearly. They taught him a lesson he cherished until his life ended: that family isn`t always mean blood.

"Isabel`s big appetite always leaves my pantry empty. After we finish gardening, she and Farlan help me prepare lunch and bake dessert. We always have to fight with Isabel over a piece of it."

"Eld, Gunther, and Oluo are always pestering me, of course. Just when I`m having a relaxing, good day, I hear loud knocks on my front door." Petra looked up at him and smiled.

"Even in death, I can`t get some time away from them!"

Levi tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. "You love them."

Petra sighed and gave a small laugh- "Yeah, of course, I do. They are family, after all. My life would be so dull without their antics."

"I can tell you it is. I found myself wishing I could hear Eld tell the story of how you pissed yourself on your first mission one more time."

"He still tells it all the time!"

Petra felt a bit anxious about what was on her mind, and she told him in a low voice- "Your mom is an amazing woman."

Levi gasped, both scared and impatient to see her again. She had always been on his mind, the pain of losing her so soon following him all his life. He hoped she wouldn`t judge him for the hard choices he had to make. He did what he had to do to survive, but Levi felt he was disrespecting her memory from time to time. His mother had been nothing but kind, and Kenny almost managed to murder the values she tried to instill in him.

"She came to visit me when I got here. We`ve gotten pretty close over the years. She and your uncle come for tea sometimes." Petra gave a small laugh- "He scares me though, I`m sorry. He pulls a ridiculous number of knives out of his sleeves!"

Levi had a complicated relationship with Kenny. But after he passed away, Levi started to forgive him, to understand what he was trying to do for him.

"Your mother is very proud of you, Levi. She can`t wait to see you."

Levi didn`t know how to answer her words, so he tried to avoid the subject.

"How about your old man?"

Petra sighed, and she turned her sight to the sky.

"Papa was mad at me when he first got here. For dying so young, for missing out on so many opportunities. But he loves me too much to stay mad at me, of course. He and mama are reunited now, so I`m glad they`re happy again."

"You know, I got to meet him once."

Petra covered her eyes with her arm, embarrassed to be relieving this moment again.

"He embarrassed me so much! I wanted to come back just for the sole reason to stop him from running his mouth!"

Levi averted his eyes from her- "I feel like neither of us would have been bothered by that."

Petra bit her lip, the emotions threatening to overwhelm her. She didn`t want to ruin this reunion with her tears, though she knew Levi wouldn`t mind.

"I wish I could have been there by your side. To help you watch over the kids."

"Over the brats, you mean."

Petra laughed at his correction- "They weren`t that bad, Captain. They all loved you."

There was a silence in the air, as neither of them wanted to talk about what Eren did.

"I wish I could see the sea."

Levi wished that for her as well.

"I wish I could have felt the waves against my legs. To run my fingers through the sand, to feel how soft it is. I wanted to taste the water as well, to see how salty it truly is."

Levi squirmed at the thought- "Are you crazy? Like I would ever let you do something so stupid!"

Petra pouted, but Levi held his position- "Fine, have it your way."

Petra whispered- "I`m sorry you had to go through so much."

"It was alright in the end. I had two annoying brats to keep me busy."Levi appreciated everything Gabi and Falco did for him, considering them his family over the years.

Petra barely listened to him, too lost in her thoughts- "I`m so sorry I had to leave so soon. I wanted to be there for you. I wanted to support you, to be a shoulder for you to cry on when you needed it."

Levi turned his head towards hers and caressed her cheek with his thumb. "I don`t cry, silly."

"But you did. The night you lost us."

Levi felt his throat tightening, not expecting to hear that response from her. He barely whispered- "Did you see that?"

Petra just nodded, and a single tear rolled down her cheek when she squeezed her eyes shut.

"You taught me to live without regret, Levi. But I did die with one."

Petra raised to her knees and kept her head down, gathering the courage to speak the words she`d been longing to tell him for more than 40 years. The tears flowed freely on her cheeks, and when she met his eyes, she could see his worry in them. But also hope.

"I love you."

Levi got up to his knees, and he cupped her face with his hands. He used his thumbs to clear her tears away, and they looked into each other`s eyes without breathing a word out for what felt like an eternity. Levi leaned towards her lips, and Petra closed her eyes, impatient to have them on hers. Levi captured her lips, putting all of his love and yearn into it. The sacrifices, the hurt, the pain, they were all worth it in the end.

He and Petra were one now. After wandering for so long, they were finally whole.

Levi deepened the kiss, and he could feel Petra's smile against his lips. She ran her hands through his hair and pulled him closer, eager to feel him against her. He devoured her lips until they were both out of breath.

He took her in his arms and laid her down on the grass before getting on top of her. Levi kissed her again, letting his tongue explore her mouth, before moving to lay open-mouthed kisses on her jaw. Petra wrapped her arms around him, moaning softly from the pleasure he was making her feel. Levi licked a trail down to her neck before laying soft kisses on it. He whispered I love you against the skin of her neck, and Petra whimpered, the tears threatening to fall again. She pulled him up to her lips and kissed him while holding onto him so tight he felt out of breath.

