mestizo-efp
Mestizo
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Privet svem! Hello there~ Mestizo's here! TianShan's writer || Italian || Autore su EFP || Author on Ao3 || My Fics Masterpost
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mestizo-efp · 9 months ago
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Fuck....I miss you
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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I'm leaving.
Thank you for everything
Please forget me.
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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My Fanfictions Masterpost
Ten Minutes, Omegaverse, TianShan Chapter 1 - 2 - 3 - 4
Silence, AU, Angst, TianShan HERE
The taste of it, TianShan, HERE
First couple fight NSFW, TianShan HERE
My sweet glowing light, Angst (with good ending) TianShan Chapter 1 -
Behing each other’s skin, Body Swap, TianShan Chapter 1 - 2
When?, Angst, Dream, TianShan HERE
Summer Heat, song fic(kind of) TianShan HERE
TianShan Week 2018, Summer Vacation, Wound+Sinner  Chapter 1 - 2
Domestic TianShan, request HERE
Overnight TianShan, storm, Chapter 1 - 2
Qiu x Cheng, NSFW, QiuCheng HERE
Discovered TianShan, request HERE
Party NSFW, TianShan, request HERE
Gentle Morning TianShan, request HERE
One Side Love angst, TianShan, request HERE
Neck Kink TianShan, request HERE
First Date TianShan, request HERE
Love Letter little bit of angst, TianShan Chapter 1
Taken kidnapped He Tian AU, TianShan Chapter 1 - 2
Smut NSFW TianShan HERE
Unexpectedly good, kissing (i really like this one), TianShan HERE
I’ll die of love, I’ll die for you angst, TianShan HERE
Tell Me NSFW, TianShan HERE
Soulmates TianShan HERE
TianShan Angst Drabble (really sad) HERE
Waiting Game NSFW TianShan HERE
So wanted (short) TianShan HERE
Expectations (really short) TianShan HERE
Face First TianShan, He Cheng HERE
Liar angst, TianShan HERE
Always will TianShan, angst HERE
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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TianShan Angst Drabble
Promts: “Don’t forget me” “I Tried” “I Hate You!”
CAREFUL: REALLY SAD
Was it good timing? Bad timing? Maybe just a coincidence. Mo GuanShan didn’t know. Point is, that if he hadn’t left math class to go to the bathroom, he would have never seen He Tian walking away with someone.
That morning he hadn’t shown up and Mo GuanShan had assumed that he was just at home. Or skipping class.
«Hey» he said, and it escaped from his lips before even noticing that there was someone walking besides He Tian in the hallway: it was his brother He Cheng.
“Fuck” thought Mo GuanShan, ready to run away at the first sight of danger.
But then, something unusual happened: He Tian stopped, but he didn’t turn around. Only He Cheng slightly turned his face. 
Mo GuanShan scowled; He Tian not jumping at him at sight? Looks like the world has finally coming to its end.
He Cheng looked at Mo GuanShan first, then He Tian, still turned around.
He Cheng closed his eyes, placing a cigarette between his lips «Five minutes» he said.
He Tian’s shoulders went up and down, like he was taking a deep breath, but when he turned around, he was wearing his usual smile.
«Little Mo» he said getting closer «You shouldn’t skip classes»
Mo GuanShan was still looking at He Cheng’s back instead of He Tian’s face. Better be sure to have the creepy…well, the most creepy of the two, as far as possible before even open his mouth.
«Are you fucking lecturing me while skipping an entire day?».
He Tian’s smile faltered; he put his hands on his pockets. 
«As a matter of fact, I’m not»
Mo GuanShan finally looked at him. He Tian was pale, his eyes dark and heavy with eye bags.
Mo GuanShan grimaced «Are you sick or something?»
He Tian was fidgeting, looking all over the place and clearly battling with himself. The hell was wrong with him?
«If you can’t tell me whatever, it’s not like I fucking care-»
«I withdrawn from school. I’m leaving and…I don’t know if I can come back» 
Something got stuck into Mo GuanShan’s throat. He tried to swallow again and again, but nothing happened. 
Then he realized that it was just him, holding his breath. He coughed, trying to relax his abdomen. His eyes were unfocused for a moments over He Tian’s t-shirt buttons. He raised them; He Tian was looking a him waiting…for what? Was he expecting pleas? Tears?
