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I’ve lost 10 pounds in 4 days

🌸🍄reblog so it can happen to you too!🍄🌸

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every time they hurt you make it another reason to l()se more

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my mom came into my room n went ‘pull up ur sleeves’ n i got so scared she thought i was cutting but no she just wanted to give me some lotion for the atrocious sunburn i got 2day 😭

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asked my dad to give me lunch money for a school trip n he gave me 50 dollars??? im not even gonna buy lunch now i have so much more money!!!

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got kinda sunburned at my friends play n i have to war a tank top in like three day not looking good for me chat

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only thing i don’t like bout the guy im in love w is that he prefers calling to texting. like dude why

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have to wear a dress for graduation to make my mom happy n im rly stressed about it. hate wearing feminine clothes so much but it makes mom happy when i get dressed up so i will.

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How can starving be bad if it's the only thing that makes me feel like I'm doing something right in my life?

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god is good the bakery i’m going to for my friends bday has all of the nutrition facts listed on their website! like even the sugar n protein n whatever!!!

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guy i like said he wants to go to the gym w me this summer n like idk if was joking cause im kinda stupid when it comes to stuff like that but omg it sounds so fun!

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just completed a 24 hr fast, which is my longest in like over a month! proud of myself!

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been thinking a lot about why i cut recently and like this sounds so sad but atleast i dont like want to kms or something. i think the reason i cut is just cause it’s been the only constant in my life for so long. like it’s stuck with me longer than any hobby, any interest, multiple friendships. like the last time i had a serious conversation with my parents was before i started cutting. ive just been doing it for so long that it feels normal, and not like a bad thing or a punishment, just like a thing to do when bored.

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”don’t ⭐️ve yourself! You’ll lose your period and become infertile!”

are the actual cons with us in the room rn?

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need my friend to not kill herself dear lord. like genuinely i’m so scared. i’m starting to think that she won’t on purpose cause like she doesn’t want her death to burden anyone or whatever but like she purges and cuts really often and i tell her hey stop doing that i care about you so much stop it and she just won’t. i need her to live

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found my parents edible stash n am desperately trying not to take one

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I’m gonna focus on my ed this summer fuck everything else

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one of my best friends really wants to die n like i keep telling her how much i care about her n shit and that i could help but she won’t let me n she went to the bathroom to cut or purge or something n i followed her after a minute n she was just on the other side of the stall with some razor blades and i wanted to cry because i love her so much she can’t die i couldn’t do it it might be selfish but she needs to stay alive