Levi pulled away, and he laid a soft kiss on the tip of her nose. Petra giggled and gave him a big smile- "Do you want to go home, captain?"

Levi couldn`t control his smile anymore. He had been longing to hear those words.

"Yes, I would very much like that." He wanted to go home for far too long.

Petra got up to her feet and offered him her hand, helping him off the ground. Petra`s smile faded away at the sight of an angry Levi.

"Tch, what did I tell you?"

Petra felt panic rise in her chest, thinking he might regret confessing his feelings to her.

"It`s ruined! I`m never getting that stain out, you might as well undress and leave it here for the fucking animals to shit on."

Petra turned her head to look at the green stain on her dress, and she burst into laughter at his antics. She was a messy kid growing up, and her father always teased her about falling in love with such a clean freak.

She let him ramble under his breath as she pulled him towards the house. Their house, she hoped.

Petra lived in a small cabin with flower pots at the windows. She had two chairs on the porch, one too much in his opinion, as he planned to have her in his lap every evening. He spotted a small vegetable garden on the side of the house, wondering if she and Farlan needed an extra hand.

When they got on the porch, Levi stopped her, and Petra frowned at his gesture. Was the house not to his liking? Did it not seem clean enough?

“Is something wrong? If you don`t like it, we can always redecorate.”

Levi kissed her to shut her up and picked her up in his arms, bridal style. It seemed appropriate, as they were starting a new chapter together. Petra yelped, surprised by his gesture, but wrapped her arms around his neck.

"Shall we, my dear?"

Petra giggled at the extremely uncharacteristic sweet talk- "Of course, my love."

Levi opened the door, and he almost hit her head on the frame. He cringed at his awkwardness, but Petra just gave him a small kiss on his cheek. He made his way to the living room and set Petra down on one of the armchairs.

Levi took a moment to take in the surroundings. It was cleaned up to his standards, and his chest filled with pride. He had trained her well. The living room was small, with some shelves filled with books, two armchairs in front of the fireplace, and a table between them. The tea Petra had prepared for them went cold, but tea was tea. He would never let it go to waste.

The room filled with music, and he turned his head to find Petra in front of a phonograph. It was his favorite song.

Petra gave him a shy smile and reached out to him- "Can I have this dance, Captain?"

Levi put the teacup down, and he wrapped her arms around her. They started moving slowly, and Petra laid her head on his shoulder. He ran his hand up and down her back, and she closed her eyes, wishing the moment never ended. They danced until evening fell, oblivious to the hours passing.

They had all the time in the world.

(x)

#rivetra #rivetra fanfiction #petra ral #petra x levi #levi x petra

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missypawz · 3 years ago

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This is so beautiful!!! <3

I'm in a total artblock but I want to join Rivetra weekend so here we go... highly inspired by ending theme of "Kaguya-sama love is war" where Petra is a wind spirit and Levi is a pilot ^^

Prompt for @rivetra-week : Breeze

#rivetra #so cute #love it #petra x levi #levi x petra

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missypawz · 3 years ago

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This would be so painful 😭

“The Khaenri’ahn prince is too dangerous to be left alive.”

“Master Diluc?” Kaeya said, a nervous smile rising to his face as he took a step back from the red-haired man. “What are you doing?”

Diluc gripped the claymore tighter in his hands, causing the blade to burst into a brilliant flame. He heaved the weapon over his shoulder.

“Finishing off what I failed to do the first time.”

#genshin impact #kaeya alberich #kaeya genshin impact #diluc ragnvindr #diluc genshin impact

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missypawz · 3 years ago

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Support this amazing artist if you can!! Their art is amazing <3

Commission Info 2021! ✨☀️🙌

I might be a little short of money next month so every reblog is appreciated 🖤

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missypawz · 3 years ago

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Hi there! Could I ask for rivetra at the beach (either fic or headcannons) please? :) BONUS POINTS if you include an ackerbaby 😁

I just wanna see Levi happy with a little family like he deserves TT__TT

I'm sorry this took so long to get out! This really warmed my heart 🥺

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"Oi Izzy come here!" Levi called to his little 5 year old daughter, watching as she ran around on the warm sand.

The small girl smiled at her dad and then hurried over to him, sitting down infront of him so he could practically drown her in sun lotion. "Be careful and don't stay out in the sun too long - don't touch anything weird either, got it?"

"Of course dad." She smiled at him and he felt his heart squeeze, she had Petra's smile one hundred percent.

"Mom! Can you come help me with this?" Isabel looked towards the sandcastle she had been building.

"Of course." Petra got up from under the sun umbrella, leaving Levi with the bags while she went to help their daughter.

"Such a beautiful castle." The red head grinned, ruffling Isabel's hair before sitting in the sand to help her finish off the details.

Levi only watched with an amused and soft expression, fuck, he loved them both so much.

Levi pushed his sunglasses up to rest on his head as he looked at his wife, Petra was wearing a stunning blue bikini with a cover up, it was all accompanied by a straw hat with some red fabric laced around it and finished off with a bow. Levi simply wore a pair of dark swimming shorts that cut off just above his knees. As for Isabel, she'd insisted on getting one of the pink swimming costume with a little skirt around the middle, Levi thought they had some strange fashion in Marley, though who was he to say no to her.

