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INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE | 1.06 + 2.08

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do you all see my vision here

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something i have always found really weird is when english texts italicize words from other languages.

i remember reading a book as a kid and the author continually italicizing the word tamales

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idk why but i feel like being a punk is for he/hims and doing ballet is for she/hers

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Commissions Open!

Commission form is now open! It will be open for 24 hours, then I'll be picking the commissioners tomorrow.

Form link; docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F... Full list of commission prices & examples: wolfscomms.carrd.co

Assorted examples below!

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pitting minorities against one another doesn't benefit anyone except those above us.

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TW suicide, vent

Why can't I catch one fucking break

All life gives me is sickness, and for what???

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Why can’t we just stay right here?

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''You don't have to suffer anymore...''

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But I have nothing to fear! For the blue bird is with me.

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Your mother will have justice, I swear it.

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there's a lot to be said about how the average person indulges in delusions far more than anyone is really comfortable grappling with. every now and again, a poll comes out that reveals some sort of number of people who believe they have magical powers, usually pretty high, and everyone takes turns making fun of it and affirming their own Sanity

this is more observational than scientific, but it really does seem like writing off delusional thinking as the realm of the "insane" creates this valley where the "normal" person's thinking (especially a person who considers themself normal, but that's a whole other kettle of fish) must be more empirical, because, categorically, they are not insane

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Fuck generative AI

If you care about privacy, the environment, accurate information, art, and a future without capitalism then don't give in to the 'convenience' it offers.

Generative AI contributes to artists work being stolen and repurposed to make a lesser amalgamation that holds no meaning.

Generative AI contributes to clean water being wasted on keeping this technology cooled when the environment can't handle what we currently use, let alone if this becomes commonplace.

Generative AI is using data of all sorts without people's consent, including in your personal Microsoft Word for its technology.

Generative AI collects information and regurgitates it at risk of being inaccurate, without a clear source, and has put people into danger by suggesting things that are simply not true and for example misidentifying poisonous mushrooms as ones that are safe to eat in a book written by it.

Generative AI is only good for making rich people richer by investing in these features that generally don't actually provide a better experience besides being 'easier' due to doing your work for you but at a worse quality and without actual substance.

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Waiter oh waiter more salt in my wound please!!!

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So I realised I can just ramble here like I did in the olden days. So here we go. My thoughts on my blog once again.

My life went from being just about heaven on earth to back to being hell itself again 3 months ago due to a traumatic event happening again, after I ran a nearly 2 year streak of not having more trauma. Not great!

With that, and with right before that event meeting someone at a party who I was at first stand-offish towards due to them being plural, I came back to thoughts I'd been avoiding for a long time. See, I was stand-offish because talking to them confronted me with things I had suppressed. But they were nice, and sweet, and lovely and well, in the end I had a lot of chemistry with them. So mutual crushing began while I agonised about the fact that this would bring back the wondering I'd done about whether I had DID since 2019, which I started suppressing in 2022 because having told someone about this put me in harm's way.

But when I did decide to fuck it all and open up to this system about what I'd been dancing around for all this time, they ended up recognising those traits and symptoms in me.

I suppose that that's why I never stopped wondering no matter how much I tried, because the dissociation is constant and I do lose days and have to go through effort to make sure I know what happened when, and at times feel like someone else is taking over. But a part of me still wants to say it's all bollocks and that I'm lying to myself.

Now I'm trying to figure out whether they are right and whether there is plurality, and over the past months I've delved into that, including just trying to shatter any amount of repression still present and writing poetry, but given this is a journey, and one I don't care to be open about with most people I know in person, y'all get to hear it.

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ok ok ok, how do we feel about bunny trans girls who are disheveled and haven't slept in a week?(I'm cooking an oc)