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Alrighty. Here are two of the highlights.

1.) I have this odd form of gift-giving where say I’ll give them a shiny rock I love. And I’m all, “ok. this rock is ours now.” Cause I still want it, but I want them to have it more. The only thing that changes is that I will periodically check in on the thing to make sure they are taking care of it. Like a shared dog but with things. (Look gift-giving is hard with trauma aight we work around it) When I do this I get a lot of “Do you...want this back?” and I’m like “no. It’s your gift. Speaking of that actually where is it?”

2.) I am so very emotionally messed with so if a situation that I haven’t gone through happens, my close friend/family is hurting and I can’t get all comfy in my large pile of advice for traumatic stuff, I stutter over my words, get awkward. So instead of words I use physical touch. Small things at varying levels of intensity depending on the person and if I will crush them, but s i l e n c e with (if they start crying or breaking down) quiet oddly placed reassurances and countdowns. Just things I wish people did for me so I’m doing it for them cause :D we frens.we fam. i luv u.

it's time for a poll everyone, how do you show love?

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This man refuses to do anything without drama and I respect that

top absolutely absurd wilbur soot mcc moments

7. his team in mcc 12 getting four consecutive first placements, meaning everyone on the team was in the top ten at one point (MCC 12)

6. ‘wilbur glitching’ and winning rocket spleef while every other player accused him of cheating because it looked like he was just standing there (MCC 3)

5. killing his own player with tnt in the mcc battle box lobby, forcing the game to be restarted (MCC 7)

4. destroying a toy nerf gun dubbed “the vlog gun” live on the stream by stamping it out while his teammates watched in horror (MCC 8)

3. mcc crashing his computer during ace race and physically kicking his computer with his shoe after the tournament to end the stream (MCC 13)

2. getting “possessed” the day after doing a ghost hunting stream, losing his voice entirely but getting one of his best placements (MCC 11)

1. the fire alarm going off, forcing him to leave for a game while everyone wondered if he was actually dead, only for him to return and say that he couldn’t be told whether or not it was actually a fire (MCC p21)

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I’ve graduated from lurker after thousands of years.

what the hell do I do now