Petra smiled as she worked on finding some seashells to give to Isabel as some decoration for the sand castles. "Here." She smiled, putting them in her small hands.

Isabel smiled widely and thanked her mom before immediately getting to work.

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"Daddy...come in the waterrr" Isabel attempted to drag her dad over towards the cold water that Petra was all ready stood in, grinning at how cool it felt compared to the heat that surrounded them. Levi picked her up when they got near the water, he ran into the water as she squealed and giggled, the waves splashing them both.

He held her up, his hands under her arms before he brought her back to his chest in the water as she continued to giggle. "Little brat.."

Isabel smiled when Petra kissed her cheek and then Levi's.

"How about we practise some more swimming hm? You've been doing really well so far! I think maybe if you tried to swim to us." Petra explained, stepping back a little in the water, while giving Levi a reassuring look that she would be okay when he let go.

Isabel nodded eagerly and kicked her small legs when Levi let go, she quickly swam into Petra's arms, letting the red head put her arms around her. "That's perfect! You've gotten so good at swimming huh?"

Levi patted Isabel's dark hair. "Well done." He said, earning another soft smile.

"Can you swim back to dad now?" Petra asked, still holding Isabel close.

"Mmh!" She wiggled out of Petra's arms and swam to Levi, leaning up and wrapping her little arms around his neck as best as she could.

He kissed her head and held onto her with his one arm, wrapping his other around Petra.

"I always told you everything would work out in the end.." the redhead gave him a knowing smile, admiring his features before she looked out to the ocean.

"It's perfect." He said, not talking about the sea, but talking about his little family, Levi was grateful for everything, all the sacrifices and hard work of the scouts had gotten them here.

#rivetra #levi x petra #levi ackerman #petraxlevi #levixpetra #petra ral #fluff #petra x levi #shingeki no kyojin #attack on titan

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missypawz · 3 years ago

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This is so painful but the writing is so good 😩😭😭

Imagine super short one shot I guess?

700 words

Petra laid at the bottom of the tree crushed against the tree gasping for air. She needed to see Levi one last time. Levi needed to be her last sight; she wanted him to be. She wanted to see his sharp features one last time before joining Oruo Eld and Gunther.. she just wanted to see him she fought the tiredness before hearing the soft sound of air hissing “Captain” she hissed out hoping it was him. Please be him she thought. Then he stepped over and stayed at her, he looked like he was going to cry. She liked that he never looked so vulnerable “I’m sorry” Levi only stared before moving a hand to touch her soft blood stained cheek “say something please” she said one last time before he kneeled and narrowed his eyes “keep your eyes opened. It’ll be okay; we’ll get you home we’ll get you back to your father and Hange and Erwin and everyone. You’ll be up and on my squad again just keep you eyes” Petra shakily moved her arm onto his leg “shut up. Don’t say that you know it won’t happen.. I’m gonna die” she whispered. She wanted to close her eyes but she had so much to say. “I love you. I’m sorry I never said it.. I forgot I can die. I wanted to dedicate my heart to you. I wanted to hold you without the fear of Titans. I wanted to wake up with you everyday. I just want to be with you. I’m so sorry. I wanted to marry you so much; whenever we passed the church I imagined walking in there and marrying you.. but that won’t happen. Pleas keep living and tell my father he means the world to me” she paused and Levi placed a soft kiss on her cheek before begging to talk “I hate you you know that? Why would you say that? I just want you to stay you brat. Why won’t you just fucking listen to me? I just want you to stay with me. I want to live in a nice cottage, I want to marry you, I want to love you. But not even that happens because Titans exists. I love you more then anything, I hate you for just dying like” she glanced down at her mouth seeing it was no longer open and she wasn’t breathing “Petra” she slowly stood up staring at her dead body “I regret not being able to save you. I’m sorry” he shakily said fighting back small tears as he turned around “I love you” and with that he was off to fight the female titan and save Eren once again.

They were back in the walls. Levi walked with his horse staring ahead when a man started walking beside him “I’m Petra’s father” and his heart shattered. His face went paled and his eyes lost all its color as the man went on and on. Levi soon turned to look up at the man “Mr Ral. I’m sorry to inform your daughter Petra Ral died while protected Eren Yeager. She died a strong soldier and told me she loves you so much and you mean the world to her. She’s sorry she couldn’t come home but she’s glad she could save the boy who will save us in the future. I hope you understand that her death helped us towards killing all Titans” Levi said his voice breaking when he said Petra and she. Mr Ral stared in shock “can I see her body?” And Levi lost it even more “her body did not make it back.” And Levi sped his walk leaving Mr Ral shocked tears streaming down his face as he walked back through the crowd to his home. Soon Levi was at a the HQ and went to his room. He sat down on his bed and stared at the floor then the door he’d never hear Petra’s shoes tap the floor as she brought him tea or the soft knock when she came to visit. “Fuck Petra” he mumbled and then it broke and he began crying. He hated it all so much.

#painnnn #shingeki no kyojin #rivetra #petra ral #levi ackerman

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