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Love like a mother Care like a brother @80aye80 I got these qualities in me Which was always a blessing to me

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I meet these people one my search to happiness

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Our Inner Battles Don’t Have To Make Us Feel So Alone

Sometimes I wish my struggles didn’t exist. I wish that my problems would just disappear, and I don’t particularly know how to make them go away. I don’t particularly enjoy talking about them either, not because I’m ashamed that they’re there but because I don’t want anyone to worry, to worry about me, about whether or not I’m ‘okay’ (whatever the hell that means).

Because sometimes I feel like I have to be the strong one, the dependable one, the one who has it all together, most if not all of the time, and other times I really just want to scream at the top of my lungs, “I STRUGGLE TOO.” There are those times I feel so utterly alone. Like no one could be as internally fucked up as I am, and maybe that’s the real reason I don’t like talking about it. Maybe I’m struggling with myself.

Maybe I feel like I have to be the strong one all the time simply because I’ve made myself that way. Because I’ve put all this pressure on my body and my mind and it just reacts by default like it’s giving into this coercion I’ve created all on my own. Sometimes I have to remind myself that I’m human, that there’s only so much I can do and be, and that what everyone else thinks or sees isn’t that important, because the people who love me, the people who genuinely care about me, they won’t judge whatever inner struggle I’m going through, no matter how fucked up or completely irrational I think it is. And if only I could remember this, if only we all could remember this, our inner struggles wouldn’t have to feel so lonely.

If only we could remember that the ones we love and the ones who love us don’t want us to hold our struggles in. They want us to talk about it, not so they can judge and say, “Oh wow you’re really not the perfect person I thought you were,” (or the perfect person you think they wished you were) but so they can help, and if they can’t help, so they can just listen and be there for you, so you can finally be heard. Because them just being there, will already make you feel so much less alone.

We don’t have to be so afraid of disappointing everyone. Because when I really think about it, that’s the one thing that’s making me feel so very lonely, disappointment. Our inner struggles aren’t disappointing. They’re not embarrassing either. They’re real. They exist. And I wish I knew how to truly make them go away, but I don’t. I don’t know how to quiet the thoughts that keep us up at night, the ones that whisper in our ears and make us wish we knew the sound of silence, but I do know that they don’t go away by pretending. Our inner struggles don’t have to make us feel so alone. I’ve got them too, and I’m here for you.

- Stella John.

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YOU'RE MY CHRISTMAS MORNING KIND OF LOVE!

I never thought that I could find a love that was as magical as ours. The kind that makes you excited to get out of bed in the morning. The kind that makes you believe in yourself again and in your potential. The kind that helps you find the sparkle and the glimmer of hope in your world.

You’re my Christmas morning kind of love. You make my world brighter just by being in it and make even the most ordinary moments feel enchanting. You give me a reason to smile when I am so stressed I just want to break down in tears. You challenge me and make me want to be better. You aren’t intimidated by my goals, and you push me to go after my dreams.

You found me at a time when I really needed a miracle. You saw me through the masks that I often wore to protect my heart. You made me feel brave, like I could be myself around someone for the first time. And, when I entrusted you with my fragile heart, you never stopped protecting it and nurturing it. You never stopped loving me or fighting for me, day in and day out.

So, when the holiday season comes around, I can’t help but marvel at how the feelings surrounding this time of year feel a lot like our love. Everything feels magical. There is excitement in the air and renewal. There is an energy encompassing everything and everyone. It’s a time when people tune back into what really matters and the people that really matter.

Your love feels like that to me. You’re my Christmas morning kind of love.

The love that turned out to be better than anything I ever imagined. The love that has been so real and so resilient in the face of hardship. The love that has held tightly to what brought us together and what truly matters, no matter what life throws at us.

You are my Christmas morning kind of love. You are the magic in my life. My epic love. You are my peace in the chaos and my greatest gift. You are what I am always the most thankful for. You are the one I want to spend every major holiday with, and every ordinary day with. Because our love is different. It has grown through so many changes, and I know that it will continue to grow because we will choose to keep fighting for each other always.

Knowing that fills me with wonder and makes me so grateful. It reminds me to hold on to the things that matter and it challenges me to let go of the things that don’t. So, thank you for being my Christmas morning kind of love each and every day. For filling me with wonder and passion and for helping me see the magic in a love story that only grows more vibrant with the passage of time.

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