mindofamutt

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i called out of work today. it's getting bad

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God I really wish carrying stuffed animals around with you was socially acceptable

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how does anyone tolerate me

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i'm so exhausted even though i slept okay. i was doing fine but some days it does feel like episodes just come out of nowhere. even feeling tired i cant figure ouf exactly whats going on. the hallucinations aren't great and the paranoia is seeping in but the worst part is the RAGE. the rage and the anxiety. I love my cats but not even theyre making me happy

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listening to my parents chatter and watch tv

neither of them were downstairs. they were both upstairs asleep

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9.20am

a muffin. the muffin? what do you mean? she's a tiger, barry, tigers and muffins. what the fuck? who are you talking to? barry you wouldn't understand

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'he's vegan guys'

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sounds silly but. one of the greatest things ever as someone with a trauma background is learning that things aren't inherently as bad or as scary as I thought. it IS possible to assemble Ikea furniture without arguments. is IS possible to discuss boundaries without having something thrown at me for speaking out of turn. it IS possible to spend hours on end sharing your favourite things with your favourite people, and not get called annoying for it. the world is an incredible place

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I would have gutted myself for you and you turned away at the very chance of a paper-cut.

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☆ The Mind of a Mutt ☆

i'm arthur, but you can call me art. i'm a 20y/o trans man (he/it). i'm nonhuman. this blog is a space to post uncensored thoughts and rambles. i'm severely mentally ill and will be posting openly about it. you have been warned.

dni:

- basic dni

- minors. you will be blocked.

- anyone looking to start shit

- anti physical nonhumanity.

- if i block you, you deserved it.

All the personal shit:

Identity -

I'm not a therian, though I have nothing against them. I identify more with turned A. For psychological reasons, I do not identify with or as human, and often use either animalistic or canid terms to refer to myself.

Interests -

Music (Kittie, Linkin Park, FFDP, Korn), writing, drawing, psychology, toxicology.

So.. what's wrong with you? -

Working dx (professional) is BPD & Bipolar with psychotic features. Don't go around asking everyone for this information though. Not everyone is willing to share.

Tag System -

#artsquared - my own art

#dogposting - nonhuman posts

#lifestuff - mh posts

#spilledink - vent

#thelog - personal tag for documenting symptoms

TW/CW System -

I will always use a '(thing) cw' system. I will also use singular (e.g bug tw as opposed to bugs tw)

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pt: a beaten dog will be wary of any outstretched hand

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Not to be bad childhood coded on main but having a door that locks goes so crazy. Oh you thought you would invite yourself in to judgmentally peer at what's on my computer screen? Wrong because I activated the mechanism

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