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Lana Del Rey songs are just: *is sad* *is horny* *hates men* *falls for men twice as old* *can't stop thinking about them* *random curse* *daring around in a fucking nightgown*

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OMG YES

yut lung lee is so cinnamon girl by lana del rey

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"I actually work better at night" *stares at walls till dawn*

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Leak College textbooks, not nudes…

Continuing the work of Christopher Rice,

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Please don’t just ❤, reblog for the masses

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Hear me out-

folklore tells different stories with different characters, it tells Rebekah Harkness story, Augustine story, but to me it tells mainly Betty and James’s love story.

The song Exile explains the end of their relationship. I’m not quite sure if they were actually a couple because of the lines playing hide and seek in cardigan. It feels more like they were in the beggining of something, in the pre-relationship phase. Betty and James lived in the same town, and went to the same school, therefore I assume they have known each other their whole lifes, maybe they were kind of best friends since they were little. folklore picks up their story when they are seventeen. Seven talks about two childhood friends, and one of them tells the other: your dad is always mad and what if seven is from James’s perspective. We know for a fact that Betty has a complicated relationship with his father and that James drew stars around her scars…

James watched Betty dance with another guy, maybe an ex of Betty’s, at the school’s gym, and if it is Betty’s ex I can see James thinking I think I’ve seen this film before and I didn’t like the ending, I’ve been left behind before and she chose him not me, maybe she doesn’t choose me now. So, James left before he got left, just like Betty said: Peter leaving Wendy. Wendy left Peter, not the other way around so that’s why he tried to change his fate. Betty saw James and she saw in his eyes that he wasn’t sure of their relationship, that he was already thinking she had gotten back with her ex if that was the case or that she just simply had found another guy. James was a deeply insecure person, he was so different from Betty who was confident about herself and about him, she knew him when he didn’t even know himself yet. He didn’t know anything, as he himself says in Betty but he knew he loved her, howewer, he didn’t believe she loved him back. That night at the dance was just as taylor said the insult to the already existing injury.

Their relationship ended because despite she gave so many signs, he didn’t see them. I think it makes more sense that they were broken up, or that they were never really together as I said before, than the whole cheating thing. Plus, Taylor never said he cheated, it’s not even official. She refers as Augustine as the girl James spent the summer with, not the girl he cheated on Betty with. Also, in cardigan Betty never said anything about cheating, she just said chase two girls, which could also mean than she and James weren’t even a real consolidated thing and they were obviously not together because they spent the summer appart. The thing is he didn’t cheat but it was still wrong. He gave up on the hard relationship, the one he had to put effort and work on, the one he truly wanted to be in though, and went to Augustine. Augustine seemed like the safe choice, the person who wasn’t gonna hurt him cause he didn’t have any real feelings for her. Let’s say she couldn’t see the smiles he was faking and his heart wasn’t breaking cause he didn’t feel anything at all (okay… enough). August was a classmate at school, maybe even Betty’s friend at school and she was very in love with James. She jumped into a relationship with him just living for the hope of it all but she knew deep in her heart, he was never her’s, he was Betty’s.  August is the third person in every love triangle, she loves him and James cares about her and he will try to lie to himself and tell himself he’s alright but he’s not, he will always love Betty. However, when summer was over and they had to face each other again, James didn’t know how to talk to Betty, after she had known thanks to Inez that he had spent the summer with some other girl, that soon, without even trying to work on them. So him, a 17 year old stupid (affectionate, but yeah he was) boy spent days fantasizing about showing up at her party and about everything going back to the way it was.

The one picks up the story years later from Betty’s perspective. Betty is an adult now, she’s moved on and she’s supposedly happy with life. However, she can’t help but wonder what could her life have been if something had been different, if James would have showed up at her party just like James wanted to but he never did as we get to know in Betty.  I also belive hoax is the continuation to the one. She sings I don’t want no other shade of blue but you. She rathers holding onto the what ifs and remember him and their story than let him go forever and and get him out of her heart.

The story goes on and on in cardigan. We know that Betty KNEW he’d come back, she didn’t know when but she knew he eventually would. She knew he would come back not only to her, but to the town. In cardigan Betty talks about leaving, running and stepping on the last train, and I belive she doesn’t only talk about that cruel summer but also about him leaving for good later on. And this leads us to this is me trying, James’s song. this is me trying is James’s cardigan, his 17 year old has Betty but he’s 30 something has this is me trying. James didn’t know if Betty still loved him: I didn’t know if you’d care if I came back but he sure did still love her and he regrets what happened, how their relationship ended, how he left her. Because that’s what he did, he left Betty and that’s what Betty cursed for the longest time. He now says that although he doesn’t know what to say he’s there on her doorway, just like Betty knew when she was young. James is not fantazasing anymore about being there, like he did in Betty, he is now confirming he’s there indeed. To him Betty is a flashback in his town, she is his town, BETTY= TOWN. James even calls her his town in exile too: You were MY TOWN. He can’t go anywhere but there cause all he wants is her. And that links to My tears ricochet (I don’t think this song is about them but some parts fit) cause he can go anywhere he wants to just not home and as I said before Betty=town=home.

Now, the songs that puts an ending to this love story are peace (James’s pov) and invisible string (Betty’s pov) Peace takes place after James and Betty had gotten back together and it starts with our coming of age has come and gone, see they’re not teenagers anymore. James has grown and he is now a mature person, the person Betty knew he could be. He has finally learn to communicate and to be honest and open with Betty, to tell her his insecurities like you’re integrity makes me feel small. Finally, in invisible string (I know it’s about Taylor and Joe but I like this ending to their story) Betty, an overthinker and a person who believed in fate, remember I knew you’d come back to me, replays what they have gotten through in their life and how all along there was some invisible string tying them together. It is so satisfactory that they end up together in the end.

