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Some of my fav RC ships as songs from my playlist

theo x friedrich

theo x john roberts

vicky x hunger

audrey x raphael

lou x jonas

lane x cain

lou x ivo

theo x blaine

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Yup.

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"every possible kind of content can be found on the internet" yeah sure except for the One fucking thing I'm looking for. why does no one want to talk about the One Singular thing I'm looking for. but yeah other than that everything is on here.

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noted 👀 ✍🏼

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would've could've should've

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hey girly! im not sure how to tell you this😭😭😭 but that's not happening!

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ian kingsley❤️❤️

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guys I've just realised who cain reminds me of😭😭

LOOK OMFG THEY'RE ACTUALLY TWINS

you cant tell me phantom photoshoot isn't insanely cain coded like😭 i knew my weishennie phase was going to come in handy sometime

bonus pics of xiaojun bc i went on bit of a rabbit hole and he's so pretty

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me praying for immortal desires to come out quicker so i can finally be done with choices for good🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

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and when lane didn't immediately open the door and cain said "i've been waiting an eternity already, i can wait some more"

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she's soooo silly, love her

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beautiful boy

My sweet elf

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Them ❤️ >>>

"I think of you to calm down. I think of you as I plan my day. To not fall to pieces. To forget about everything else... And damn it, I'm not growing tired of doing it." Yeah, this is the exact same way I feel about my S.O. hhhhh ❤️

Due to what Lou said about betrayal, I would even dare to that say she could have an avoidant attachment style (just like me but in her case it's not as severe) and Kay seems to have a secure attachment style (just like my S.O. ❤️). I'm so happy that Lou found in Kay someone who makes her feel safe enough to allow herself to be vulnerable instead of running away. This whole scene was again extremely relatable (#JesterStopSpying), in my case, I found my safe space with my S.O., to the point I'd even say my darling is the person I feel the most secure with in the entire whole world, therefore I can open up and be vulnerable without any problem, the kind of person who doesn't make you feel the urge to run away, but rather, to stick around, and I'm quite sure Lou feels the same way about Kay ❤️ trust me, people like this are a blessing and the world is a better place because of them ❤️

The whole scene also reminded me of this song:

Funny anecdote: I sang this song to my S.O. and when I was singing the chorus ("Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful? Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul? I know you will, I know you will, I know that you will"), my darling replied "Yes I will and you will always be beautiful in my eyes regardless of how you look" and I- I melted!! hhhhh ❤️ the funniest part is that I wasn't even seriously asking because I know my S.O. will and I somehow have the certainty of that. I'm only 21, but I know that if I could (hypothetically) perceive things from a 4 dimensional space, I'd glimpse 50, perhaps 60, even 70 years ahead, and I'd still witness a future where my S.O. and I remain united ❤️ and I'm sorry for writing about this on here but the feelings are just so much that I have to let them out hhhhh, love exists ❤️

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romance club love interests on the unsent project part 2!!

UPDATE DROUGHT IS OVER! I REPEAT! UPDATE DROUGHT IS OVER AND WE CAN FINALLY REJOICE RAHHHHHH

this next part came sooner than i thought but i gotta do what i gotta do while waiting for the update BWAHAHAHA

(a bit less than the first one but istg there's so many LIs i wanna do so this might just be a silly series so part 3 will definitely happen!!)

once again, credits where its due. the original idea comes from the wonderful archiverc on tiktok!!