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Then I wish you good luck in getting away.

wait what-

(oh shoot I forgot about solitary memories-)

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rraggh............

[Kira has been partially covered with a purple fluid, covering her antennae and lower arms, the latter sprouting claws]

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why are things so weird. in my mind im like 'yoch bin et caretaras'

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horny testimony

HELP

MY ASSIGNED ANALOG HORROR SERIES IS PENIS FILES

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I realized I’ve only really drawn danno’s part of the shorts wars series. So here the silly sillies

They took so long to make what the fuck

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yummy birchwood

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i don't think we talk enough about how childhood bullying really just. fucks up your ability to make friends long-term.

I'm not talking about self-image or even like attachment styles, although peer emotional abuse affects that too. I'm talking about how it legitimately stunts your understanding of how positive platonic relationships even work.

Like, a few years back (pre pandemic) a classmate point-blank told me, "hey, you're pretty cool, do you wanna come out for drinks and trivia with us Thursday night?" and my first internal reaction wasn't "oh cool, a friend!" or even "I'm not really interested" but: "where is the trap?" My kneejerk response to an earnest overture of friendship from this guy was trying to figure out how he was trying to back me into a corner, trick me into something, or make fun of me. We were in goddamm GRADUATE SCHOOL.

Of course I did end up going to drinks and it was a lovely time, but sometimes I think about the sheer number of potential friendships I've missed out on because I read their intentions as potentially hostile, *even when their intent is clearly not hostile*. Getting asked out for drinks is SUPER NORMAL. Being invited to parties is normal. Meeting for coffee is normal. in fact it's a primary way of forging adult friendships. But i am immediately wary of it, because the years in which I was developing most of my crucial social skills were spent dodging cruel pranks, getting invited to fake parties or uninvited from real ones, getting asked out "as a joke", being given compliments that were actually somehow insults, and so forth.

I don't have problems making friends-- I talk to people for a living, I am overall extremely charismatic and get invited out a lot, but I struggle to forge new connections because my trained response is to be immediately suspicious of people who appear friendly, welcoming and well-intentioned -- even fifteen years later. This is why I don't get the "you should have been bullied more" crowd. Like somehow bullying makes you more "normal". It definitely doesn't, even if "normal" was a real thing. I am definitely a more antisocial weirdo as a result of prolonged peer-to-peer emotional abuse than I would have been otherwise.

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THEY RERELEASING IT ???

Y'ALL THE RIGGY PLUSHIE IS LIKE £23 AND COMING OUT LATER TODAY I-

HFOEHGOIHGODRGOHOSDHOIHGOISHGIDFGIODRHOGD

I AM SO GETTING ONE AAAAAAAA

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thank god there's a shorts wars/toon turf community here have Danno in what I like to call "Riggy and Danno's first meeting"

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Ya'll I want to make a MEP but idk

Ya'll I want to try reanimating royal melons funeral but that would be to hard so I might make it a mep would that be fine with the people of tumblr? ( it would be a mix of people using gacha or art idc)

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petition to make boops permanent, reblog to sign.

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wobbies this is getting very close to full on poppy playtime core

Alright hear me out

A company that creates plushies that have some mechanisms in them, and the plushies have a special AI. They end up becoming sentient and have a crisis. They are all afraid.

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sorry i know im an art account but i made this and it made me giggle a bit ...

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LOVE WINS!!!

I explain nothing