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And now to AshEiji

“If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk through my garden forever.”

— Alfred Lord Tennyson

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wait please rb with how long your longest playlist is because i would like to see the average

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christmas eve what about christmas adam

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Fuck you Banana Fish you fucked me for life.

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December 20

Dear Ash,

Ash —

I’m worried to death because I haven’t been able to see you doing well.

You said we live in different worlds. But is that true?

We have different colored skin and eyes. We were born in different countries.

But we’re friends. Isn’t that what counts?

I’m really glad I came to America. I met lots of people.

And more than anything, I met you.

You asked me over and over if you scared me. But I never feared you, not once.

What’s more is you’re hurt much more than me. I couldn’t help feeling that way.

Funny, huh?

You’re way smarter, bigger, and stronger than me. But I always felt like I had to protect you. I wonder what it is I wanted to protect you from.

I wanted to protect you from fate.

The fate that tries to carry you away, drifting futher and futher.

You told me once about a leopard you read in a book. How you believed that leopard knew that it couldn’t go back.

And I said you weren’t a leopard, that you could change your destiny.

You’re not alone. I’m by your side.

My soul is always with you.

— Eiji Okumura

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Maturity is realising why Devdas wanted to do his own Shraadh

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HEARTSTOPPER (2022) | YOUNG ROYALS (2021)

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"But, honey, there's no home at all, there are just hostelries and auberges. A home, therefore, may be someone's words, someone's way of looking at you, someone's arms, someone's soul, someone's mindset, someone's existence, someone's weltanschauung, someone's healing story, someone's annotated book, someone's hand-made coffee, someone's sparkling eyes while talking about their dreams, hobbies or likings, or even your own self, your own yearnings, your own dreams, your own wantings, your own soul, and your own words. But, these are all temporary lodgings. You can run towards them or away from them, but there is no home. Nothing is meant to be a home for our souls. How can there be permanent digs for you when you don't belong here, your soul doesn't belong here.

You feel alienated? It's because you ARE an alien. You don't belong to Earth, your soul doesn't belong to Earth. When will you accept this? None of us belong here. We have to go back to our real home. This world feels like a prison, because, it IS a prison. And a home can never be a prison. A prison can never be a home. This world is a siccin for our souls. Let me shout it out loud, this world is a siccin for our souls.

There are no homes, only prisons. Prisons of time, words, souls, emotions, regrets, dreams, yearnings, missed opportunities, not enough said stay forever's, not enough said I need you's, not enough said I won't let you go's, not enough said I love you's, and not enough said fuck off's".

Sadia Hakim

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vintage tee brand new phone high heels on cobblestones when you are young they assume you know nothing sequin smile black lipstick sensual politics when you are young they assume you know nothing but i knew you dancin in your levis drunk under a streetlight iiii i knew you hand under my sweatshirt baby kiss it better iiiii and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someones bed you put me on and said i was your favourite a friend to all is a friend to none chase two girls lose the one when you are young they assume you know nothing but i knew you playin hide and seek and giving me your weekends iiiii i knew you your heartbeat on the high line once in twenty life times iiiii and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someones bed you put me on and said i was your favourite to kiss in cars and downtown bars was all we needed you drew stars around my scars but now im bleeding cause i knew you stepping on the last train marked me like a bloodstain iiii i knew you tried to change the ending peter losing wendy iiiii i knew you leaving like a father running like water iiii and when you are young they assume you know nothing but i knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss i knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs the smell of smoke would hang around this long cause i knew everything when i was young i knew id curse you for the longest time chasin shadows in the grocery line i knew youd miss me once the thrill expired and youd be standing in my front porch light and i knew youd come back to me youd come back to me youd come back to me youd come back and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someones bed you put me on and said i was your favourite

vintage tee brand new phone high heels on cobblestones when you are young they assume you know nothing sequin smile black lipstick sensual politics when you are young they assume you know nothing but i knew you dancin in your levis drunk under a streetlight iiii i knew you hand under my sweatshirt baby kiss it better iiiii and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someones bed you put me on and said i was your favourite a friend to all is a friend to none chase two girls lose the one when you are young they assume you know nothing but i knew you playin hide and seek and giving me your weekends iiiii i knew you your heartbeat on the high line once in twenty life times iiiii and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someones bed you put me on and said i was your favourite to kiss in cars and downtown bars was all we needed you drew stars around my scars but now im bleeding cause i knew you stepping on the last train marked me like a bloodstain iiii i knew you tried to change the ending peter losing wendy iiiii i knew you leaving like a father running like water iiii and when you are young they assume you know nothing but i knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss i knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs the smell of smoke would hang around this long cause i knew everything when i was young i knew id curse you for the longest time chasin shadows in the grocery line i knew youd miss me once the thrill expired and youd be standing in my front porch light and i knew youd come back to me youd come back to me youd come back to me youd come back and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someones bed you put me on and said i was your favourite

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• Being a Golden Retriever comes with the constant tendency to be a Bitch

• Every conversation has space for "your mom" jokes.

Things I've learned from Nick Nelson

• Stand your ground for the things that you believe in.

• Take your time. You'd figure things out, eventually.

• Be a nice person without any ulterior motives.

• Being a golden retriever comes with the constant tendency to be a bitch.

• Every conversation has space for "your mom" jokes.

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AKSJSKSJSJ

this makes me unreasonably happy

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any other girls feel a permanent sense of unbelonging no matter where they are or who they are with