Something at the pit of his stomach was pulling him down, yet he was somehow able to maintain his composure, like He Tian has just told him the time.
«And?» he said, voice firm and clear.
He Tian bit his lip «Mo GuanShan…»
Mo GuanShan was surprised by his own composure, it was like his mind has completely shutted down, his body emptied. He just stared blankly at He Tian.
«What?» he said, calmly.
He Tian could almost see the walls building up around Mo GuanShan, brick after brick, so high and so thick, no one or nothing could breach through it.
He Tian smiled, trying his hardest to not do whatever his heart was screaming him to do
«I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you earlier. I tried»
«Why would you? It’s not like we’re friends. I told you a lot of fucking times»
He Tian’s eyes widened, he then smiled, shaking his head «You sure did»
Would it hurt later? Mo GuanShan didn’t know, his feelings were numb, sleeping. 
Protecting him from doing things that would make it definitely hurt, like asking he Tian where he was going, why was he going away…and if he would ever be able to see him again. 
Instead he kept staring back, putting his hands in his pockets «Goodbye He Tian».
He wasn’t going to turn away and walk. 
He wasn’t the one cowardy leaving everything behind. 
He wasn’t the one running away.
He was going to stand, waiting for everything that could come face first.
He Tian nodded, raising his hand «Goodbye Mo GuanShan»
Mo GuanShan eyebrow twitched, but he wasn’t going to lose, not now. 
He looked at He Tian’s hand and with a firm grip, he shaked it. He Tain was still smiling, and Mo GuanShan wondered for a moment if He Tian was playing at the same painful game, but there was no time left.
He Tian’s hand lingered for a moment «Don’t forget me».
Mo GuanShan’s grip grow tighter for a fraction of a second.
How? How could he?
How dare he?
«I hate you» he said, and it came out like a live fire within him. Like he was burning from the inside. And it hurt, it hurt so bad he wished it could reach He Tian.
But it was all over as soon as He Tian’s hand slipped away. 
«I couldn’t ask for better»
And Mo GuanShan stared as He Tian turned around, as he walked away, as he walked down stairs finally disappearing from his sight.
He looked outside, it was sunny. From the distance he could hear the voice of a teacher lecturing his students to pay attention. A couple of girls were passing by laughing.
Boys on the courtyard downstairs were complaining for the heat. Someone made a joke and everybody laughed.
Mo GuanShan got startled and like in a haze he saw his own leg taking a step forward, towards the stairs.
But he didn’t went any further than that.
He turned around, he had his math class to attend. Walking straight, face up.
He never looked back.
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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Happy birthday Nick! 💜💜
Thanks!! 👍👍
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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old Xian’s update on weibo - ch.340 #19天#  放学。(#19days#  After school)
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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I've seen the world upside down, the lame sheep chasing the wolf -cit. "Mio fratello"
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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19 days - Maid cafe ~
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old Xian’s update on weibo - ch.339 #19天#  商量。(#19days#  Discuss)
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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Update (English version)
Pls credit me with @1154lizz if you decide to repost/share, thank you! <3
Typesetter @bersonni​, pls appreciate her fast and good work too <3<3
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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THIS ONE!
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I knew I saw that expression somewhere once!!! 😂😂
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old Xian’s update! Ch.338 #19天#  来了。 ​​​​(#19 days# Here you go!)
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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Update by Old Xian
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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19 Days
Unexpected Update
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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You are like
night, calmed,
constelated
Your silence
is star-like,
as distant,
as true
P. Neruda
I told you that you were a Neruda poem, but I didn't knew one of them defined you as well. Have a good day Mestizo, oh yes a question... Are you real??
You overestimate me as usual, but thanks. Beautiful poem btw, I love it. You're making me love Neruda even more.
And, I'm not, actually.
I'm the product of someone else's mind. Crazy uh?
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mestizo-efp · 4 years ago
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nick how go you have sex in your time? :)
Good question.
There's the traditional way, but we also have machines dedicated to that activity.
They're pretty advanced anthropomorphic machines with averagely functioning AI's. Not robots, mind you.
They're really expensive and they can be customized in any way you want.
I'd say people still prefer the human x human interaction tho.
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