mind-of-yvie

[mind-of-yvie]

雨波

[mind-of-yvie]

Dark Devil Cosplay by sark0820 (Twitter)

[mind-of-yvie]

Just waiting till the day I say “I’m fine” and mean it

Yvie

[mind-of-yvie]

I’m tired of this

You asked me if I was losing feelings. I said no to avoid your tears. But no, I haven’t lost feelings. But how long can I keep this up?

We can’t hold hands, I can’t feel your warm embrace. I can’t stare at you lovingly for the little things you do.

I’m tired of looking at words on a screen. I’m tired of seeing “poor connection.” I’m tired of crying alone. I’m tired of this distance.

[mind-of-yvie]

Three words

You say “I love you”

I think “I am bored”

[mind-of-yvie]

Ricky

Anyone remember their first grade school dance? I do because of you. The clock struck 2 as the teachers escorted us to the gym. The lights were off, music was playing, and kids were dancing.

A certain song started playing as all the kids lined up in a conga line. At our age we just walked around connected by our arms on the others shoulders. You were four bodies away from me. As the song went on I slowly made my way towards you. Three. Two. You.

You noticed me, and your expression said it all. You turned to look forward again. You whispered in the others ear and moved one away from me. Was it my curly hair? My round face? My chubby arms? My stubby legs?

Did you know I mistakenly took your scissors and you mine? Did you know I looked at you during class? Did you know my parents asked about you? You were the first name mentioned in my diary.

Ten years pass, the afternoon bell rings. One more class. I walk in and this is what I see: Curly hair. Round face. Chubby arms. Stubby legs. But once again, you noticed me. And once again you turned away. This time with an expression of a stranger.

[mind-of-yvie]

Hello, I’m Yvie

I am a user that exists only in the depths of the mind of another broken soul