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It is finished.

I do this every time i read another 20 pages of infinite jest btw.

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as requested by @blackboxdye. Click for better detail.

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in two hours my friend and i plotted out a whole movie about an indie filmmaker who accepts 10 million dollars on a death mission to mars. This is the Guy.

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I do this every time i read another 20 pages of infinite jest btw.

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I need. I need hal/infinite jest drawing ideas for when i come home from work tomorrow. does anyone want anything from the infinite jest drive in.

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Smoking that shit that made Hal Incandenza insane.

(keep re uploading this bc resolution. I need a new tablet so bad I can’t handle traditional rn)

(Shoutout to @midmodmar as my Hal ref)

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The most genuine thing i can say about infinite jest is that I wish I'd read it a long time ago. (bookmarked p. 575)

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can someone please help orin i dont think he's doing ok

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Do you ever get the feeling that something really bad is lurching towards you and you can't do anything about it? I'm on page 531 and I don't think I'm ready for what it is.

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I know he doesn't have glasses but the lens symbolism...

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If you guys liked Challengers you will not regret picking up Infinite Jest! It's like a slow-burn, post-apocalyptic AU with lots of trans + queer rep and aspects of magical realism, anti-capitalist and lighthearted fun for all audiences!¹

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If you guys liked Challengers you will not regret picking up Infinite Jest! It's like a slow-burn, post-apocalyptic AU with lots of trans + queer rep and aspects of magical realism, anti-capitalist and lighthearted fun for all audiences!¹

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Oh boy, what a year this has been. All I can say is that I've been really REALLY leaning into drawing people with glasses and dark hair (coughcoughhuxleyscoughcough). I've been juggling grad school since April, which has actually been notably easier than undergrad, hence the better art in November/December. Even though my art hasn't improved (imo), I'm glad that I still find happiness in doing it. December was a prosperous month and reminds me that I still have the passion to keep it up. I have 3 internships this year, most of them with 40 hour workweeks so I won't know if I can keep this up. Nevertheless I get a lot of happiness from drawing quick small doodles instead of big paintings, even though a pretty painting feels like unclogging a gutter.

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I never dreamed that I'd spend my days Staring at some tube emitting cathode rays

A collection of Sally K.I.'s most memorable headlines from her adolescence.

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Back of the photograph reads "drive back from Oasis in Boston, 1995."

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We were a couple of kids stuck in the panopticon but I wanted that spotlight shining directly on us.

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Returning to my vintage roots with Adriance and Sally. Feels good.