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When I'm having a bad day, I just think about your smile or I hear your laugh in my head and I physically smile and suddenly all is well again.

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Forgive my eyes for admiring your beauty. You stole my heart the moment you looked at me, call me crazy call me insane every time my heart beats it mentions your name.

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All my life they told me bout a creature so hypnotic But I guess I never thought it was true And now that I've seen you I've turned into a believer Baby so much for what I thought I'd do Since I tasted you I got a craving Shaking in the heat of the night Oh, yeah, baby you got me misbehaving And I don't even know what is right It's just so hard to forget ya There's just something about ya It's hard to forget ya We're stuck here forever Something about ya, Eyes locked on your body, sexy features, so iconic And I just can't keep my fingers away Your love got me faded Keep it going, let's get wasted Baby, so much for my poker face When I think about it Nobody can do it as good When I think about it I keep running right back to you When I think about it A lifetime just won't be enough I need more, more, more There's just something about ya

Hard to forget ya

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Blue for you

Eugene Eugene

Man of my dreams

You drive me wild

And make me go the extra mile

I got the blues

And it's all because of youooouuu

Eugene Eugene

Where have you been?

This wait is killing me

But I'll wait till eternity

I got blues

Look what you make me doooooo

Ohhhhhh Eugeeeeene

You are the finest man that I've ever seen

The most gentle man I've ever known

And I can't wait to call you my own

You give me the bluuuuues

Can't help but fall for you.

I said you give me the bluuu-uuuuse

I know with you, I can never loose

I got the blue-oowoooowooowoowooo

And my only cure is you

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I think you have big doubts about my feelings for you. I'm sorry you do and I wish you'd give me the chance to show you just how real I am. I've said it in every way except straight that I'm madly in love you... That is never going to change. My feelings are never going to go away no matter what I do, believe me I've tried to rid myself of them. My love for you consumes me so much that it brings tears to me eyes when I think of you. It's the kind of love I've never known before. The kind of love I've only read about. It's not selfish, nor conditional- it's pure, it's true and it's absolute, unequivocal and extraordinary. It doesn't matter to me whether or not it's requited and I ask nothing in return. My only wish is for your complete and total happiness. All I want is for you to be happy even if it's not with me, truly. I've never wanted anyone's happiness like this but the thought of that beautiful smile never leaving your face is all It takes for me to be happy even if I'm not the one to put it there doesn't matter to me as long as it's there. And these are my genuine feelings.

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happy new year love

I cannot thank you much for bringing sparkle of love and passion into my life and for making my heart skip a beat with every thought of you. 2016 brought us closer and my love for you has grown even stronger. I am pretty confident that you will continue to be the most important part of my life in the coming year and beyond. I may not know much about you but I see through to your soul and I feel your heart- that is where my love lies. You are a phenomenal man and you my love, deserve all the happiness and blessings that life has to offer. May the coming year turn all your efforts into great and special achievements, and may all your dreams become reality. Happy 2017 my sweet! Happy New Year!

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Eugene I don't get it. I really don't get it. You say you want me but can't even find a moment to reply to me. I don't get how everything circles back to you though- I can't escape you. Everything is telling me I belong with you. I keep getting these signs and cryptic messages, and it all leads to you yet you hardly give me the time of day. I tried to move on last summer I really did because it was so lonely waiting for you, but I couldn't. I just couldn't bring myself to go past a first date. You're the only one I want to be with. You ignore me so deliberately, but I still can't help but tell you everything I feel. I don't even know if you read them, I don't know if you even care😏, but I can't stop. I can't let you go, and it's killing me because sometimes I think if you can't even take a few seconds of your time to respond to me, can you really ever be there for me? I mean if I really needed you? I don't know. But I'm sure about this, I was born to make you happy. Not one day goes by that I don't think about you, not one babe. Not a single one. Every time I have the urge to text you, I have to use all my will power to refrain because I feel like a stalker at times lol...like now lol when you don't respond, but I keep sending you these novels of text. I'm so unbelievably insane about you, so badly it kind of pathetic but I don't care lol 😂 I mean I made a whole tumblr blog dedicated to you-which I'm sure you likely didn't read when I sent you the link but that's just me in a nutshell- a hopeful romantic, hopelessly in love with you. I didn't want to tell you that over text but I just couldn't hold it in anymore. Besides I've pretty much said it in every other way possible lol plus you don't leave me much of a choice. I miss you more than you'll ever believe babe. There's not a single moment in a day when I don't miss you. My heart aches and my head is lost. I miss you when I wake up, I miss you before bed, I even miss you in my dreams. I miss your smile, the touch of your hand, your breath on my neck, ugh the sound of your laugh. I wish you were always by my side. I wanna get lost in your eyes and sound of your voice every day Eugene. I just can't handle the pain of being away from you anymore. Gosh if you only knew how much those little moments with you mean to me...

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I'm sitting here alone up In my room Thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love) I'm looking at a picture In my hand Trying my best to understand I really want to know what we did wrong With the love that felt so strong If only you were here tonight I know that we could make It right I don't know how to live without your love I was born to make you happy 'Cause your the only one within my heart I was born to make you happy Always and forever you and me That's the way our life should be I don't know how to live without your love I was born to make you happy I know I've been a fool since you've been gone I'd rather give It up then carry on (oh my love) 'Cause livin In a dream of you and me Is not the way my life should be I don't want to cry a tear for you So forgive me If I do If only you were here tonight I know that we could make It right I'd do anything I'd give you my world I'd wait forever to be your girl Just call out my name (just call out my name) I will be there (and I will be there) Just to show you how much I care

I was born to make you happy

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I know you're not going to respond but it doesn't even matter anymore because I just don't know how not to be this deeply infatuated by you and there's nothing I can do about it. This is something I haven't felt before so I don't know the "right way" to respond or act. Then again I'm not one to act how I'm "supposed to". I just follow my heart no matter what. And my heart is with only you. It wants what it wants and that's you. I don't care how foolish or pathetic it may seem. Nothing matters to me but you.

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I always thought I needed your words to tell me exactly how you feel about me but honestly I've realized that perhaps there are no words. Only feelings. I used to get discouraged with your one words answers lol but when you kissed me for the first time, I felt it. I felt everything you've been trying to say to me, I felt your passion, I felt your heart and it affirmed to me just how deeply you feel but also how deeply I feel. Although I always have words lol nothing compared to your kiss, your touch, your breath on my neck. I knew for sure that we were on the precipice of perhaps the greatest love story of all time. I felt that you felt- which I wasn't sure you did before. It was the best feeling I've ever had in my whole life. I will always have words cause that's just me lol but your "passionate moves" are all I'll ever need.

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I still want to be with you more than anything. Not matter how hard I try I just can't help it. Even though I get clobbered each time Eugene I know it's so crazy but I'll never stop wanting you. You're perfect. I mean I know we're all flawed but everyone is perfect for someone and in my eyes, you can do no wrong.

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What I wouldn't give just to hear your voice, just to hear your voice...

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How come all I can think about is putting this ice cube in my mouth and licking you all over

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...A heart so full and a longing so intense

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You're happiness comes first... and that just makes it worse.

It's hard to wait for something you know might never happen But it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want

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Nothing would make me happier right now than falling asleep to the beat of your heart Sigh...

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Can't. Let. Go.