missyaliottttc

[missyaliottttc]

today is my ovulation day, Kyle and I had sex after a TERRIBLE morning together. I really didn't think that I would be in the mood after the drama this morning, maybe I wasn't completely, but did it for the sake of ttc! I'm concerned, I've been checking out my discharge the last couple days, and it doesn't seem normal. The last time that I went to PP I finally got my bill of health, but something still doesn't seem right! I'm upset, but staying optimistic. I'm just going to keep trying for a baby, and get periodic check ups, hopefully in a few weeks when I go, i'll get negative results for the BV. Ugh crossing my fingers, and praying too.

[missyaliottttc]

[missyaliottttc]

thoughts tonight

I was just looking through lots of different texts written by lots of different women, tagged ttc over 25. A pattern that I was seeing, and that was making me feel sort of down, was all the negativity! Whether it was jealousy towards other women getting pregnant, or just all of these ttcer's being pessimistic about pregnancy not happening at an ideal time. I feel like if you have pcos, or other health situations that make getting pregnant harder then of course it's understandable, and I sympathize. Otherwise though, can we all try to have a more positive outlook, and lift each other up!

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VICARIOUS-ESCAPISM

AUTUMNDAYIN82

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I had had bv for two years! & a few weeks ago I went to planned parenthood to tell them that i'm at my wits end, and that I needed a recommendation to a specialist. After the ol metal scope and swab procedure the nurse goes to check my discharge under the scope, and comes back to tell me I have the healthiest vagina she's seen all day, lots of lactobacilli, the healthy bacteria in your va-jay that fights infections. I was astonished, in total disbelief, I almost wanted to tell her to check again. I am so happy, and blessed to be healthy again. I hope trying for a baby won't set my ph off again though, I can't endure that struggle anymore, seriously. I don't know if any of you women out there have had to deal with reoccurring bv, but it is a complete nightmare, totally devastating. I've cut back on coffee, I don't eat sugar (unless it's fruit), and i'm doing my best to lower my gluten intake which is fuckin' tough! Stay positive ladies!

[missyaliottttc]

[missyaliottttc]

trying tomorrow

tomorrow starts the beginning of my fertile days, best believe we'll be getting it on! hoping for a miracle :)

[missyaliottttc]

I'm going at four today to meet this couple and their dog that live up the street from me. They just moved to California from Minnesota, and started to frequent my best friend Brooke's work. She works and this pizza & beer place, and suggested me to them to watch their dog when they go out of town which is kick ass because they want to pay me 30 bucks a day to walk him twice, and feed him. How great is that? Like, can this please be my grown-up job, hanging out with cute dogs, and getting paid. Just great!

[missyaliottttc]

“Katniss is very skinny… How much do you weigh?

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I'm currently on the rag, which means lots of oatmeal raisin cookies, mmmmmm. But, According to every ovulation app I downloaded I'll be ovulating either the 2nd, or 3rd of April, so it's on. I'm going in, and going hard! Yeah, so I've got a while, i'm just really pumped to start trying. Kyle's out in the living room playing ps3, think i'm gonna watch Kill Your Darlings. I had to rent it after seeing a gif of Harry Potter being slipped the wank.

[missyaliottttc]

I refuse to let my current circumstances break my spirit. I refuse to let my current circumstances break my spirit. I refuse to let my current circumstances break my spirit. I refuse to let my current circumstances break my spirit. I refuse to let my current circumstances break my spirit. I refuse to let my current circumstances break my spirit. I refuse to let my current circumstances break my spirit.

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Hi everyone, so I'm not new to tumblr I just wanted a personal blog that was dedicated to my ttc journey. I hope I can make some friends & i'm sending all you other ttc ladies baby dust galore!