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I was thinkin about death last night.

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Still questioning how her panties got under my mattress

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sex is a ritual.

A ritual that doesn’t

feel like it once did.

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Im not scared anymore. I know my actions haven’t been always the greatest. But im going to continue to be a leader and fight through it all. Because im the only person that take control over my life. I take full ownership and responsibility towards things ive said but does feel like how did before. And as i saw the Arizona sun creep through the blinds of my new apartment. I cant escape the fact that i feel alone.

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this is not azure.

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I feel so dead.

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Me talkin bout being alone

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Me bein a big fuckin nerd

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i don’t know how to process my feelings anymore

ive never been this sad in my life

i hate this

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I need a hug.

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☁️ cloud timelapse / 04.27.20.

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“Self Control” by Frank Ocean

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This is where the Namib desert meets the Atlantic ocean.

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AZURE SKYS

James Turrell, Blue ones